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Does he participate? I love visiting The Eagle when in NYC but only to watch.  

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My drawing of Czech porn star Viktor Adam getting fingered and jerked by a handler during a William Higgins shoot.
 
 

Jordan from BrandtsBoys.   Is there anyone sexier?
 

Just wanted to wrap this thread up in case future providers are thinking about doing the same thing- Above responses were super helpful, especially those that directed me to look at courses overseas from USA (Europe/Thailand) - after a cursory search I found a LOT of courses from about 900 to 3K that last 5 to 10 days. I am going to pursue those. Thanks for everyone's help

I just returned from Lauderdale.  I'll just tell one story, though it was a wild trip with lots of stories.  I'm 64 years old.  I was sharing the hot tub with a couple of guys, 40 and 48. They live in New York, immigrating there about 9 years ago.  The younger guy seemed very naive. They were friendly and seemed nice. Unexpectedly, they periodically touched me a little bit and the touching increased. It lead to playing a little bit. There was no kissing or sucking, but they both kept playing with my butt.  One of them suggested we move to the pool, as the hot tub was too warm. In the pool, I ended up holding the younger, inexperienced guy while his partner fucked him. He came. His partner then asked if we could move to my room.  I agreed. I rarely bottom but all the butt play relaxed me and the 48 year old fucked me hard (with a condom) while his nurturing partner held me and comforted me. The younger guy came for the second time while doing this.  Post script is that the top sent me a text saying he came to my room to say goodbye before checking out from the resort but since I was sleeping, he just left. I hope to see them again.

A fellow forum member invited me to showworld tonight as he had never been and was curious to go. I love this shit so I was game. There was a little age discrepancy between what he told me over text, and who showed up. While finalizing our plans, he said he was mid 50ish with a dad bod.
 
What showed up was a very hot zaddy, who wasn’t a day over 45, with a rocking bod, soft skin and a great smile. I knew we were in for a night. He paid my $20 admission  I tried to pay him back and he said “how often do you get treated?  It’s my pleasure.”  My heart melted a little  
The parking lot was full, which never happens. The place was the busiest I had ever seen it. I offered a tour of the different areas and explained a couple of the norms of what happens where. He compared it to Florida clubs and found it odd that sex could happen anywhere here. He said in some of the clubs he’d been to there were more private areas. We find the darkest corner of the place where a transwoman was on all fours with her ass in the air.  We move on to the opposite side of the room where two men are cuddling naked, engaged in pillow talk. He turns to me and goes “are they cuddling?”  We go back to the sofa near ass up trans woman and a small line has formed. He leans over and says “I thought it would be seedier”. I laughed out loud cuz, the place is pretty fucking seedy.  We can see men coming into our room before they can really see us. There’s a variety of men, but three clear standouts. A young 30’s Latino wearing a string of pearls on his neck and a sheer top. The second was a chiseled Latin man in his mid 40’s with a swagger.  The most attractive was the forum member that invited me though. Truly. So we both eye the younger Latino and make our way to a video booth, he follows. Forum member and Latino are enjoying each other. I watch and ultimately move on to go get my dick sucked. 
 
I wind up in dark corner near ass up transwoman and the line has gotten longer. Forum member comes back to find me with chiseled older Latin man. They make out in the dark, I can make out their figures. There’s much moaning, and two other guys join over and I hear a lot of slurping and can see one guy on his knees. It was really hot. Suddenly, hot Latino pulls up his pants and leaves. I was bummed. Forum member comes back to me on the sofa and says “I’m gunna fuck him, he’s going to the bathroom to make sure”. An incomplete sentence that says it all. Hot Latino comes back, forum member pulls out his beautiful member and they begin to fuck just beside me. A very surly, thick, masculine black man sits down next to me and forces hot Latinos mouth on his dick while forum member is inside him. Now a semi circle of onlookers forms. Poor ass up transwoman no longer has a line, and just collapses onto her stomach for a well earned break.  Forum member is pounding away in the darkness. He wore track pants with a zipper in the front, and up and down the ass crack that his piggy boy in NYC encouraged him to get so he was head to toe covered in black. 
They stop fucking before I cum and I was disappointed the show was over. 
The show wasn’t over. They moved to a more visible sofa in the light and continued going at it. Hot Latino had the most masculine, deep moaning and grunting. It drew a lot of attention until an annoyed bystander put his cock in Latinos mouth to muffle some of the noise. I had a perfect view, as did the 6 or so guys watching,   and we enjoyed every minute. 
This session went on for over 20 minutes. At the end, there was a collapse of relief. As they got dressed, the grunting turned to the voice of an accountant that said “that was wonderful, what’s your name, where are you from”. Forum member said “yes” and just gathered his things. He came back to me on the couch. We chatted a little bit and I thanked him for the show. I started touching his leg and got hard again. He leaned over and said “would it be awkward if I” NO it won’t be awkward I interrupted excitedly and leaned in to kiss him. He was softttttttt. His skin was like a cloud. We made out for a bit  
He started to suck my dick.  He looked up and said with all the hot boys you hire, why are you here? And I told him because I get to be anonymous and no one knows anything about me.  I asked if I could blow him. I took my pants off and got on my knees and pushed my ass back mostly just to draw attention so others could be jealous that I landed the prize. I went to town. I’ve never tasted such a soft penis. He was hard, but the skin was soft. I wanted to ask about it but my mouth was full. 
We’re now 90 minutes in to our adventure and he’s ready to leave. We say our goodbyes. I walk him out and as he’s leaving, he mentions “oh by the way, I’m going to sleep in a sex dungeon tonight.”  
I’m still horny so I go back in. I sit on a couch in a bright room playing straight porn and start to jerk off. Within 60 seconds, a man saunters over and says, will you blow a load on my face and hair?  I said if you suck it out of me. He did. As I was about to cum, I pushed him down off the couch to his knees and rained a load all over his face and hair. He was upset because my initial money shot went over his head onto his back. Plenty hit the target though. An audience of 6 had formed. As he walked through them to get to a mirror, they scattered like he was patient zero. He couldn’t see and neither of us had our phones. I made eye contact with a bystander and said we need the light on your phone please. He shined it on the mirror and the guy was in heaven. He just kept saying oh wow I need a picture. Oh wow. Don’t clean it. I got dressed and he asked if I could give him another load. Some people are never satisfied. I have never tried to cum back to back and it was late so I said no. I walked out the door on the 2 hour mark to the minute. Fun fun fun. 

Brad has ice-skated into retirement from porn and...
” Brad and I worked together in my film called ZAK ATTACK for Falcon. Brad has to be the sweetest and sexiest guy that I have personally work with in 13 years... and to the best of my knowledge and from what he has told me does Not escort. However, if you ever get the chance to talk with him you will find like myself that he is a one of a kind and that it has nothing to do with the size of his Cock that makes him so special. He is definitely someone of a higher stature and very well liked in our business. ”
Zak Spears
 

Nope.
 
Learned it from a friend 'Anthony', and Italian kid who lived across the street from me who was two years older. It was then (around 12-13 years old) I realized I was attracted to him - when he pulled out his hard dick to show me his pubic hair. He asked me if I wanted to touch it and I did - quickly. I loved it. Nothing ever happened between the two of us, though. As we went through our teens he became cuter and cuter (with long hair) and his body developed into something sexy and muscled by the age of 18, and grew into his sexy 'bad boy' image. All the girls were in love with him, and he asked me if I was gay (I said no - I was scared). I always secretly thought he was.  We parted ways when he went to a different high school.
 
We reconnected at a funeral 10 years ago, and try to meet for dinner a couple of times a year (he has  aged well for someone in his early 60s who's a jogger and a vegan). When we first went out to dinner 10 years ago, we were reminiscing about how we became friends. I reminded him he taught me about sex - he was very embarrassed, and apologized for being a 'tough guy jerk' back then. He doesn't ask about my 'love life' - he knows I'm not married, and he must know I'm gay.  He's married with two adult kids, but keeps his own 'private apartment' close to where I live in the city, to be close to his work (he's very successful - has a beautiful home about an hour away). What's funny is that every time we end our 'dinner date' (it's always just the two of us) he asks if I want to 'go back' to his apartment with him, as he's staying the night. His invitation is offered in a way where it can innocently  mean 'we can go back and finish our conversation over a glass of wine' or a more seductively  'we can go back and do what we didn't do when we were growing up'.  I prefer the latter (I can kick it off by sitting next to him on the couch, and saying 'So teach me again about sex' )!  However, I always deny his offer - tell him I have to get home for one reason or another. I always end with 'maybe next time we're together'...

I had sex with a not yet out Grammy award winning country singer with a few unique kinks. 
A syndicated radio host included a paragraph about one of our hook ups in his autobiography.  That’s about all I got for firsthand knowledge of celebrity sex stories.
However, I’m not one to kiss and tell though. 😏😉

Not a word from my parents. 
Although I do remember them letting a PBS special on the topic run on the TV when I was around 8-10 years old. The whole time I was laying on the couch thinking "I can’t believe they’re letting me watch this. They must not be paying attention". LOL. The whole thing freaked me out. I was honestly clueless. I remember reporting my new found "knowledge" to an equally disbelieving pack of male friends on the playground the next day. 
“You put your penis inside their vagina? NO FREAKIN’ WAY! Ewwwwww!"
Something’s never change. Grin. 

hottie Rick Fantana is headlining 


 
 

In college I spent a summer backpacking around Europe with a friend. We were staying at a hostel on the Greek island of Santorini and spending days at the beach. My friend had hurt his ankle and was stuck resting  in the hostel for a couple day while I explored. 
I was walking around the town and passed a really handsome man - long dark hair and a thick mustache, probably mid-thirties - and we smiled and nodded, that was it. Maybe an hour later, we passed again coming out of a shop and we kind of chuckled and said hello again. I was definitely not inexperienced sexually, but still pretty naive as to picking up on clues, especially outside of the US.
Next day I'm on the beach, packed with tourists. I look down the beach and spot this same man in the crowd of towels and umbrellas! He's looking my way and gives a wave and a smile. He walks through all the people and when he gets to me practically jumps on to the edge of my towel because he was burning his feet on the dark sand!  He's wearing a blue speedo and has a beautiful hairy chest. 
He was from Italy, a teacher/professor, married and was named Antonio. He spoke no English and I spoke no Italian so we communicated in the few words of French we both knew. We headed to the water together and basically stared at each other and got horny since we couldn't really discuss anything;)
We headed to a sort of tent that tourists could rent further up the beach and had a lot of really sweaty fun, kissing, tons of body contact and yeah...sucking each other...like it was the first time for both of us!

Not gonna lie, big fantasy of mine being that server. 

There is no intellectual dialogue in the Ivy League anymore. It's all symbolism and emotional hijacking of young peoples minds.
They tell you WHAT to think, not HOW to think.
Clearly this woman's academic achievements were an afterthought because it didn't matter.

That's a LOT of 5's! Not my residence, but most of those numbers constitute my height & erect penis length & girth. 😜

At the age of 40, I moved across country alone.  Being alone meant I had to confront the reality that I was gay. It wa either make a gay friends or be stone cold alone. Growing up in church,  I had been in denial,  despite secretly hooking up with guys since I was 32. For the last 5 years, I have had a partner,  with whom I moved in about 2 years ago.  I have told 3 people from my previous life. Most people in my new life do not know either. I feel like once I two someone,  it will leak into other parts of my life. 
My reasons for staying in the closet are my own.  First of all, because of my upbringing,  it is traumatic to come out. When I told one of my best friends of over 24 years,  I cried.  I knew she would be supportive,  but I cried.  Secondly,  it feels intensely personal.  To say you are gay is to identify as a sexual person and to bring your sex life into a conversation,  something that is against my generally shy, private nature. Thirdly,  I know there are people in my life who would be disappointed. All of my closest friends would not care,  except for one who harbors feelings for me and would be confused.  But I know there are people who respect me who would be disappointed (people from my various religious pasts). I have a very hard time disappointing people.  Fourthly, my partner is quite a bit older and doesn't discuss his sexuality with his family,  although they all know.  So, I have never met his family.  I feel like if my friends and family met him,  they may not support my choice. Since he is uncomfortable meeting my family, and I have never met his,  it works out.  Lastly, if my brother's ex-wife found out and told her wicked mother,  I worry she would try to make it difficult to see my nephew.
It is hard at times to stay closeted because you can't always fully explain your actions,  like why I don't like to see friends on Saturdays, which is usually when I spend time with my partner. My family can't understand why I don't move back home.  Truthfully,  I am dying to; I miss my family too much and miss my old life.  But I don't want to leave my partner. This is particularly hard because the industry I moved away to join,  frankly,  is miserable. 
Whether we are gay, bi, out, closeted,  in denial,  in denial and making bad decisions, I feel like we need to be kind and compassionate.  We are on this difficult journey of trying to live the life our bodies dictate, which has historically not been easy, and some people are on different stages of that journey. When I see people speaking publically against gays and then hear they are actually gay, I feel compassion for their miserable life and the regrets they will have to live with.