Should I hire the same guy for massage?

[BlackSheep]

Hi - I had a neighbor who used to live in my street a long time ago. I once bumped into him at a Gym after he has moved and he mentioned he also does provide massage. After few weeks I texted and he mentioned he is open that afternoon.
I went to his studio at some office building, he asked me to take off shorts as well, which I said I am more comfortable keeping them on. As the massage progressed he kept on making long storks on my legs while I was on my stomach and end his hands under my shorts, finger touching the area between my balls and asshole, which was very surprising. I thought its bec' I have shorts on, he is making full storks. He asked a few times again to take the shorts off as it helps him which I kind of brushed off by saying I can lose the ribbon a bit.  
The massage was beyond awesome, never had that good of a massage and never had one afterwards.
Long story short at the end he started doing strokes from my shoulders chest all the way under my shorts to my shaft, I was hard for a long time, he loses the shorts lace a bit more and held my cock, I was shocked, mentioned I wasn't expecting this kind of massage, he rubbed my cock head and I cum instantly. Ashamed and also embarrassed, massage ended pretty fast once I cum I dressed up, paid and left.

I kept on thinking should I go back? He was not per say my type of guy I get attracted to, but kind of the guy I am ok with but wouldn't rush towards. 
I never contacted him after that. 
Reason of mentioning all this is the massage itself, it was beyond awesome. He stretched me up, applied pressure on areas that I felt too good about afterwards, but HE was unexpected. I was more in a remorse then been happy. 
Is it a violation that was uncalled for and I felt I was taken advantage of? it was hard to get over with for few weeks and months after that, I felt I was not in control who is touching my body that way. 
Is it ok to reach back, and say what? HE is ok as long as I am aware what will happen? I really liked the massage. 

[+ Just Sayin]

why don't you have a discussion with him about enjoying his therapeutic massage and would like to re-schedule, but that you have some boundaries that you would like for him to respect?  

[Spikeguy]

Yeah you can always fib a bit and say you’re in a relationship so it has to remain strictly therapeutic.  Unless of course you want the HE now and say nothing.  But who knows maybe he wouldn’t try the HE again.

[whatsinaname]

If you want a strictly therapeutic massage there are plenty of places and practitioners where you can receive it. It sounds like this person made you very uncomfortable during your session by disrespecting your boundaries that you already made clear. I would honestly look elsewhere at this point. If you go back it is possible the provider will take it as they did nothing wrong and keep doing it. 

[soloyo215]

You have choices. You can reach out and like others said, you can explain that you enjoyed the therapeutic part of the massage, but prefer to keep it therapeutic. He might or might not respect your boundaries. Another choice is to look for another just-as-good masseur that is strictly therapeutic. I can guarantee you that he's not the only skillful masseur. Another choice is schedule another appointment without saying anything and use it as a way of exploring.

Based on what you wrote, seems like he might not be the best at taking a no, respecting boundaries or reading your body language if you're showing discomfort (if you in fact were showing discomfort), so if you reach out to him, he might take it as you wanting to explore more on the sexual component of the massage. And don't be surprised if you reach out to him and he ignores you. Many men get the cheap thrill that they like and move on.

Just my opinion, and solely based on my interpretation of what you wrote.

[jeezifonly]

Dear Penthouse Forum,

[StarQualityLuke]

First and foremost, the session is about you, if you didn't want anything like that to happen, you should have spoke up.  However, being nervous I would understand.  So if you really enjoyed the massage session outside of that, then just talk to the guy and tell him that you just truly want a really good quality massage and don't need all that extra.   It's very simple, I'm not sure why people make such a big deal out of things like this. ( what I mean is, if it was a great massage that's what matters)   But I do understand because most guys don't even do the work, so I'm glad to hear that this massage therapist actually did do the work.   

[d.anders]

I usually don't enjoy when people make assumptions about me, or take advantage without asking my permission, but horny sexual activity usually wins the moment. In this day and age, only a fool would cross or ignore unspoken sexual boundaries, but horny fools can be a lot of fun. I have experience with two licensed massage guys who decided to "jump" on me without knowing anything in legit spa environments. One guy was crazy horny (I assumed), and I was not attracted to his face or cock. At one point, he insisted I suck his cock, and I refused. He gave a great, strong massage, with major, helpful stretches. I think I saw him one or two more times, but he couldn't control his aggressive, horny state, so I stopped going to him. The other guy waited to the very end. Without saying a word, he shifted gears and worked to get me aroused. Not only was he a great masseur, I was attracted to him. I later thanked him for the surprise. I was traveling, so I knew I would not see him again.

No matter what, I've never gotten on a massage table with clothing on. For me, that's a red flag for strange. I have asked to be draped, because I don't enjoy getting cold. I don't have modesty issues, and I'm mostly up for a sexual surprise. So contradictions exist.

Way too many talented fish in the sea to prevent moving on. But minds change. If you get erect just thinking about the experience, then I would probably return for more. Sometimes, certain details can grow on you, and then no attraction becomes some attraction. If there is no chance of replacing his talent, and sex is a no for you, then you need to be honest with him. But given that strong erection, and that super quick orgasm, it sounds to me like johnny had fun, and wouldn't mind more.

[Mark_fl]

Yes