nycman

I fell in love with an escort. We've been together for 18 months.. He stopped escorting. I'm helpng him go back to school. Luckily, I can afford it. I don't doubt that part of his attraction to me is that I have money, but I really believe we have a great sexual chemistry and a real emotional depth in our connection.  He's one of the kindest people I've ever met, and I feel like we take care of each other in beautiful ways. 

Pat my old bald head. Rub the hump on my back. Tell me you love me for myself and my American Express Centurion Card shall be yours to caress...

Yeah - could you imagine being in the throes of passion, and someone suddenly calls you Rover, or Spot?  🤣

Never look behind the curtain.

Never look behind the curtain.

How more quickly time both seems to pass, and does actually pass, the older one gets....
52 here.  And I swear I was just squinting in the early morning sun after leaving a night at The Limelight a handful of years ago. 
OK at the most, 10 years ago.
(In reality, 30+.)

Never look behind the curtain.

Because wealthy gay alumni donors exist. 

Never look behind the curtain.

So you want a hot husband….AND a sugar daddy to pay both your expenses?
I wish you luck, but I’m afraid that’s not generally how any of this works. 

Because wealthy gay alumni donors exist. 

It’s been years, but yes there is a male only naked area at Bellagio. Not as much action at other spas, but it’s there. I find it best to make a brief connection in the spa, then quickly move to my room in the same resort for a more intimate encounter. Otherwise you’re in for a long day of furtive glances, and a serious case of blue balls. 
Unfortunately, I found the massages at the Bellagio to be "C grade" at best and I’ve moved onto greener pastures. As has been documented elsewhere, Encore has the most luxurious space (and best therapeutic messages) in my opinion, and the Mandalay Bay Spa has the most action. 
YMMV, after all it only takes one horney midwestern Marine to make the experience incredible.

I took one for the team on this one…..
Happy to report that he’s real and real fun.
English isn’t his first language but he’s very good at texting.
He’s a nice guy and worth the extra effort. 
Regulars feel free to PM with any questions.

Maybe you just stay at really nice Motel 6’s and really shitty Four Seasons.
Who knows?
We’re aloud to have different opinions.

We’ve all done it to one degree or another. Don’t beat yourself up about it, but do learn from your mistakes.
Feelings are ok. Losing grip on reality is not. It’s a fantasy. Nothing more, nothing less.
You have always been and will always be wrong when you think "a mutual thing" is developing. 
This really shouldn’t be a newsflash for you. Still, don’t let it ruin your fun. Learn to enjoy the fantasy.
What rooms? Where? Are you stalking him?
I hope I’m misreading this statement because it sounds creepy and unhealthy as fuck. 

 
You need to remember that this is a "hobby". It’s not real life. Don’t let your heart get involved. If you start developing real feelings for a provider, I suggest you disclose that to them immediately. Then stop seeing them. He may be fond of you. He may even "like" you. But in the words of Avenue Q, he doesn’t "like you, like you, like you like him". I know it hurts, and yes most if not all of us have had to go through the difficult phase you’re going through right now. The good news is, if you can learn to navigate it and stay in control of your emotions, this hobby can be damn fun. Like REAL fun. But if you need or want love, look somewhere else. You’re fishing in the wrong pond. 

It’s medical care. Not Burger King. 
Have it your way?…..yeah….no…that’s not how any of this works. 
You need to talk with your doctor and request to have it added to your next battery of tests. 

Daddies are warm, caring, gentle, established, confident, supportive, experienced, fun, adventurous…what’s not to like?
Sound like most the losers you meet in WeHo on a Friday night?
No?…..that’s the point. 

Because wealthy gay alumni donors exist. 

You take the good
You take the bad
You take them both and there you have the facts of life.
 

You take the good
You take the bad
You take them both and there you have the facts of life.
 

Daddies are warm, caring, gentle, established, confident, supportive, experienced, fun, adventurous…what’s not to like?
Sound like most the losers you meet in WeHo on a Friday night?
No?…..that’s the point. 

100%
I love rural America, but as my high school homeroom teacher said…."you know you have to leave…right?"
Thankfully, I love NYC life even more. Nonetheless, without that fire under my ass I’m not sure I would have ever left. 

I'd fuck #9 the hardest.....
Does that answer the question?

Reminds me of "Chihuahua or Blueberry Muffin?"