Killian James is back

[+ Topseed]

Ryan Rose has resumed filming porn.

[bud001]

Picture 2/18 seems to be most recent, and all i can say is yikes.

[BabyBoomer]

Picture 2/18 seems to be most recent, and all i can say is yikes.

 

That pic was not included when I started this thread on Friday night. Some of his other pics have disappeared too. He also changed the text in his ad.

 

~Boomer~

[+ ArVaGuy]

Picture 2/18 seems to be most recent, and all i can say is yikes.

 

That picture was uploaded today, April 12. His facial features have definitely changed and he looks somewhat thinner than in the other photos.

[coriolis888]

 

That picture was uploaded today, April 12. His facial features have definitely changed and he looks somewhat thinner than in the other photos.

 

 

Picture number 2 does not look anything like the Killian known to this forum.

 

He has such an unusual behavior history, including faking his own death, that I do not know what to believe about the photo that looks nothing like the Killian in the remaining older photos in the ad.

 

It is possible he lost a great deal of weight which would account for the thinner body in the new photo but the face looks to be that of a different individual. The photo could have gone through some photoshop maneuvers in order to alter the facial features previously known.

 

Please do not forget, he used to post to this forum. We would be foolish to think that he is not monitoring this thread and reacting to things various posters wrote.

Edited April 13, 2020 by coriolis888

[+ BenjaminNicholas]

He was open about using steroids, even going as far as to angrily point fingers at posters here who sold him his drugs.

 

In cleaning yourself up, that usually means cleaning up from everything.

 

That might help explain the weight change.

[stop]

Picture 2/18 seems to be most recent, and all i can say is yikes.

 

i actually find that size of a man more attractive than his overly buff pics

[+ Gar1eth]

you are definitely correct. He has said on twitter that he is 48 years old. Jesus Christ he's a freak of nature if he's 48 years old but I believe him. He does have that middle aged spread but it looks so good on him.

 

I would almost bet you a million dollars that he is nowhere near 48. #1. If he were 48, he'd be one of the youngest looking 48 year olds I have ever seen. And #2 at one time-say 5 years or so ago- I had access to his personal Facebook page. I think it's since been deleted. But I remember there being college information which would in no way make him anywhere near 48 years of age.

Picture 2/18 seems to be most recent, and all i can say is yikes.

Picture number 2 does not look anything like the Killian known to this forum.

 

@coriolis888, I initially agreed with you. But if you look at picture 12 in his private pictures-there is a similarity in the face. I wondering if maybe he might have had some drastic weight loss or plastic surgery.

 

Gman

[Killian]

Oh boy, if this were 2016 I’d be handing someone over an order of my scrambled mind ? But it’s 2020, I just wanted to pop in to say hello and hang for a moment while I get ready for work.

 

The single most important thing I've learned during the past two years is that as long as I show up honest, I have nothing to lose, except all the pain of the consequences that most definitely will follow.

 

On the pictures, I updated them. I'm much thinner with no water weight and I stopped cycling steroids. They're recent, in the last month. If they’re somehow unacceptable or seem phony, that’s okay too. But lord child my Grindr has been off the hook ?

 

Just a little peek into what’s going on, and I am more than happy to share. I got accepted to an ADN program and have a job in healthcare. I am working from home a lot due to the current environment, so I renewed my ad on rentmen.com, because, why not? I saw no reason not to. If you didn’t already know this: escorting is exciting.

 

Pump up the volume: In August 2018 I went into cardiac arrest due to the ways I chose to cope with the guilt, shame and remorse. I was 100% wrong in the way I acted and treated people. I hurt a lot of good people. I can’t sit here and justify any of it, and don’t want to, it would make no sense for me today. I accept my part in creating the damage. Let freedom ring.

 

-KJ

Edited April 13, 2020 by Killian

[+ g56whiz]

Maybe so but it doesn’t go well with that pizza.

[stop]

Oh boy, if this were 2016 I’d be handing someone over an order of my scrambled mind ? But it’s 2020, I just wanted to pop in to say hello and hang for a moment while I get ready for work.

 

The single most important thing I've learned during the past two years is that as long as I show up honest, I have nothing to lose, except all the pain of the consequences that most definitely will follow.

 

On the pictures, I updated them. I'm much thinner with no water weight and I stopped cycling steroids. They're recent, in the last month. If they’re somehow unacceptable or seem phony, that’s okay too. But lord child my Grindr has been off the hook ?

 

Just a little peek into what’s going on, and I am more than happy to share. I got accepted to an ADN program and have a job in healthcare. I am working from home a lot due to the current environment, so I renewed my ad on rentmen.com, because, why not? I saw no reason not to. If you didn’t already know this: escorting is exciting.

 

Pump up the volume: In August 2018 I went into cardiac arrest due to the ways I chose to cope with the guilt, shame and remorse. I was 100% wrong in the way I acted and treated people. I hurt a lot of good people. I can’t sit here and justify any of it, and don’t want to, it would make no sense for me today. I accept my part in creating the damage. Let freedom ring.

 

-KJ

 

Good for you man. Hope your life is on or getting on the track you want. I prefer the new look

[+ Gar1eth]

Oh boy, if this were 2016 I’d be handing someone over an order of my scrambled mind ? But it’s 2020, I just wanted to pop in to say hello and hang for a moment while I get ready for work.

 

The single most important thing I've learned during the past two years is that as long as I show up honest, I have nothing to lose, except all the pain of the consequences that most definitely will follow.

 

On the pictures, I updated them. I'm much thinner with no water weight and I stopped cycling steroids. They're recent, in the last month. If they’re somehow unacceptable or seem phony, that’s okay too. But lord child my Grindr has been off the hook ?

 

Just a little peek into what’s going on, and I am more than happy to share. I got accepted to an ADN program and have a job in healthcare. I am working from home a lot due to the current environment, so I renewed my ad on rentmen.com, because, why not? I saw no reason not to. If you didn’t already know this: escorting is exciting.

 

Pump up the volume: In August 2018 I went into cardiac arrest due to the ways I chose to cope with the guilt, shame and remorse. I was 100% wrong in the way I acted and treated people. I hurt a lot of good people. I can’t sit here and justify any of it, and don’t want to, it would make no sense for me today. I accept my part in creating the damage. Let freedom ring.

 

-KJ

 

Wishing you all the best.

 

Gman

[mike carey]

Oh boy, if this were 2016 I’d be handing someone over an order of my scrambled mind ? But it’s 2020, I just wanted to pop in to say hello and hang for a moment while I get ready for work.

Thanks for posting, and welcome back. Good luck for the future.

[hornytwells]

I would almost bet you a million dollars that he is nowhere near 48. #1. If he were 48, he'd be one of the youngest looking 48 year olds I have ever seen. And #2 at one time-say 5 years or so ago- I had access to his personal Facebook page. I think it's since been deleted. But I remember there being college information which would in no way make him anywhere near 48 years of age.

 

 

 

@coriolis888, I initially agreed with you. But if you look at picture 12 in his private pictures-there is a similarity in the face. I wondering if maybe he might have had some drastic weight loss or plastic surgery.

 

Gman

Gar1eth, the age 48 comment was referring to Bruce Beckhman I believe, not Killian

[+ Gar1eth]

I would almost bet you a million dollars that he is nowhere near 48. #1. If he were 48, he'd be one of the youngest looking 48 year olds I have ever seen. And #2 at one time-say 5 years or so ago- I had access to his personal Facebook page. I think it's since been deleted. But I remember there being college information which would in no way make him anywhere near 48 years of age.

 

 

 

@coriolis888, I initially agreed with you. But if you look at picture 12 in his private pictures-there is a similarity in the face. I wondering if maybe he might have had some drastic weight loss or plastic surgery.

 

Gman

Gar1eth, the age 48 comment was referring to Bruce Beckhman I believe, not Killian

My mistake. It was late when I read this. Thank you for pointing it out.

 

Gman

[former lurker]

Oh boy, if this were 2016 I’d be handing someone over an order of my scrambled mind ? But it’s 2020, I just wanted to pop in to say hello and hang for a moment while I get ready for work.

 

The single most important thing I've learned during the past two years is that as long as I show up honest, I have nothing to lose, except all the pain of the consequences that most definitely will follow.

 

On the pictures, I updated them. I'm much thinner with no water weight and I stopped cycling steroids. They're recent, in the last month. If they’re somehow unacceptable or seem phony, that’s okay too. But lord child my Grindr has been off the hook ?

 

Just a little peek into what’s going on, and I am more than happy to share. I got accepted to an ADN program and have a job in healthcare. I am working from home a lot due to the current environment, so I renewed my ad on rentmen.com, because, why not? I saw no reason not to. If you didn’t already know this: escorting is exciting.

 

Pump up the volume: In August 2018 I went into cardiac arrest due to the ways I chose to cope with the guilt, shame and remorse. I was 100% wrong in the way I acted and treated people. I hurt a lot of good people. I can’t sit here and justify any of it, and don’t want to, it would make no sense for me today. I accept my part in creating the damage. Let freedom ring.

 

-KJ

 

Killian, it's encouraging to read such an open statement of accountability and self-awareness. I've had too many friends and family struggle with substance addictions with varying results. After a particularly rough series of deaths (my brother, then father within a year, then my mother 4 years later), I let my alcohol usage become a serious dependence. When I stopped drinking, the key for me was realizing I am one of those people who cannot drink in moderation. My choice is binary: don't drink or be a drunk. I choose not to drink. Some people struggle to remain sober, frequent programs for support, get counseling, go through rehab, etc. I'm for whatever works for the individual. But to me, it's a simple matter of knowing my self and my limits and deciding to be healthier, mentally and physically, as well as a more reliable presence in the lives of people who matter most to me.

[+ ArVaGuy]

Oh boy, if this were 2016 I’d be handing someone over an order of my scrambled mind ? But it’s 2020, I just wanted to pop in to say hello and hang for a moment while I get ready for work.

 

The single most important thing I've learned during the past two years is that as long as I show up honest, I have nothing to lose, except all the pain of the consequences that most definitely will follow.

 

On the pictures, I updated them. I'm much thinner with no water weight and I stopped cycling steroids. They're recent, in the last month. If they’re somehow unacceptable or seem phony, that’s okay too. But lord child my Grindr has been off the hook ?

 

Just a little peek into what’s going on, and I am more than happy to share. I got accepted to an ADN program and have a job in healthcare. I am working from home a lot due to the current environment, so I renewed my ad on rentmen.com, because, why not? I saw no reason not to. If you didn’t already know this: escorting is exciting.

 

Pump up the volume: In August 2018 I went into cardiac arrest due to the ways I chose to cope with the guilt, shame and remorse. I was 100% wrong in the way I acted and treated people. I hurt a lot of good people. I can’t sit here and justify any of it, and don’t want to, it would make no sense for me today. I accept my part in creating the damage. Let freedom ring.

 

-KJ

 

Killian,

 

Its refreshing to learn that you are finding new balance in your life. Moving on from the past and looking to the future is the best course. Welcome back to the exciting realm of escorting. Wishing you great success.

[LookingAround]

Killian I’d be curious to know your thoughts on actively escorting during the Covid crisis. Seems odd timing to return in the midst of a pandemic.

[FunGuyUS]

Best wishes to you and your new pic is very sexy !!!

[rvwnsd]

Oh boy, if this were 2016 I’d be handing someone over an order of my scrambled mind ? But it’s 2020, I just wanted to pop in to say hello and hang for a moment while I get ready for work.

 

The single most important thing I've learned during the past two years is that as long as I show up honest, I have nothing to lose, except all the pain of the consequences that most definitely will follow.

 

On the pictures, I updated them. I'm much thinner with no water weight and I stopped cycling steroids. They're recent, in the last month. If they’re somehow unacceptable or seem phony, that’s okay too. But lord child my Grindr has been off the hook ?

 

Just a little peek into what’s going on, and I am more than happy to share. I got accepted to an ADN program and have a job in healthcare. I am working from home a lot due to the current environment, so I renewed my ad on rentmen.com, because, why not? I saw no reason not to. If you didn’t already know this: escorting is exciting.

 

Pump up the volume: In August 2018 I went into cardiac arrest due to the ways I chose to cope with the guilt, shame and remorse. I was 100% wrong in the way I acted and treated people. I hurt a lot of good people. I can’t sit here and justify any of it, and don’t want to, it would make no sense for me today. I accept my part in creating the damage. Let freedom ring.

 

-KJ

Glad to hear you are doing well and are on a different path than before. Also glad to see you taking ownership of things you did and said. Wish more people would follow your example.

 

FWIW, I like your most recent pic better than the older ones. You look great. Very handsome.

 

All the best in your new endeavor!

[down_to_business]

Maybe so but it doesn’t go well with that pizza.

 

My call for pizza was only because this thread looked like it was going to be nothing but another "pile on" Killian thread which wasn't going to benefit anyone. I am very happy to see (in addition) that it turned out Killian survived, experienced recovery, and demonstrated personal growth. Killian, I like the new you. It looks great on you both physically and mentally. Much luck and success!

[+ nycman]

I was 100% wrong in the way I acted and treated people. I hurt a lot of good people. I can’t sit here and justify any of it, and don’t want to, it would make no sense for me today. I accept my part in creating the damage. Let freedom ring.

They’re so cute when they grow up!

 

Welcome to adult life Killian.

 

For the record, it looks great on you.

[coriolis888]

On 4/11/2020 at 8:16 AM, down_to_business said:

he'd say

 

“There isn’t any such thing as bad publicity” Oscar Wilde

 

but I prefer:

 

"thank u, next" Ariana Grande

 

 

“There isn’t any such thing as bad publicity” Oscar Wilde

The only time Oscar was wrong!