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Here is a photo of him on Jan. 24 2026 in Tampa. Still looks hot! Seeing him on Thursday.

After thinking about this, I decided to google "thinking voice in my head" and it seems 30 to 50% of people think this way frequently or often.  Others think with vivid images and others with emotions.  Similarly, people also have different way of reading with about 50% of people reading by talking the words in their mind.    I never gave much thought to the thinking process other than the neurologic complexity of it all.  However, even as a physician, I do not recall ever being instructed or informed about this.  
Well to those of you who think this way, do not let me interrupt your conversation.  

Flipping the script on this topic. Here’s my worst provider experience with a client in 2025. He likes to use G in his sessions. He is the reason I will no longer tolerate client drug use.
I saw him for two hour sessions about half a dozen times over several months, once with my provider friend Newell (MuscleGingerXL). He was nice enough. Long sad story about how he got clean and used to work for Goodwill inspiring others to get sober. Now he’s a junkie again, spending every last dime on providers and drugs. He always paid, until he started asking me to wait while he “moved money around” before sending it. Never a good sign.
The next session he asked if he could pay later that day. Red flag city. I should have cut the cord. Eventually he paid me days later after a lot of follow up. He may be sketchy but he always follows through. Until he didn’t.
I agreed to one more session, but I was not going to leave until he paid me. This time he had a visitor over in his bathroom showering…for over an hour. While we were in session. I didn’t care that the visitor was in the next room, but then the client asks if he can have his friend join us. He wanted to watch us play. I agreed. It took a while for him to get the guy out of the bathroom. Weird. Red flag.
Then in walks a guy I can best describe as a scraggly 20 something meth head Jesus. The client watched us play as he requested. I was weirded out because I noticed at some point Jesus had open sores on his body, and not of the stigmata variety. WTF. Not cool.
The client suddenly leaves the room and doesn’t come back after a while. Concerned, I go look for him but he is nowhere to be seen in the house. I ask his roommate the client’s whereabouts to no avail. I go back to the client’s room and chat with Jesus for a while. Jesus goes looking for him, can’t find him either. Time is coming to an end and I have something booked after I have to travel for. So I’m not sure what to do. The client went MIA.
Then the client suddenly emerged, teary eyed. Apparently he was hiding in a shed in his back yard, sobbing, really upset by something I apparently did. WTF. I explained that I had to get going and that he needs to pay me. He ran off and hid in the shed again. WTF. So I decided to leave.
The client later goes on a tirade blaming me for all his emotional distress. I try to calm him down and come back the next day while he is not on drugs to talk. We go through everything and he comes to agree with me that it was on him for taking so much G, and that he shouldn’t have brought a vagrant in off the street and involved him in our session. It was disrespectful to the vagrant and to me to use each of us in that way. But he says that I was into the vagrant (I wasn’t, believe me) and that I ignored him (I didn’t, I kept checking in asking if he was enjoying himself), and that I took advantage of him. After all that he reluctantly agrees to pay me, saying he will send it later that day. I leave.
I wasn’t holding my breath. After a lot of long, histrionic, barely intelligible texts from the client in the following days, the client decided not to pay me after all, and turns downright nasty. I finally concluded that I have to block him, cut my losses, and move on. I know where he lives. I could make his life a living hell, but I don’t have time for games or petty bullshit. And that’s not the kind of person I am.
Fast forward to this month. A provider I know in Las Vegas reached out asking if I knew [client] and I warned the provider to not see the client, that he was mentally unstable and on drugs. The provider decided to see him anyway. Apparently the client has alienated everyone in San Diego, so he is asking for sessions with men hundreds of miles away now. My provider friend tells me the client goes around flashing his gun in his trashy circus circus hotel room and is taking more drugs. Seriously unsafe, and unhinged. Eventually the client pays *part* of what he owes the provider, but it was with money he asked to borrow from a friend.
So sad. No more seeing clients who use. It’s unsafe, unreliable, and unnecessary.
You guys may have flaky provider experiences at times, but man, some of us providers really go through the wringer with these sketchy clients. All the more reason so many of us are guarded, jaded, and unwilling to put up with clients displaying any hint of red flag behavior. We have to protect ourselves.

Not sure if you just wanted to vent or are actively seeking suggestions … I’d go “block and move on”. Dude can’t be helped until he wants help. Trite but true. Kudos to you for recognizing his humanity. 

He cancelled 

Scheduled a weekend 

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Thanks for all the well wishes!  It was really great.  Nice guy, easy to talk to, made the whole thing a great experience!  Totally down to earth guy who was focused completely on me......not something I'm used to!

Hey guys!
As clients, how do you feel about professional photos on our ads? Especially the main profile pic. I'm reaching out to a few Phoenix photographers for new pics for RM & my socials (and definitely open to suggestions for 📸!). I'm obviously not gonna take down my phone pics/videos but would like some new pro photos! I'm a novice photographer with about $10k in camera gear but am terrible at photographing myself, even with a remote shutter 🤣 

Are you referring to RyanThick?
Because he did return to escorting three years ago but then stopped and deleted everything because he was working on his underwear line.
Unless he announced he was returning to escorting this year or recently, I think you’re too late. He’s retired from what I last heard.

Ah, Alec Andrews...he was great.
Enjoyed his company on a number of occasions.
Then, the Dallas Mafia got him.

Not all of us are blessed with good looks or being in shape. We have to work hard for every encounter.
Jon is probably the only escort still advertising and escorting from when I first started looking at escort ads around 1994 or 1995. I don't really care about age-as long as a guy is legal. It depends on their 'look'. If Jon's pictures depict him accurately, I probably would have been a steady client over the years if he had been a bottom or versatile.
 
 

Are you referring to RyanThick?
Because he did return to escorting three years ago but then stopped and deleted everything because he was working on his underwear line.
Unless he announced he was returning to escorting this year or recently, I think you’re too late. He’s retired from what I last heard.

Are you referring to RyanThick?
Because he did return to escorting three years ago but then stopped and deleted everything because he was working on his underwear line.
Unless he announced he was returning to escorting this year or recently, I think you’re too late. He’s retired from what I last heard.

I have my first experience with an escort from RM today.  I've given men some cash from sketchy sites before at a discounted rate, but this is my first time with a legit guy from the site.  Hope it goes well!

Just to inform people.  Canyone Clubs seems to have been sold and is being converted into a upscale non clothing optional resort.  So if you are planning on staying there, you might check on if it is going to be open in April or not.  

I'm in Palm Springs until late April and, assuming I have no visitors, I would love to come to some of the events. 

I appreciate that. I am better now than I was believe me. 

I always recoil in horror when I read of these tragedies, particularly when so many young people are involved. It seems a cruel fate to have one’s life snuffed out or altered irrevocably by such an event. 
In this case I can empathize particularly since I know the resort and skied there years ago in my younger days. I lived in Switzerland for 4 years and worked there over several decades and skied many of the hills. 
I also partied in many clubs like this and danced the night away carefree. Like all these tragedies, wrong place, wrong time for the innocent victims. 

If you cannot speak honestly with your partner about your desires and needs, then perhaps you need to either find a new partner or have more faith in the one you have.  You might open the conversation by saying you have certain turn ons that you would like to discuss and ask him if he is willing to speak to yours and tell you his.  If either of these answers are no, you have bigger problems than his acceptance of your bodybuilding desire.  If he says yes, then you have taken a giant step into coming to a place where you have a more open and trusting relationship and perhaps closer to rubbing your body against a hard muscular body/. 

I'm watching the fireworks over Sydney Harbour Bridge (and the rest of the harbour), glass of a nice red in hand.
A happy and prosperous new year to all, may it bring everything you wished for yourselves and those dear to you.

I actually spoke to him over the weekend, probably our longest dialogue to this point. He came to mind so I reached out to wish him a happy holidays. I didn't speak about the situation with his gear, but he was in great spirits as usual giving off loving energy.
He seems to be available if you're near him on the east coast. Otherwise his only travel plans for now is northern Florida in early March and again the end of March. There's no tour schedule set up yet. 
 
 
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I will indeed Indulge myself next April.

Merry Christmas, everyone! Peace on Earth and goodwill to all!
May we all learn to love each other.