Merboy

Merry Christmas

 
 
 

Merry Christmas. I hope Santa is (was) good to you.

Merry Christmas!



 
 



 

 

To all of you that celebrate it and don't, i wish you all a wonderful holiday season and a very happy new year,
I pray today that 2022 is the year that COVID subsides and we can all take off these masks and see each other's beautiful faces...
I pray for all of your health and wealth as well 🙂
- Merboy

To all of you that celebrate it and don't, i wish you all a wonderful holiday season and a very happy new year,
I pray today that 2022 is the year that COVID subsides and we can all take off these masks and see each other's beautiful faces...
I pray for all of your health and wealth as well 🙂
- Merboy

To all of you that celebrate it and don't, i wish you all a wonderful holiday season and a very happy new year,
I pray today that 2022 is the year that COVID subsides and we can all take off these masks and see each other's beautiful faces...
I pray for all of your health and wealth as well 🙂
- Merboy

To all of you that celebrate it and don't, i wish you all a wonderful holiday season and a very happy new year,
I pray today that 2022 is the year that COVID subsides and we can all take off these masks and see each other's beautiful faces...
I pray for all of your health and wealth as well 🙂
- Merboy

The money.  I can see a lot of escorts for a million dollars. 

I would take having sex with Ryan Phillippe 5 times (once a week for five weeks).

The $1,000,000.00     Hands down.   You can find 5 hot studs for 10K total.   

Okay so I'm very sexually attracted still to men, such as this guy:
But this girl is so beautiful and I would love to be in a relationship with her:

(actually i want to scrub the makeup off her face and then kiss her passionately)
so maybe I'm bisexual.
The attraction to men has been fading, while the attraction to women has been growing.

I totally love this.  Love is love, human to human yes

Okay so I'm very sexually attracted still to men, such as this guy:
But this girl is so beautiful and I would love to be in a relationship with her:

(actually i want to scrub the makeup off her face and then kiss her passionately)
so maybe I'm bisexual.
The attraction to men has been fading, while the attraction to women has been growing.

When I was younger and not yet out, I'd become attracted to or develop crushes on women from time to time. However I recognize some of the attraction was the idea of wanting a beautiful girlfriend and all that comes with it. I imagined us as a nice couple, that parents would approve of, and maybe even have some wonderful children. But was I sexually attracted to them? Yes to a degree, but not with the same intensity as I am attracted to men.
More recently, even after having been out for many years, I will occasionally develop a crush or feel sparks with a woman. It might be that we've "clicked" in some way, and I enjoy her company.
Interestingly, I went to a high school reunion recently and saw a woman who I had had a big crush on when we were kids. She looked fantastic and greeted me with a big smile, and I was taken aback a bit. I wanted to tell someone I had had such a big crush on her back in the day, but thought better of it. But also there was a guy there who I'd also had a crush on... he had not aged quite as well as my gal crush, but was still sexy as hell. Lots of mixed emotions there!

Okay so I'm very sexually attracted still to men, such as this guy:
But this girl is so beautiful and I would love to be in a relationship with her:

(actually i want to scrub the makeup off her face and then kiss her passionately)
so maybe I'm bisexual.
The attraction to men has been fading, while the attraction to women has been growing.

The habit of making people declare little boxes to check on their personality is toxic.
You're attracted to a PERSON.
Ignore the sexual bits and pieces for now and focus on your feelings about this human being.
Love is love.
 
 

Is the attraction sexual or romantic or both to the woman? What about your attraction to men? I have been learning to separate these two types of components of love. Romanticism vs sexuality.  For me I have never fallen in love with a man or woman which is why I think I’m aromantic( not to be confused with asexual). I obviously have sexual urges for men. I think that is why I hire for sex, and am satisfied with that alone, without wanting the romantic companionship like kissing, hugging, cuddling, holding hands, saying I love you, that sort of thing.

Nothing.  They work so hard for that body, why cover it up?

Well I've been watching The Golden Girls since I was a wee tot and I can tell you that if real life is like what's depicted on that show, then everyone over 50's getting plenty of sweet lovin!

There are some countries where the Constitutions would permit this kind of policy.  The United States is not one of those, and I don't agree with the heavy-handed mandate approach.  I think ideally if there was a vaccine that every single person in the country agreed was safe, then you probably wouldn't need to force people to get it.
I just don't like the idea of the government having this much power to regulate what goes into people's bodies.  It just doesn't sit well with me.
I strongly support science, I support social distancing whenever possible, and the wearing of masks, but I think we need to try a different approach.  Many of the most hesitant to get the vaccines are religious conservatives who believe it is literally "Satan juice".  It's very hard to argue with them, or persuade them to take the vaccine, and the idea of the Federal Government in the U.S. mandating something like would be a massive overreach and deeply unpopular.  It would sabotage the CDC more than it would help it.  It would not help us get closer to the day when COVID becomes more like the flu in that it doesn't disappear - maybe ever - but it is contained and containment, to the point where we no longer have to live in so much fear of catching it, is the realistic goal, not complete elimination. 
Eventually we'll have to relax the strict mandates and government orders, and let people self-isolate when they are sick or feel like they are getting symptoms, and the masks would be then optional, maybe encouraged in certain areas like packed cities, but optional for wearing them, and I bet a lot of people, especially older people, would continue to wear them outside for the next 5-7 years, some of them probably will always wear them. 
This Plague has changed all of our lives, and it has changed the world.  There is no going back to pre-COVID, but post-COVID can be realized.

I think the escorting world died out five years ago actually.  It's just not the same as it was 10 years ago in 2011 and by 2016, you start to see it just decline altogether.  When they shut down Rentboy, that did a lot of harm to this industry.  The stigma associated with it and the decline in Sex in general in America, but also COVID did a number on everything.  It's hard selling your body during a Plague... and maybe this is the new normal, that the escorts are subpar, there isn't a lot of demand from younger generations for sex workers, and it's just too damn fucking expensive for everyday people.  You've literally got to be making at least $100,000 to hire these men.  That $300 hourly rate's going to go up too - up to $500 or $1,000 for just one hour.  Gay guys have it easy.  It's a lot more expensive in the straight world.  I just don't see muscular hunks on Rentmen that much anymore - all the old ones retired and they have not been replaced with a new stable of studmuffins... they're either at home playing video games, at their gyms working out to tease us and make us feel sad because we can't get fucked by them, or they're in the Middle East of all places (which I'm sorry but sucks and I don't think any American should go to any country in the ME that is not Israel).

I think the escorting world died out five years ago actually.  It's just not the same as it was 10 years ago in 2011 and by 2016, you start to see it just decline altogether.  When they shut down Rentboy, that did a lot of harm to this industry.  The stigma associated with it and the decline in Sex in general in America, but also COVID did a number on everything.  It's hard selling your body during a Plague... and maybe this is the new normal, that the escorts are subpar, there isn't a lot of demand from younger generations for sex workers, and it's just too damn fucking expensive for everyday people.  You've literally got to be making at least $100,000 to hire these men.  That $300 hourly rate's going to go up too - up to $500 or $1,000 for just one hour.  Gay guys have it easy.  It's a lot more expensive in the straight world.  I just don't see muscular hunks on Rentmen that much anymore - all the old ones retired and they have not been replaced with a new stable of studmuffins... they're either at home playing video games, at their gyms working out to tease us and make us feel sad because we can't get fucked by them, or they're in the Middle East of all places (which I'm sorry but sucks and I don't think any American should go to any country in the ME that is not Israel).

There are some countries where the Constitutions would permit this kind of policy.  The United States is not one of those, and I don't agree with the heavy-handed mandate approach.  I think ideally if there was a vaccine that every single person in the country agreed was safe, then you probably wouldn't need to force people to get it.
I just don't like the idea of the government having this much power to regulate what goes into people's bodies.  It just doesn't sit well with me.
I strongly support science, I support social distancing whenever possible, and the wearing of masks, but I think we need to try a different approach.  Many of the most hesitant to get the vaccines are religious conservatives who believe it is literally "Satan juice".  It's very hard to argue with them, or persuade them to take the vaccine, and the idea of the Federal Government in the U.S. mandating something like would be a massive overreach and deeply unpopular.  It would sabotage the CDC more than it would help it.  It would not help us get closer to the day when COVID becomes more like the flu in that it doesn't disappear - maybe ever - but it is contained and containment, to the point where we no longer have to live in so much fear of catching it, is the realistic goal, not complete elimination. 
Eventually we'll have to relax the strict mandates and government orders, and let people self-isolate when they are sick or feel like they are getting symptoms, and the masks would be then optional, maybe encouraged in certain areas like packed cities, but optional for wearing them, and I bet a lot of people, especially older people, would continue to wear them outside for the next 5-7 years, some of them probably will always wear them. 
This Plague has changed all of our lives, and it has changed the world.  There is no going back to pre-COVID, but post-COVID can be realized.

I think the escorting world died out five years ago actually.  It's just not the same as it was 10 years ago in 2011 and by 2016, you start to see it just decline altogether.  When they shut down Rentboy, that did a lot of harm to this industry.  The stigma associated with it and the decline in Sex in general in America, but also COVID did a number on everything.  It's hard selling your body during a Plague... and maybe this is the new normal, that the escorts are subpar, there isn't a lot of demand from younger generations for sex workers, and it's just too damn fucking expensive for everyday people.  You've literally got to be making at least $100,000 to hire these men.  That $300 hourly rate's going to go up too - up to $500 or $1,000 for just one hour.  Gay guys have it easy.  It's a lot more expensive in the straight world.  I just don't see muscular hunks on Rentmen that much anymore - all the old ones retired and they have not been replaced with a new stable of studmuffins... they're either at home playing video games, at their gyms working out to tease us and make us feel sad because we can't get fucked by them, or they're in the Middle East of all places (which I'm sorry but sucks and I don't think any American should go to any country in the ME that is not Israel).

I think the escorting world died out five years ago actually.  It's just not the same as it was 10 years ago in 2011 and by 2016, you start to see it just decline altogether.  When they shut down Rentboy, that did a lot of harm to this industry.  The stigma associated with it and the decline in Sex in general in America, but also COVID did a number on everything.  It's hard selling your body during a Plague... and maybe this is the new normal, that the escorts are subpar, there isn't a lot of demand from younger generations for sex workers, and it's just too damn fucking expensive for everyday people.  You've literally got to be making at least $100,000 to hire these men.  That $300 hourly rate's going to go up too - up to $500 or $1,000 for just one hour.  Gay guys have it easy.  It's a lot more expensive in the straight world.  I just don't see muscular hunks on Rentmen that much anymore - all the old ones retired and they have not been replaced with a new stable of studmuffins... they're either at home playing video games, at their gyms working out to tease us and make us feel sad because we can't get fucked by them, or they're in the Middle East of all places (which I'm sorry but sucks and I don't think any American should go to any country in the ME that is not Israel).