I really don't want to change the subject and know this is an asking escorts section but I'd also be curious how others feel about a situation. I will not say who but I've struggled with a guilt situation somewhat related to this as I've met a person who has a public profile and otherwise is a very fine and upstanding young man from my interaction with him.
I do not have a license or the affiliated education or practical experience other than life experience and the problem is i feel that he's most likely (and please excuse the term and no offense meant at all) but "on the spectrum". My technical, unscholarly term is that i perceive him as a "highly functioning but somewhat socially autistic" perdon and from things he's told me frankly naive. Nevertheless he is grown, physically fit, "knows what he is doing", and an adult, but I can't justify meeting him again as i feel in some aspects, he was, is and i would be to a degree, taken advantage of him.
I feel awful and agonize over feeling this way and making the decision not to meet him again, which is admittedly based on that I suspect others look past it because he is very attractive and accomodating. I admit i do have somewhat of a "Jesus Complex" (in the sense of typically wanting to help and save people), but i'm totally torn because on one hand he does understand what he's doing and makes that conscious decision as an adult so who i am to discriminate against him, but on the other hand, I'm not sure he's also aware of or getting guidance in further supplementing his education and other practical personal and professional life skills for his longer term prosperity.
I feel that as he ages, the "looks fade", his pool of potential clients diminishes and he's not better equipping himself to cope with life's typcial and persistant challenges and that hiring him makes me complicit as well in taking advantage of him more than helping unfortunately.