Becket

I don't know why it embarrasses me, but I like a lil' spanking before receiving. Somehow it loosens me up, both physically and mentally. Shhhh! Don't tell anyone.

I like his presentation as well. Very thoughtful, professional even. Looking like someone perhaps just starting out, who will be a keeper. One can hope.

For the neutral observer, it's nice they finally have some competition in their division. New England is giving them a run for their money.

I am surprised the powers that be let this thread continue.

Lovely looking gentleman. One more reason to be jealous about the wonderful selection in NYC.

Funny joke I heard. Can't remember where. May have been from this site, so apologies if I am repeating, also to whomever I offend. Jesus Love You. Jes`us te ama. It's nice to hear in any language. Except if you are in a Mexican prison.

He's great IMHO. Nice personality, good body, very accommodating, eager to please. All my senses were happy.

Perhaps the bath house added to your discomfort. I wouldn't go to one unless I was feeling very confident. You had a bad experience and it really shook you up. But you know the saying. "Get back up on that horse." The best suggestion you've gotten is, next time, use a provider who is well known and experienced. As for all these suggestions regarding your mental health; it's sort of silly to assume we know the state of your mental health after reading your post. Hang in there brother.

Don't be so hard on yourself. Been there, done that myself. But you've done more than enough. He is not your burden to bear.

In my experience porn stars do not usually make the best providers. Of course there are exceptions, but usually a guy is proficient at one or the other

Post a link, Ray, so we can see who we're talking about. Thanks.

Saw him years ago and had a wonderful time. He is indeed aging very nicely.

I've seen his ad before. The new pics are very much an upgrade. Will have to give him a spin when he gets back home.

Sounds wonderful.

Guys like JacobNYC make me so jealous of you guys in the NYC area. Ya'll have so many wonderful choices and options. I crave a trip to New York for a week, just to sample the menu.

Sounds very confusing. Don't care for so much uncertainty in an appointment. Mystery and surprises are one thing. Being disappointed and feeling lousy after a session are quite another.

Well....since you asked.......From a bisexual point of view.....(well, mostly bisexual......haha)......bee sting lips do nothing for me. IMHO natural lips are much more sexy.

Good Lord, what a comment to make. But he's right about one thing. He's definitely not "my guy." "Not enough money in the world" is damn right. There is not enough money in the world...(money in this case meaning something we value, like our time and/or our level of horny at any given moment)....that would make me make any effort to see such a punk.

That face is very familiar, though I can't pinpoint at the moment exactly when and where I have seen it before. Something ain't kosher, IMHO

Rarely do folks at a clothing optional beach look like him. Most often they resemble the lady in the blue "bikini." SIGH!!!

My most interesting experience hiring in Vegas happened many years ago. Lots of unnecessary details, but the two of us finally get to my room, get naked, then he turns to me and says, "Of course you know in Las Vegas the statute says we must remain at least three feet away from each other." I was so shocked I starting laughing, at which point the fellow quickly got dressed and left. What a memory!

Never seen a provider with such a wide variety of comments. He's the devil incarnate. Or he is the Escort star of the century. A very odd thing, indeed. Note: It strikes me as just very......sad.....that @Walt sums up his experience on this site concluding "all providers are scam artists." I won't argue; if that's your experience then so be it. But I'm at a loss for words...........Damn!

such fancy tunes. Songs that get caught in my head usually are at the level of the previously mentioned "Flinstones" or, if I have been around the grandkids, perhaps another dinosaur named Barney. You haven't really suffered until "I love you. You love me." rolls around your brain for a couple hours.

One provider told me that advance bookings, for him anyway, have about a 75% cancellation rate. He much preferred same day bookings.

I don't mind it if the provider can't or doesn't or won't come. What bugs the hell out of me though is if the provider can't or doesn't or won't get an erection, and at least maintain it for when things really get going. It's such a turn off for me. Of course it's all a fantasy, but it stretches even the wildest imagination when the scene is two guys having hot sex and one of them is like the head of a shy turtle, escaping to the safety of his shell.