Merboy

Muscles are a must. The more the better.
I definitely like younger guys in their 20s. Twinks aren't my thing, but I love twunks, but can't seem to find too many.
Reasonably tall (5'10 to 6' min, unless they have something else going for them), good deep kisser, and never any facial hair.

My type looks straight into the camera and smiles.

He has such a feminine energy and I guess he's a bottom, but he's very very attractive.

GORGEOUS on Baywatch!

Who is marketed as breathtakingly gorgeous and hunky when you absolutely have zero interest in their physical appearance?
For me, it's a lot.
Ryan Gosling, Johnny Depp, Tom Cruise, George Clooney... none of them are attractive to me.
And yet who's more attractive?  Someone like Joseph Gordon-Levitt.

Not at all considered one of Hollywood's sexiest hunks but gorgeous imo.  I'd rather go out with him than Ryan Gosling.

It's absurd but it's all I want.
A queer nation-state where millions and millions of people can be who they are and live in freedom... and sadly I see what's happening to our world and I know what's going to happen.
We've got to create our own world.  They had the right idea in the 1970s with the creation of gayborhoods.  What we've become is just not happy - we need to be with our own kind, and be as welcoming to anyone else that wants to join us - every letter, and all heterosexuals too.
The cities are gone - Boston, Manhattan, San Francisco - nearly dead.  They've become cities of wealthy elites and to be poor in them is absolute misery.  Something's got to change somewhere down the line.

Chris Hayes is so fucking intelligent it makes him sexy.

Mitch Gaylord...so hot and also the other Soloflex dude! 

He has such a feminine energy and I guess he's a bottom, but he's very very attractive.

It has been six fucking years since I kissed a guy.
What's weird is that my self-worth and self-esteem are so low that I feel I'm beyond hideous... but maybe it's more than that.
I grew up in a really small town back in the early 2000s - there were a few gay men in town but hardly any younger than 50 and the ones that were around my age I was already friends with - nice, sweet, country boys who were struggling with dads that didn't accept them too.  (Major Daddy issues in this community...maybe Freud was right?)
Then I tried to kill myself...more than a few times and then life just fell apart.  I gained massive weight - over 150 pounds over 9 years.  Boston, the city I'm in, has become an extreme Gilded Age society where there is still no gay community center (otherwise I'd be in there all the time).  It's no secret to anyone that I loathe Boston and would return to PA with my car in a heartbeat.
The very few gay places I've been in I've been hit on.  One guy grabbed my ass at a gay bookstore (remember those?) and another dude grabbed my crotch.  After those two horrible experiences, I stopped going altogether.
I've made out with a few guys, sucked off a few - not really had what I would call mind-blowing sex.  Anal felt like I had to poop.  And giving a man head made me bored after 3 seconds.
The first time a man kissed me I was 23 and it was in a hot tub and then he told me to kiss this really old guy from Austria (?) and oh god it was an AWFUL first time.  I think he was a muscle bottom because he just bolted after that and found two men in the pool to fuck him.  He was also wasted.
He was extremely cocky and good-looking and an elitist dick... and I guess I was turned on by that.  Any alpha douchebag makes me horny.  It's always the same type of guy - some Abercrombie and Bitch frat boy or a straight bodybuilder who in real life is dating a little petite blonde girl - and my heart is always broken.
Now I live with a guy and he's hot and young (ish) and he gets constant Grindr hookups - 3 or 4 in a day.  All he does is fuck, sleep, eat, and fuck some more.
Anyway - where am I going with this?  🙄 I have no clue.  I guess I just wanted to reach out to you and talk about why we want what we can't have - and why other people can stop wanting that after a while - and why other people are so hell-bent on having it that we'd walk through fire to just have sex with that one gorgeous stud.
 

Maybe I should just join a gym to scope out the man candy, offer to buy some guy a drink, and just go for it.  If I'm looking for horny bodybuilders who just want to get a nut off, then maybe I should go where guys like that are.

Very true.  Chris Hayes may not be Captain America, but he might just be Captain America in the sack, so you never know 🙂

Very true.  Chris Hayes may not be Captain America, but he might just be Captain America in the sack, so you never know 🙂

Maybe I should just join a gym to scope out the man candy, offer to buy some guy a drink, and just go for it.  If I'm looking for horny bodybuilders who just want to get a nut off, then maybe I should go where guys like that are.

He has such a feminine energy and I guess he's a bottom, but he's very very attractive.

He has such a feminine energy and I guess he's a bottom, but he's very very attractive.

Found him. 
Looks like a guy I made out with in a junkyard behind a Chinese food restaurant.

He has such a feminine energy and I guess he's a bottom, but he's very very attractive.

GORGEOUS on Baywatch!

He has such a feminine energy and I guess he's a bottom, but he's very very attractive.

Did you lose the 150 pounds? Cuz you look pretty good in the picture!

Who is marketed as breathtakingly gorgeous and hunky when you absolutely have zero interest in their physical appearance?
For me, it's a lot.
Ryan Gosling, Johnny Depp, Tom Cruise, George Clooney... none of them are attractive to me.
And yet who's more attractive?  Someone like Joseph Gordon-Levitt.

Not at all considered one of Hollywood's sexiest hunks but gorgeous imo.  I'd rather go out with him than Ryan Gosling.

My guess @Merboy is $5000, a case of beer…and having your ass feel wrecked for a week 😎

I just discovered him on Insta but omg.  He must get it like you wouldn't believe.  lol  https://www.instagram.com/cbhunsinger/?hl=en

I'd rather be the tight end for him.  I'll get him in my "end zone."   😈