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Looking thru some ancient emails, I was able to figure out who the porn star from Belgium was who wasn't into nature and wanted his three square meals a day at regularly spaced intervals It was Jack van Dean. I think he was part of that set of foreign porn stars-and I don't know for sure-but somewhere around 2006 or so it seems the US Govt started cracking down on non-citizens working in the USA. I mean I know they always have. But I vaguely remember something about they were checking the status of people more closely. And it seemed to me a lot of foreign porn stars quit filming in the USA around then. Handsome as Jack is he was a dud as a weekend companion. http://www.butchdixon.com/tour/faceimages/GIEX_BD_98.jpg Gman

Handsome guy. But who needs a straight top? Gman

It's a breeze on the phone too. I almost never use my computer. Gman

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In the distant past I've taken escorts to Disney World, Schlitterbahn in New Braunfels, "toobing" down the Guadalupe River , and once to Dickens On The Strand in Galveston. I wish I were still able to hire @VictorPowers. We'd do something fun-outside the bedroom I mean. Funny stories- I hired this porn star from Europe. He was represented briefly by Man to Man. He was from Belgium. Frank something. I took him toobing. He was the only escort I ever took out of probably at least 5 or 6 who didn't like it. He told me he wasn't an outdoor type although I had noticed a lot of nature in his porn films. So after the toobing we were rushing to get to Austin to see a comedy group-Esther's Follies. (I wonder if @Kurtis Wolfe ever saw them). So Frank was complaining about not eating. Now I previously had a job where I had very irregular meal times. So could delay meals if I needed to. But he told me that when we were setting things up, and I told him I was fat-he thought we'd be eating on a regular schedule. Another story also with a Man To Man Guy. He was originally from NYC region. But had moved to Los Angeles. We went toobing. He runs into the sister (and her husband) of a former good friend of his from NYC. The sister now lived in Texas. That was a bit awkward as this great looking guy had to pass me off as a friend. Gman

If you change the very end of the link from dl=0 to raw=1, you can use the the 'picture function' of the Message Forum to actually post the picture. The 'picture function' is located at the top more on the right hand side of the posting box. It looks like a picture frame. It's in between the chain for linking and the happy face. . But I can't actually read what your tattoo says. It's too blurry for me. Gman

It's been a long time. I think the only prevention was we all wore life jackets. And I'm sure the Risk Management Dept of Six Flags was probably glad to get rid of it. There are lots of other rides that have been discontinued over the years. There was a stage coach with actual horses pulling it. There was one of those big slides that I think came out of a giant skull head. There was another slide that I think was circular around a tree trunk or inside a tree trunk. I vaguely remember there being an actual helicopter you could take to see the park. Gman

Extremely handsome man who really screwed up his arms. Gman

The Relax With Me Link works. Gman

Tattoos don't put me in a rage. But -well it's like that woman in Spain who tried to repair a 19th century masterpiece of Jesus. Gman

He and Gunga Din are better men than I. Gman

Was it puffy? Gman

If someone I was interested in wore clothes I didn't like, there's a good chance they'd change clothes eventually to something less offensive. That's not possible with a tattoo. The ugly thing just remains there day in and day out 24/7. But I'm an equal opportunity disliker. I dislike earrings on men, any other piercings, most watches (although I'm better than I used to be on this), most jewelry on men (and to a lesser extent women), and makeup on men (unless they are in a play). Gman

What's wrong with hearing Helen Reddy (although s according to Wikipedia, sadly she has Alzheimer's Disease now)? And while hearing Helen is not a totally unexpected result of my post, personally I'm hearing Yvonne Elliman. Gman

To tell you the truth, the more I think about it the more depressing it is. On the other hand, ? I've had so many gay therapists before. In many ways, he's just one more.? But while in the past I had considered a non-gay therapist, I can't even imagine going to one now. I have a difficult enough time describing my non-fulfilled relationship needs to a gay therapist. Trying to teach a straight therapist about gay hook-up culture is more than I can handle. Gman

When I was just a little nipper, Six Flags had a non-mechanized canoe ride that you really had to paddle. The park attendants on the ride were these shirtless high school or college guys. They were bronzed from going shirtless in the hot summer Texas sun all day. And because they were paddling a canoe all day, they were in good shape. I can remember really liking to look at them. When I was a little older, I told myself I wanted to be in-shape like them. Well that never happened. But I have my memories of these guys. Gman

I feel about the same as I usually do. During the session I felt a little worse than usual as I could see we were going nowhere. It reminded me of when I decided to quit my last therapist because I didn't think it was doing any good. The difference is I got the feeling she wanted to continue. I'm not sure if he was trying to challenge me to continue-or more likely he could tell from two sessions that I was hopeless (I don't mean as a person just as a person he could help) Now I'm fairly copacetic-ie back at baseline level. Sigh-he was the only gay therapist on my insurance anywhere near me. There's a guy still under supervision near me. He's not on my insurance. And I really don't want to pay, if I don't have to, for therapy that is, more likely than not, not going to work. Plus if experienced counselors don't see much hope, it's doubtful a young trainee is going to get anywhere. So I already have an appt -my schedule is restricted. So I made the 2nd and 3rd appts when I had the chance. I'm considering. But I'll probably cancel. Gman

So I went to a therapist for my second time today. Is asking me whether I wanted to make a third appointment a sign of a solid therapeutic alliance? Why am I asking? No reason in particular. Gman

Was it because your mouth said no, but your lips said YES? Gman

People can be so cruel. Gman

But people strongly suspect-although without actually meeting or 'skyping', it's impossible to know-that the advertiser may be using fake pictures. Gman

I'm glad you are doing so much better. I wish I drank, so I could quit. I did start with a new therapist last week. I don't have too much hope. But we'll see how things go over the new few months. Gman

Since I'm using my phone, I can't right click and drag. Maybe the mobile Chrome browser isn't doing well with Image Search right now. Gman

That's not the history I've heard although I have to give credence to your experience. But my Latin teacher from high school was born in Genoa. She described pizza as something more like an appetizer. It sounded nothing like a dish you'd make a full meal out of. Gman

It's just my opinion. But it seems to me if you are able/willing to escort or 'dance,' that maybe in a lot of cases-not every- you have a personality that is more open to trying new things/push boundaries. Compound that with the party/clubbing atmosphere that many gay males partake in-well at least from a pop psychology viewpoint, it's easy to imagine why they might get caught up in drugs. But that ignores the fact of older non escort gay males who are also addicted Just throwing this out there-could the use of poppers be a gateway? Gman