Becket

The Vegas beancounters haven’t quite grasped the difference between “luxury” and “gouging.”  Michelin-star cuisine and penthouse suites are luxury.  A $26 bottle of water is gouging.  Even though a billionaire could easily afford a $26 bottle of water, he would still say “f*ck that!” because it’s a shameless rip-off.

Got a call from him yesterday.  He had some personal issues with his family and pets.  He is busy doing ex military parachute jumping displays.  He still is available to be seen but it does take some doing.  He has always been erratic in his replies so patience and persistence are features of the successful arrangement.  He still looks great.  I had a meeting with him here in Palm Springs about 6 weeks ago and he looked great and is as enthusiastic and sexy as ever.  
He will be here for the Palm Springs weekend even if I need to fly there and kidnap him.  

I should hope that people don’t just say stuff like this on a public forum, but rather in DM’s. That’s a bit too much.

Perhaps the bath house added to your discomfort. I wouldn't go to one unless I was feeling very confident. 
You had a bad experience and it really shook you up. But you know the saying. "Get back up on that horse." The best suggestion you've gotten is, next time, use a provider who is well known and experienced. 
As for all these suggestions regarding your mental health; it's sort of silly to assume we know the state of your mental health after reading your post.
Hang in there brother.

Perhaps the bath house added to your discomfort. I wouldn't go to one unless I was feeling very confident. 
You had a bad experience and it really shook you up. But you know the saying. "Get back up on that horse." The best suggestion you've gotten is, next time, use a provider who is well known and experienced. 
As for all these suggestions regarding your mental health; it's sort of silly to assume we know the state of your mental health after reading your post.
Hang in there brother.

Perhaps the bath house added to your discomfort. I wouldn't go to one unless I was feeling very confident. 
You had a bad experience and it really shook you up. But you know the saying. "Get back up on that horse." The best suggestion you've gotten is, next time, use a provider who is well known and experienced. 
As for all these suggestions regarding your mental health; it's sort of silly to assume we know the state of your mental health after reading your post.
Hang in there brother.

Perhaps the bath house added to your discomfort. I wouldn't go to one unless I was feeling very confident. 
You had a bad experience and it really shook you up. But you know the saying. "Get back up on that horse." The best suggestion you've gotten is, next time, use a provider who is well known and experienced. 
As for all these suggestions regarding your mental health; it's sort of silly to assume we know the state of your mental health after reading your post.
Hang in there brother.

And I thought adult circumcision sounded bad. No don't do this.

Perhaps the bath house added to your discomfort. I wouldn't go to one unless I was feeling very confident. 
You had a bad experience and it really shook you up. But you know the saying. "Get back up on that horse." The best suggestion you've gotten is, next time, use a provider who is well known and experienced. 
As for all these suggestions regarding your mental health; it's sort of silly to assume we know the state of your mental health after reading your post.
Hang in there brother.

Perhaps the bath house added to your discomfort. I wouldn't go to one unless I was feeling very confident. 
You had a bad experience and it really shook you up. But you know the saying. "Get back up on that horse." The best suggestion you've gotten is, next time, use a provider who is well known and experienced. 
As for all these suggestions regarding your mental health; it's sort of silly to assume we know the state of your mental health after reading your post.
Hang in there brother.

Perhaps the bath house added to your discomfort. I wouldn't go to one unless I was feeling very confident. 
You had a bad experience and it really shook you up. But you know the saying. "Get back up on that horse." The best suggestion you've gotten is, next time, use a provider who is well known and experienced. 
As for all these suggestions regarding your mental health; it's sort of silly to assume we know the state of your mental health after reading your post.
Hang in there brother.

I’m really sorry you had such a difficult experience. No one should walk away from an encounter feeling unsafe or unsettled.
At the same time, threads like this often reveal that both sides made decisions under stress or uncertainty. That doesn’t minimize what happened to you — it just means that now, with some space and hindsight, you can take steps that give you more control and peace of mind going forward.
Here are a few thoughts that might help next time:
- Since anxiety is part of this for you, you may want to choose the location — whether it’s your home or a hotel where you feel comfortable and there aren’t distractions.
- You’re buying time, not a guaranteed emotional outcome. When nerves kick in, sticking to what was agreed upon can help keep everything grounded.
- For the next few encounters, consider seeing only well-reviewed, established providers until you feel steadier. It can make a huge difference in easing the anxiety you described.
What happened to you clearly shook you. I hope your next experiences are much smoother and actually enjoyable — they absolutely can be with the right structure around them.

ancient joke many will know and a bit sensitive for those so inclined.....but this is a big favorite of mine that I like to trot out periodically.....
 

An escort being denied entry is a mystery since many here pay for just the opposite, eagerly waiting to accept entry.  

Don't be so hard on yourself. Been there, done that myself. But you've done more than enough. He is not your burden to bear. 

Don't be so hard on yourself. Been there, done that myself. But you've done more than enough. He is not your burden to bear. 

Don't be so hard on yourself. Been there, done that myself. But you've done more than enough. He is not your burden to bear. 

Be careful...  bringing up pussy gets you perilously close to an off-topic post.

Not harsh at all.
I agree that pratically speaking I "owe" him nothing - and I agree with your prescribing help for him as well... just someting touched a deeply held sense of "right"