Becket

Years ago Nashville became known for its law enforcement setting up sting operations specifically to entrap "male prostitution." Hopefully that time is past. I guess that experience is still my one great fear when hiring.

"hetero" brotherhood in the locker room shower is so sexy.

Noticed they are showing "The Wizard of Oz" in Vegas at the Spere, that new venue that everyone raves about. The article I read said they are selling lots of tickets to daily showings. Interesting.

tough when your heart gets involved.

I don't know why it embarrasses me, but I like a lil' spanking before receiving. Somehow it loosens me up, both physically and mentally. Shhhh! Don't tell anyone.

I like his presentation as well. Very thoughtful, professional even. Looking like someone perhaps just starting out, who will be a keeper. One can hope.

For the neutral observer, it's nice they finally have some competition in their division. New England is giving them a run for their money.

I am surprised the powers that be let this thread continue.

Lovely looking gentleman. One more reason to be jealous about the wonderful selection in NYC.

Funny joke I heard. Can't remember where. May have been from this site, so apologies if I am repeating, also to whomever I offend. Jesus Love You. Jes`us te ama. It's nice to hear in any language. Except if you are in a Mexican prison.

He's great IMHO. Nice personality, good body, very accommodating, eager to please. All my senses were happy.

Perhaps the bath house added to your discomfort. I wouldn't go to one unless I was feeling very confident. You had a bad experience and it really shook you up. But you know the saying. "Get back up on that horse." The best suggestion you've gotten is, next time, use a provider who is well known and experienced. As for all these suggestions regarding your mental health; it's sort of silly to assume we know the state of your mental health after reading your post. Hang in there brother.

Don't be so hard on yourself. Been there, done that myself. But you've done more than enough. He is not your burden to bear.

In my experience porn stars do not usually make the best providers. Of course there are exceptions, but usually a guy is proficient at one or the other

Post a link, Ray, so we can see who we're talking about. Thanks.