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Well that’s only if you choose to read only the negative parts of the posts. I mentioned both negative and positive aspects of the question I posted, but if you only see the negative...that says more about how you interpret the message.

Lol... please elaborate.

Right, which in my case I wasn't looking...but it just played out that way. That's a good way to go about it. I had a client-friend suggest an international trip later in the year. On a recent local trip, there was a couple of things that probably would need to be considered before taking on something like that.

I’ve been taking visits where things aren’t as locked down. But I got thru the Christmas slump (which is the period for slow down for many non retail type of businesses), by redecorating, watching back to back episodes of my TV reruns, and also doing some just for fans scenes. I’m getting ready to start a big long tour and get out of my local area for a bit.

I personally like couples encounters, they can and have been fun. However, if couples are going to reach out, it helps to make sure both are on the same page. It also makes it a little challenging if one partner is in a different mindset than the other. Both parties need to be on 1 accord.

I will mention, this can even include a client or provider that one has only met once, but then chemistry was there to where things were able to develop away from paid meets into a dating or regular fuck bud situation. I ask because I was seeing a client who hired me about 6 months ago (he was only a couple years older than me). Things were going well, or so I thought...but then it started becoming clear that he had multiple “issues”; unresolved family, sex/porn addiction (most of our meets involved him wanting to have sex or constant affection 2 to 3 times per overnight stay, and we would video but he didn’t want me posting on fans platform), prescription, control, trust, and other issues with everything related to the “datingship” we had going on. He also started having issues with me as a person, and waited til he chose to take up a stressful job out of state, a couple weeks before Christmas, to tell me all the things he didn’t like about me ??‍♂️ . Meanwhile trying to make something work from a distance for the both of us. Which didn’t. I had initially and occasionally told him, I liked that we had a steady thing going, but that I didn’t want to start calling it “boyfriends”. And that’s mainly because I know some gay dating can be drama filled, and I was seeing signs of that with him, even though he claimed to live a quiet, drama free life. I also knew he wasn’t monogamous, and I wasn’t going to sign up to an “open relationship” until things progressed more. But as it turned out, he was definitely about drama. Though it was more of the emotional and anxiety type, versus the wild and crazy at the bar type. Regardless, drama is drama. At the end of the day, it’s certainly got me rethinking again how and why I decided to stay in this. I feel some clients can make great occasional FWBs, supportive business partners, etc. But it seems like having steady dating situations with many, is tricky. I’ve conveyed this to a couple good close clients, and the more “mature” guys in their 50s and up seem to be fine with and understand this. This the first time I’ve tried with someone closer to my age though. However even with older guys, I’m just wondering how others maintain a casual friendship, without it stepping into drama territory where dating gets involved.

I’m hoping 2021 will be like 2012...I know I can recall things being better during that year. I don’t have data to post, but I do know the days between Thanksgiving and Christmas were awfully slow. But I had a good run during the week between Christmas and New Year and especially the week following Christmas. So much so that I’ve decided to temporarily take down my ads until I get ready to tour next week.

A question for tops: I’ve somewhat recently come across this phrase, but I guess it’s been out for awhile. However, I’ve also been coming across this lately. Most recently, I’ve been “seeing” a guy for the past 6 months who’s a definite “dominate” bottom (he’s the shorter of us 2, but a couple years older) and it has been having me like ? It started off with him wanting to be aggressive and liking rough sex, now it’s been turning into him trying to dominate me, yet I’m the top in the situation. This shows in conversations (with a condescending or bossy tone), but also in the bedroom. Basically wanting to “direct” our hookups into what he wants. Sometimes it just confuses me because it’s like, how can a top be dominant in the bedroom, if he’s being made to feel like a bitch any other time? I also have a client who’s been operating in this “bossy bottom” parameter, and I told him today, “if I’m to be the dominant, aggressive top that you want me to be, I can’t be dominated into dominance”. I figure, it just doesn’t work that way? I found a humorous, but sadly realistic example of what I’m referring to: [MEDIA=reddit]lolgrindr/comments/85kzul[/MEDIA] my thing is: how can one voice what they want, but without coming across as demanding or bossing their top around?

That is the appropriate gesture to do, and I wish this concept would spread to more guys who patronize online sex workers. Unfortunently, there’s a lot of people out here who...they don’t see us as individuals. They look at us in the eyes of other “bills”, e.g. they didn’t use the service therefore they aren’t going to pay for it. And I had to explain to 2 people earlier this week: “You made an expectation that I was going to be paid, you had schedule changes that was outside of my control and had to cancel the deal you offered. Therefore, why should I have to be duped out of something I expected, just because YOU didn’t ensure your schedule would allow for this, BEFORE you contacted me”. So, out of courtesy and integrity, do right by me and give me something to offset the lost income. Lot of people will argue over that, others I hardly have to explain it. But lately it’s been a lot more people needing it explained, and it’s been a wild ride in 2020. And I’m ready to jump on the next bus: That said, I did go ahead and renew 1 other ad this month, just because now Christmas is going to be over by the end of the week. Obviously it’s going to be a long weekend, but since it is on a Friday, there will be the opportunity to jump off at the new start of the week. Also like @marylander1940 said, I know people are going to be looking and possibly booking for January. However, I’m probably am going to turn my phone off from Christmas night thru Sunday.

Using these quotes from another thread as examples. I want to say let’s pretend Covid doesn’t exist, and people would be busy anyway...but since it is existent, it is obviously like 2 gargantuan vacations at once:

I’m doing that already thru my Just For Fans page At the end of the day though, selling videos doesn’t match a $250 or $300 appointment. I do still refer missed connections to my JFF, but sometimes if I feel there was an expectation made to be paid for a session, I prefer to be at least partially reimbursed for the session...and then I’ll send them a free subscription to my videos.

Well remember: one can still pay for an ad, and then freeze it, and pick up where they left off. E.g. if I have 17 days left, I can freeze til January 2nd, and still have 17 days left. I renewed my ad last Sunday (and you stand correct, I did get a client from it the same day). It’s part of RentMen’s Covid safe mode. And yes, by technicality it’s only $80 a month...but it’s not just the price point that matters. It’s the fact that spending a lot of leg work responding to inquiries when guys are either: A) using the platform to kill time/boredom between family/down time from work (which usually results in last minute cancels or no call/no show) B) making appointment requests, but then they having to cancel due to “my mom/kids/wife/hubby/Mary Poppins” showed up or “work is crazy this time C) letting paid ad time go un-used because nobody is contacting to begin with. When it could be put on hold and places during a more opportunistic period. So after a few days or couple of weeks of the above, I’ve lost any holiday spirit I could conjure up. Worn down from getting my hopes up, and really just want to either freeze my ads or take down my number (which I’ve often had to do on 4th of July, Thanksgiving, and likely Christmas and New Year’s next). Memorial and Labor Day or more of the same, except it’s not as lingering as the winter holidays. Just today I had to explain to 2 individuals, as to why they should be compensating me for having to re-neg and cancel their appointment requests (Both which were faults of their own and nothing I was aware of). I said, out of courtesy, you should have the integrity to pay me for the expected earnings that you created, since you had to cancel for reasons that weren’t discussed at time of booking (one said work/kids, the other said work flying him out early to save the company money). They wanted to reason and say that I’m not worth $50-100 just to text about stuff. I had to remind them: I am 1 person, not a big company with multiple employees and customers. If you contact me and have me spending my time coordinating schedules, packing bags, thinking of ways to try and make it work and they fall thru...I don’t get paid. And I also told them: that Rentmen ad you contacted me on; costs me money. This phone you texting me on; costs money. The car I would drive and the hotel I would book; costs money. So don’t tell me that my time spent arranging an appointment that YOU initiated isn’t worth being paid for. Some guys are even sending me pictures of themselves, and still not following thru. That is asking a lot considering I would spend more time exchanging messages with people, than actually meeting people if I didn’t have a deposit strategy.

I can imagine things being different in Ontario. I’ve had a client visit me in Detroit from there. I try to post up because I do know there’s a select few looking for a bit of holiday “fun” and getting a break, and I did score a 2 hour appointment on that last one I mentioned. But since then it’s already been a couple locally and out of town that have fell thru or not returned messages. I did however meet with another escort friend and filmed some content, but even though he had 5 or 6 no shows, he did still manage to score 3 other clients in the area. At this rate, I’ve decided to just pull all my nearby city locations and stay local til end of month because I had packed up to go to 2 places within 3 hour drive, yet had appointments in both locations not go thru. Both citing either family or work conflicts.

Not to mention but there was an article citing the “meat” had extreme levels of estrogen as well. Pizza Hut has also come out with an impossible sausage pizza. I’m just not a fan of vegan meats though. When I want vegetables, I gladly add them to my burgers and pizza.

I’m hoping this doesn’t ruffle any feathers... or invite unnecessary judgement (hint, hint) but I feel like many years, I always find myself regretting advertising around holidays and not having another “holiday” gig: namely the Thanksgiving thru New Years ones. This year has been no different. And due to personal things coming up, it always seems like trying to have a proper job around the holidays never pans out. At this point I was only able to keep 1 or 2 ads running. So far, all it’s been are possibilities and scheduled visits that fall thru for whatever reason. Usually work or schedule or something else that comes up on their end. I’ve been trying my hardest to get bookings, yet thus far it’s already been 8 days since my last appointment. I’m answering texts and coordinating appointments, yet not generating the revenue. Considering it wasn’t as busy going into the holidays, I didn’t have as much of a cushion to “go on vacation” for the remainder of the year anyway.

That’s true, and it’s not just “drug” drugs either. It’s anti depressants, stimulants, and anything else. Being on drugs isn’t just limited to street drugs or illegal narcs. I been seeing a guy who I recently found out takes aderall (however it’s spelled). Before that it was anti-depressants. The level of disorder and chaos in his home was so severe, it bordered on unsanitary living conditions. I been helping to get it looking like a home again, but I had a talk with him yesterday and will again later. However I have noticed improvements since he got off the anti-D’s And sadly yes, a lot of our men are on drugs or alcoholics. I think instead of saying, “well all my friends are gay and don’t do XYZ”, we all need to look at the issue as truth in the matter. And that’s not being judgemental: I know many successful gay men who PNP every once in awhile. “Weekend warriors” so to speak. But not everybody who does them has it together, or keeps it together. The majority of gay men who are on drugs are caught up in the lifestyle. And they’re so deep in, they can’t function without it.

That reminds me I should get back on scruff. Grindr just sucks all the way around for trying to get biz. But I do remember scruff getting tedious at various points as well. Might of gotten warned or banned here and there after discussing biz on the site. So you're right to just leave a number and keep it moving. I feel Adam 4 Adam has fucked themselves over again by changing their city locator feature.I've wrote to them before that the county listing sounds ridiculous, almost like a sheriff or police department at that. They haven't changed it. But I noticed biz from the site is continued to be deader and deader. Can't even recall the last time I've gotten a serious client from there. Maybe back in October. My ad just expired this week, probably won't renew until next year. Hell, I may just be done with it period. Only seems to work well in a select few markets, or if you keep steady interaction on it... sometimes I've found contacting random guys directly helps.

I wouldn't say that. But there are stories of Instagram model's pics being used on Rentmen...and the person behind it not being the guy in the photos

Not so quick to rejoice though: It was case of, as @Benjamin_Nicholas once described: throwing the baby out with the bathwater. Yes, they weren't the best sites BUT...I met a plethora of good guys thru BP and CL. Oftentimes for the same rates that i can ask on Rentmen. Remember: they didn't go away by popular demand. They were forced closed or intimidated to close by the government...aka, land of the not so free: as a result of the continued criminalization of sex work. That's also why rentboy, men 4 rent and hour boy also went under.

I could not have said it better...

I could not have said it better...

yeah and you so “attractive”, the escort doesn’t even want you to show face around his place...you really that gullible? An escorts has his own place, but is going to make you pay for a room for a couple hours. How you figure? I don’t ask local clients to get a hotel for a couple of hours, even if they are the only one booked because 1 appointment still offsets it. When I can’t host from home, clients pay me deposit and I get an apartment sized hotel that doesn’t do hourly bookings, and probably for less price than it would cost for 4 hours in NYC. Because I’m a Diamond member with 3 hotel chains. Better check my background ☝? Keep your love, luv. It’s laced with hatred and I can taste it...

Just for the record everyone: I only reacted to being criticized by the poster in protest. A person can only take so much, before they pop back. The OP has relentlessly come for me, when I've never come for him...and i don't even know him. That doesn't mean I am fat shaming. It just means I'm tired of his shit, and he lost my politeness and filter. He thinks it's okay to put me down, shame me for sharing my experiences...but the moment I say something that could save his life one day, he throws a compete hissy. So predictable. Reminds me of the kids in grade school. If you want to give hard criticism about my life, take a look at the changes in your own, before trying to interpret mine.