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The OP isn't buying a car or a house- he's hiring an escort for an hour or two. Let's keep things in proportion. The OP lacks experience, so understandably wants the encounter to be perfect. He sounds like a professional, experienced escort who knows how to manage his time well. He is running a business after all.

It happened almost that quickly with our cat.

http://www.cal-a-vie.com supposed to be very gay-friendly. http://www.enchantmentresort.com/grand_canyon_resort/ My partner and I have stayed here a couple times. Gorgeous relaxing place. Spa food, classes, all that sort of thing but not explicitly LGBT friendly, but it IS Sedona, after all.

You mean a LGBT weight loss spa? Wouldn't you want to stay there rather than with PT/escort?

That's very kind. Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

12 years. It was so sad. This morning when I was wrapping him, his little paws, even though he'd been dead for nearly two days, were so cute and so soft that it broke my heart.

My partner and I just put our oldest cat down because he had cancer. It was very sad. Same story - he wasn't eating, wasn't sleeping, was obviously miserable, his coat was all matted, he could hardly walk. We put him down day before yesterday, put him in the ground today and then had a good cry.

Move on. Its going to happen from time to time, enough so that you need to learn not to let it upset you.

That says a lot. Most of your complaints about gay men are in the abstract, based on what you have heard. Because you don't know any gay men, it's easier for you to believe all the negative messages about gay men that you receive from the culture at large. A classic case of self-oppression. If you were forming your opinions about gay men based on your direct experience of them, you would be more likely to see gay men as imperfect human beings who defy categorization and to whom generalizations don't readily apply.

You must hang with the wrong crowd.

I have friends who always have a nice brunch on Jan. 6. I like to have people over for St. Lucy's day - December 13, I think.

I'm a huge fan of black men. I could go on and on about why I find them so sexy, but I do. I actually made a conscious decision recently to have more black men in my life.

I wondered whether that was a serious question. You'd be a VERY busy escort if it was logarithmic.

As does almost any service professional.

I think it's sublime. I go into a zone when I have my face in a guy's ass. I like to get rimmed too, but I get bored easily unless the guy is really good at it. I hired a guy recently who was superb at rimming.

For many years, I slept nude, then got in the habit of sleeping in underwear. I've recently gone back to sleeping nude after reading that it is supposed to be more healthful than wearing clothes to bed.

That's a good point. I'm not an upscale client. If I had a serious fetish for "real" straight guys, I might be. I just adore men - all sorts of them.

Do you think you're the first one to have figured that out? Everybody knows that. It's promotion, puffery, advertising, etc. etc There are guys who say they're straight that aren't straight, guys who say they're 32 when they're 42, guys who say they are wealthy who live paycheck-to-paycheck, etc., etc. I think it's funny you're so preoccupied with something that everybody knows and that they just roll with. It's an age-old phenomenon.

The only reason to hire is because you want to. If you want to tell yourself that your hiring to check out the competiton, fine, but, in reality, if you ever do it, it will because you want to. And its pretty fucking great to think it over, select just the guy for you, hire him and let him make you happy. Sex for hire is different from unpaid sex. I have a partner - we have sex several times a month. I have FBs that I get together with from time to time without paying. But I still hire. It's a singular experience.

If you're not a millionaire, then your statement that you experience yourself as a millionaire is self-delusion. You could however aspire to being a millionaire. But aspiration and being are different mindsets.

I think you are articulating a fantasy rather than a system of classification.