I think I often hire the first guy that I had sex with.=, when I was 17. He was on the short side of average height, athletic build, dark-complected and very hairy. Obviously, I was already attracted to that kind of guy, but the experiences I had with him more or less imprinted me for that type. Also, in addition to being attracted to that sort of man, it was the type of man I hoped to mature into. I didn't make it, but I'm not unhappy with how I did turn out.