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Started the Testosterone Gel at 2 pumps - 40mg in the morning - went from 200s up to 600 during the first 6 months. Enjoyed increased libidio and then got reminded I don’t deal well with emotionally clingy guys looking for daddy. Eek. Then after a year, my levels went back to the 200s while my balls shrank because they were like f*ck I quit. Doc recently upgraded my gel to 3 pumps or 60mg started that acouple weeks ago. I will get my levels checked again in the new year. I will say I miss my older larger balls. The cock rings and ball separators don’t work as well since the boys tend to go back into hiding more so than swinging wide like they used to. Trade offs I guess.

Curious if anyone has a travel tips to handle a 2 week+ - organized tour? Going to go to Guam for a history tour of some Pacific islands. Airfare likely will run $3k on top of the $11k tour cost. Concerns - do I pack for a week, and accept that laundry charges will need to be a thing? Trip insurance? Given the cost of the trip, I figured this is a bit of a no brainer but guessing the fee and limitations will be significant. Plan to fly out a day ahead of the scheduled start just in case any flights are missed/delayed. There’s no non-stop. I also consider Premium Economy the bare minimum. I’d love to fly business but that’s not in the cards unless I upgrade with points.

I always assumed it was either code for damn near close to FS, the massagee getting in depth prostate massage with the masseur’s dick! or this is going to be some hippy dippy new age session that will leave me frustrated and my Shakra’s out of sorts.

10 comments in and not a single - “Hello Mr. George - how much you pay new guy? He no good operator”. disappointment

Opting for Key West for New Years this year. Staying at Casa Marina. Hopefully the Bourbon Pub lineup is choice! also considering PS for CoM weekend. Any suggestions for Palm Springs lodging? Assuming the Inndulge is the safe choice?

Also for apps, make sure they don’t have location permissions set if it’s a mobile device. I can see GPS betraying you. Some apps absolutely require it. In that case, you need a GPS spoofer too.

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How this plays out. You transfer the money into a crypto account at their suggested exchange. For awhile, you might be able to take out small amounts as a test. Soon you’ll get pressured or enticed to invest large sums for even more gains. They might even offer to match funds to get you those higher gains. Now, if you transfer a large balance, it will look great on the app. But you can’t get the money out without paying a mystery fee in the thousands. Pay that, and now it will be “taxes” preventing you from withdrawing. Yeah, you are never seeing any of that money again. Pig butchering because they are going to use every bit of that pig to market. Often the folks working the call centers are often modern day slaves brought to a shady friendly country for “data entry” work. Once there, passports are seized and they are forced to do these scams with actual violence befalling them otherwise. Reach out to your lonely friends and check in on them. Even folks who “know” better, sometimes get suckered.

Out gay since 18, had a nice period of fun from 18-21, then the deskjob and good paychecks added to my waist line. 28yo started a long term caregiving arrangement that last 12 years. Somewhere along the way in my 30s, I started a strip club habit and then hiring occasionally. It was easier than trying to date and explain how I can’t host because my mom lives with me. Now pushing almost 50yo and terminally single, I’ll occasionally look on Grindr but I don’t have an issue with paying for massage or other companionship. Go out of my way to treat everyone with some respect and kindness. If I end up dating again, I’d be open to it. Just don’t expect the strip club habit to go away. Hiring negotiable. I’m a bit set in my ways, and don’t want to date someone clutching their pearls at a little fun.

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That’s super sweet, and probably a minefield of “catch feelings” - which is alright if you are mature enough to navigate. Sometimes folks feel safe with each other just like any other social/professional interaction.

Just because it’s “work” doesn’t mean it always has to be difficult. Sometimes you get a work task you actually enjoy doing for a variety of reasons. Same goes for this. I know one twink was genuinely into the daddy type, and did massages. I’m sure there were some clients that were a challenge. Others were simply the easiest money he ever made. Another amateur masseur he was into feet and loved playing with girthy guys. Everyone has their turn-on’s, and sometimes fate gives you an easy job which you go all out for, but still collect that paycheck at the end. If it feels genuine and actions support it, don’t question it.

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Stopped by on a random Tuesday for their towel night. Not a bad crowd for a Tuesday. Something for everyone. Bartenders good eye candy as well. All goes in cycles. Hoping the dancer lineup for the weekend is a bit more polished and less trade. However like I said, something for everyone.

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Has some reviews on RM now. Curious as well

Not to make light of the situation, but remember the Simon and Garfunkel song - 50 ways to leave your lover. In seriousness though, sounds like you may have caught some feelings here. It happens, but remember this isn’t a reciprocal relationship. It sucks, but you are ascribing more to the arrangement than is actually there. You want to take the high road on this - “hey, it’s been fun. It’s best for us to take a break, and reset.” You can be respectful, but you have to be honest with yourself first. This sounds like you were trying to make a BFE into an actual arrangement. That’s a separate but adjacent world. You may have gotten lucky by finding an escort who values his independence more so than manipulating a steady income stream.

Suppose that might be some blow back with AI, folks might get tired of the ai slop flooding the market and return to in-person interactions.

I have to remember - if given the choice of in-person v/s OnlyFans. I should default to in-person strip club experience. LOL. OnlyFans is great at parting you from your money, but I do miss the in-person interactions with the strippers. Crazy amount of bots out there constantly hitting you up. The strip club is a much more metered interaction. I fear the OnlyFans world might be reducing both the strip club business demand AND talent pool.

I’m guessing he is probably a kept man at this point. He has a social media presence, but it’s not updated with new content. Good on him, hopefully he makes bank and doesn’t squander most of it.

Reminds me a bit of Brad Gemini before things went sideways with him.

Curious if anyone seen this guy dancing in FTL? He’s lowkeyjoeyx on OF. If so, I may need to head south for the winter.

Looks like he is doing onlyfans collab’s with Artiomboyx - a 3 way 30 min scene for $99. I just have a hard time justifying that.

He’s a twink, who bakes, and has a love of old land yachts. When I was 20 years younger, I would have likely married him on the spot. Now, I still would wanna hang out with him. Mainly for the baked goods.