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I find this to be a very misogynistic piece of entertainment, if it can be called that. Very distasteful. 

Not since the VH1 Slut Spill...
 

I had my first Mounjaro injection today. The journey begins!

Newbies are often “confused” here….
Welcome to the forum.

The queen of country music is Beyonce. 

Strangely, I actually prefer not to know. 
When I’ve built the fantasy in my head of "X",  I want to fuck X, kiss X, cuddle with X,…..
"Y"? Yeah,I don’t know him nor do I need to. 
Oddly compartmentalized, but true. 

Cold blooded assassination is not a “grey area”.
He’s a murderer plain and simple.

Cold blooded assassination is not a “grey area”.
He’s a murderer plain and simple.

Requested payment up front, but he was polite about it when I refused.
As a result, we never met. Sorry, I don’t have anymore information than that. 

... And this is where I say thank you for your time, please leave. 
You pay up front for:  Vending machines & fast food
You pay at the end for:  Gourmet restaurants 
Asking for payment up front means expect junk food and a quickie.

You are making yourself miserable. You could live a life with freedom and authenticity and you are choosing to behave like a tragic character in a melodrama. Start acting like an adult, stop stalking this man. You’re “in love” with him because you need love but you aren’t making yourself available to receive it from sources where it is truly available. Escorts are not a source of love. Period. 

Cold blooded assassination is not a “grey area”.
He’s a murderer plain and simple.

Newbies are often “confused” here….
Welcome to the forum.

We’ve all done it to one degree or another. Don’t beat yourself up about it, but do learn from your mistakes.
Feelings are ok. Losing grip on reality is not. It’s a fantasy. Nothing more, nothing less.
You have always been and will always be wrong when you think "a mutual thing" is developing. 
This really shouldn’t be a newsflash for you. Still, don’t let it ruin your fun. Learn to enjoy the fantasy.
What rooms? Where? Are you stalking him?
I hope I’m misreading this statement because it sounds creepy and unhealthy as fuck. 

 
You need to remember that this is a "hobby". It’s not real life. Don’t let your heart get involved. If you start developing real feelings for a provider, I suggest you disclose that to them immediately. Then stop seeing them. He may be fond of you. He may even "like" you. But in the words of Avenue Q, he doesn’t "like you, like you, like you like him". I know it hurts, and yes most if not all of us have had to go through the difficult phase you’re going through right now. The good news is, if you can learn to navigate it and stay in control of your emotions, this hobby can be damn fun. Like REAL fun. But if you need or want love, look somewhere else. You’re fishing in the wrong pond. 

“Just a heads up: A small non-refundable deposit is needed when booking to lock in our adventure. It’s all about building that trust from the start.”
Someone should tell him that genuine “trust”….doesn’t usually involve money.
LMAO.

“Just a heads up: A small non-refundable deposit is needed when booking to lock in our adventure. It’s all about building that trust from the start.”
Someone should tell him that genuine “trust”….doesn’t usually involve money.
LMAO.

“Just a heads up: A small non-refundable deposit is needed when booking to lock in our adventure. It’s all about building that trust from the start.”
Someone should tell him that genuine “trust”….doesn’t usually involve money.
LMAO.

You already know the answer to this.

"Little Joe" Cartwright (aka Michael Landon).
I seem to have a "thing" for ”Little Joe’s"……

I wonder what that is all about……

Welcome to the forum, @slb3327

As someone who just recently had their first experience with a man, I will tell you what helped me tremendously. Once I narrowed down my search, with a handful of local providers, who were my type and had a fair amount of good reviews on RM. I checked them with Company of Men, to get some trusted reviews. After they passed that test, I paid for an hour of their regular rate to meet them in person. I only did this with 2 local providers. We had coffee or quick meal, and I was able to ask every imaginable question, and share my concerns about my first experience with a man. It also allowed me to see if we had a connection and real chemistry. I was able to find an awesome provider who has been kind, patient and loving, as I explore my sexuality with a man.This is not a conventional way go, and some of you will disagree with my method, but it sure worked well for me. I wish you the best with your journey. 

Then you're sucking the wrong cock. Hookup with management, not the janitor. 😉 

I can't speak for the others; but, I left NYC in September and am now in Ft Lauderdale.  It's good to hear my absence has been noticed.