N13
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N13 reacted to + azdr0710 in Who would you hire for $500 for 1 hour?
welcome to the forum, Levi......best forum of its kind and I hope you'll stick with it....don't take it too seriously (there are all kinds here!).....
you may (or may not) want to post an ad link in your post signature.....the link in this earlier positive thread seems expired....
https://m4m-forum.org/threads/xxxlevistonexxx-in-austin-from-houston.120966/
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N13 got a reaction from Becket in Who would you hire for $500 for 1 hour?
Without question....the old one. Sexy and non-cartoonish. Never been one for the over pumped body builders.
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N13 reacted to marylander1940 in What a beautiful landscape!
.http://68.media.tumblr.com/34840a7435580a66783f54fc0753aa80/tumblr_oirykmqJmO1ueu93qo1_1280.jpg
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N13 reacted to marylander1940 in What a beautiful landscape!
.http://68.media.tumblr.com/f9762414e245f083cee1084172b68cfd/tumblr_oik3i0YQqr1r2yt5qo1_1280.png
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N13 reacted to Tonyko in Escorts too avoid
I don't think there's ANYTHING wrong with being warned about scorts on here, and I DON'T mean about a lousy time or if he was high or rude or flaked out and was a no show etc, those do belong in the reviews or PM's. I mean if it involves a scam or theft or violence or danger. Don't we have that obligation to help keep each other safe here??
*Yes I understand from a scorts POV a disgruntled client or competing scort can make up wild accusations, but a "newbie" label is usually the giveaway.
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N13 got a reaction from bigvalboy in Gay movie you liked
In the movie (Hedwig) Michael Pitt was a separate Tommy Gnosis. WOW! http://s5.photobucket.com/user/Raven67locks/media/Gnosis.jpg.html
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N13 got a reaction from + WilliamM in Gay movie you liked
In the movie (Hedwig) Michael Pitt was a separate Tommy Gnosis. WOW! http://s5.photobucket.com/user/Raven67locks/media/Gnosis.jpg.html
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N13 got a reaction from TruHart1 in Gay movie you liked
In the movie (Hedwig) Michael Pitt was a separate Tommy Gnosis. WOW! http://s5.photobucket.com/user/Raven67locks/media/Gnosis.jpg.html
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N13 got a reaction from OneFinger in Hello Dolly
At The Theater Hall of Fame Awards at the Uris Theater in NYC on March 28, 1982
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N13 got a reaction from + Oliver in Who would you hire for $500 for 1 hour?
Without question....the old one. Sexy and non-cartoonish. Never been one for the over pumped body builders.
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N13 reacted to escortrod in Favorite Song??
I'm not sure I really have a favourite, but two do spring to mind, both by Queen:
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N13 reacted to meluvjan02 in Who was your teenage crush (the guy that made you realize you REALLY liked guys) ?
Unbelievably beautiful man.
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N13 reacted to BasketBaller in Who was your teenage crush (the guy that made you realize you REALLY liked guys) ?
I'm reading this thread with such interest and an awareness of how hard I worked to suppress my feelings as a teenager and young adult. I can look back and recognize times when I avoided acknowledging attraction, or even interest, in other guys, but in the moment my denial was so strong I wouldn't have ever admitted any such feelings. I was so determined NOT to be attracted to other guys that I can't think of examples back then when I let my mind go there. I had teammates and friends I wasn't comfortable showering with, and I now can see that it was because of how they made me feel, it was confusing at best so I avoided it. Celebrities who might have turned me on I just didn't look at. At a high school party someone had porn on VHS, straight porn but I remember seeing an erect dick for the first time and leaving because it "grossed me out," but of course it didn't really.
So no teenage crushes here, just a lot of effort to pretend I wasn't interested, mostly to myself. For me the realization started later, as a young father with my kids at the playground, when I let my guard down and began to bond with other young dads. One became a buddy and I'd be deeply disappointed when he didn't show up. But the truth was unavoidable when my kids started T-ball. There was a dad I kept looking at, and one day he took his shirt off and I got hard. I made friends with him and used to sit with him, often hiding a boner. One day, home alone, I jerked off thinking about him, and after that had to admit to myself that I was at least bi-curious. The journey took a long time after that but that was when I first acknowledged to myself what I'd been denying all along.
