Rudynate

That's because it contains a drug - phenibut. It is marketed as a supplement in the US but in some European countries it is a sleep aid available by prescription only.

The first few times I took Ambien, it seemed like a godsend - I would get 7-8 hours of deep sleep and would wake up rested and refreshed. That didn't last long though. After taking it only a few times, I started waking up way too early and in the middle of the afternoon I would get extremely groggy. So I gave up on that. I tried a relative of Lunesta called zopiclone that I got from offshore. Didn't like it a bit. Right now, I need some sort of sleep aid because the corticosteroids I'm taking ruin my sleep quality. My PCP says I just have to tough it out. No thanks.

The right amount of restraint is very erotic. Enough so that it doesn't feel like play-acting, but not so much that you are frightened. I went to another massage guy once, who after the massage, held me down, pushed my face into the pillow and fucked me - sort of a rape "light." It was a great moment. I suppose some hard-core BDSM bottoms would enjoy being genuinely frightened.

So fastidious.

Sounds wonderful. I remember a third occasion when I came hands-free - It was with a guy that I allowed to try to fist me. He got his four fingers in about to the knuckles and I squirted all over the place.

My husband and I went canoeing on Lake Washington - very pleasant way to spend the afternoon. You will doubtless want to go to the Pike St. Market. I was there on business a year ago and stayed in Renton. I was surprised at how busy and developed that area had become. Restaurant-wise - check out Violet on 12th Ave. An old friend owns it.

It isn't very visual. A guy can have an anal orgasm without his partner even knowing it.

You can get a generic from offshore for an absurdly low price - around $75.00/month.

I'm crazy about big eraser nips - nips that are almost perfect cylinders like a pencil eraser. I love 'em on other guys - tugging on them, licking, chewing, biting. I bought some tit suckers a while ago to work at developing my own pair of eraser nips. I'm not sure it's going to happen - so far they look more like gumdrops than pencil erasers. The titsuckers feel SO good. I never knew my nips were this sensitive.

I'm not that into young men, so finding partners is lots easier. It just worked out that way. When I was in my twenties, I looked at those old guys in their 50s and 60s chasing guys in their 20s and I realized I didn't want to be those guys when I got to be their age. It has just worked out that I like middle-age and older guys. My sweet spot is mid 40s to early 50s. Since I am 70, to me these guys are young men. Even when you are chasing men closer to your own age, maintaining a high level of fitness is a big plus.

A few weeks ago, I went to see a massage guy. I knew something was going to happen because his profile said "mutual touch encouraged." I had no idea I was going to get fucked senseless, but that's just what happened. He said, "I knew I was going to fuck you the moment you walked in." I said, in all honesty,"Nobody has EVER fucked me the way you just did." I want back a week later and he did it again. He could get to be a habit.

Well, "remission" isn't in the average person's vocabulary. It certainly wasn't part of mine.

Well of course they go into remission on steroids. The steroids are suppressing the inflammation. To me, "remission" means no inflammation and no steroids. If steroids are part of the path to no inflammation and no steroids, I can live with that.

I'm certainly hoping it will go into remission, sooner rather than later, but my rheumatologist isn't quite as certain as you are - he says that "some people" do go into remission.

Sorry to hear that. My father had a similar problem, He had a nosebleed that wouldn't stop. His doc's office told me to take him to the ER, where they found that his platelet count was nearly undetectable, He had to have platelet transfusions and went through a long ordeal with corticosteroids.

As a very young man, I can vaguely remember a whole string of experiences that were very forgettable - it seemed like I was a magnet for guys who were lousy sex. I was beginning to think that sex was actually like that. Fortunately, the right guy came along and showed me what sex could be.

I have seen photos of Gwyneth Paltrow without makeup . She's unrecognizable.

Women are helped greatly by makeup. I notice both of your "sparkly" celebrities are men and both the ordinary-looking ones are women. Post-pandemic, I have noticed quite a few women going without makeup and lots of others wearing less. Maybe women are realizing they don't need to paint themselves up beyond recognition. And I read recently that the mask-like look women achieve from foundation is on the way out and a more natural look is taking its place.

A guy doesn't have to be "handsome" for me to think he's totally hot. I thought Jason Momoa was over the top hot in Game of Thrones. Ryan Gosling is forgettable. Chris Pine, totally forgettable. I never liked Johnny Depp. Tom Cruise is facially attractive, but that build - he should never appear shirtless. Chris Helmsworth is not bad facially, but again, the build is a liability. My current fave is a Spanish star - Miguel Angel Silvestre - he's the male lead in a Spanish series we've been binge-watching on Netflix called "Velvet."

Yes, it was. Ahh, the freedom of being an outlaw.

It's generally a humorless time, but we also socialize differently than we used to. I remember those bitchy queens who would hold court and keep a room full of people absolutely in stitches. It was as though they were comics doing a routine. Anybody and everybody was a target, nobody escaped, it was politically incorrect and hysterically funny. We don't stand around anymore in large groups, everyone chatting and clutching a drink. The bitchy queens were almost always heavy drinkers, so they have probably all died from liver disease. But gay men have assimilated and they act differently. Years ago, that bitchy queen humor was called "Mary" humor. Gay men don't call each other "Mary" any more, or "girl" and they don't make jokes about broken wrists. So a lot of what you miss is an artifact of the outlaw status that gay men used to have. Assimilation seems to have its price - gay men have started acting like everybody else. As this has occurred, Gadar has become more and more unreliable. It's very common to meet a guy, and you simply cant tell whether he is gay or straight. I actually kind of like it - everybody is a mystery.

I don't know these guys and I certainly defer to the opinions of members who do know them. I would say, not knowing any more about them than I do, I would definitely choose Dutch PR- he is so extraordinarily cute.

I got my first shot at the beginning of the month at SFGH - short line, fill out some paperwork, bingo! Out of there in around 30 min.

I had a recipe for baked ratatouille that I got out of a Sunset cookbook decades ago. No matter the season, it was my go-to dish for potlucks. Didn't seem to matter how many people were there, it always disappeared.

I use dishwasher pods on the sanitary cycle to disinfect the washer every few weeks. I had some white sheets that had blood stains that I thought were set because they had already been washed. I threw them in with the dishwasher pods and they came out looking brand new.