When did you know?

[BasketBaller]

I got an email today from a buddy from high school, a teammate for a number of years. When we were teenagers, he acquired a nickname on the team-- "Horse." I think you can guess why, he was extremely hung (although we were all still growing and he might have just gotten his full size earlier.) He was fairly good-natured about it, but I know it embarrassed him when we called him that. After a few years, he started responding that we were all jealous, and that pretty much shut us up.

 

I'm hung decently but nothing unusual. I got to thinking, and have a question for those here, escort or client, who are well-endowed, especially those who are showers. When did you realize you were bigger than other guys? If I remember correctly, we were all about 14 when he started getting teased. Of course, that's also about the time we were regularly showering together after practice or games.

 

And when you did realize you were packing, how did you initially feel about it? Embarrassed, indifferent, proud? If embarrassed, when did that change, if it did?

[+ HornyRetiree]

I got an email today from a buddy from high school, a teammate for a number of years. When we were teenagers, he acquired a nickname on the team-- "Horse." I think you can guess why, he was extremely hung (although we were all still growing and he might have just gotten his full size earlier.) He was fairly good-natured about it, but I know it embarrassed him when we called him that. After a few years, he started responding that we were all jealous, and that pretty much shut us up.

 

I'm hung decently but nothing unusual. I got to thinking, and have a question for those here, escort or client, who are well-endowed, especially those who are showers. When did you realize you were bigger than other guys? If I remember correctly, we were all about 14 when he started getting teased. Of course, that's also about the time we were regularly showering together after practice or games.

 

And when you did realize you were packing, how did you initially feel about it? Embarrassed, indifferent, proud? If embarrassed, when did that change, if it did?

 

Interesting question -- hadn't thought about it until now:) Thinking back to gym class and required showers -- all similar as we developed -- I had pubic hair earlier than many -- one classmate swung like an elephant's trunk -- rest of us pretty much just were.

 

I showed more when younger - though I have always been a grower - Nice, average cut, thicker than average when erect. Never any complaints.

 

There was one uncut guy and he was of interest to the rest of us! I played with him once:)

 

Have always considered it positive that my penis is "out of the way" until I want it to come out to play:):) That said! It would be nice to show and "swing" in the gym, the Drs Office and at nude beaches!!!

[+ poolboy48220]

Ha. I have nothing to contribute to this thread :-P

[MassageDrew]

Ha. I have nothing to contribute to this thread

 

Hahaha. I remembered my freshman high school. Some boys were comparing each other and hid it so quickly when I walked in. How dis they know? LOL I think they didn't want to get a hard on that's why. A couple of them became my "close" friends during our senior years

[Mydavid]

Unfortunately, I had only the moment when I realized I was smaller than other guys...

[bostonman]

There was one uncut guy and he was of interest to the rest of us! I played with him once:)

 

Not to change the thread subject - but since you mentioned this -

 

I'll never forget my first time seeing an uncut guy. And from my memory, it was the same for most of the boys in my gym class. I think it was 4th grade, and probably early in the school year - perhaps actually the first time we all stripped in the locker room for showers, etc. And there was this one boy named Joe who was uncut. Of course he got stares, lol - though it didn't seem to faze him, I don't think. I don't think I really knew about foreskins yet - outside my being jewish and knowing about circumcision - but I had no idea what they looked like. My first impression was that it seemed odd that he had kind of a hole there where I had a head, lol. (Not quite realizing that the head was only covered up.)

 

But then, I think in an effort to show that he was just fine with what he had, he touched his dick and moved the skin back and forth a little. Again, so weird to see what that looked like. And how the head would disappear behind that skin with the "hole." But I was fascinated. I do remember another boy seeing that and going "ew - don't PLAY with it..."

 

Had I been bolder I might have found a way to ask him if he'd show it to me privately sometime - but of course that didn't happen lol.

[+ Gar1eth]

Ha. I have nothing to contribute to this thread

 

Unfortunately, I had only the moment when I realized I was smaller than other guys...

 

I empathize with both of you. I still notice today how I don't really have a bulge in the crotch area of my pants the way it seems to me most other guys do.

 

Not to change the thread subject - but since you mentioned this -

 

I'll never forget my first time seeing an uncut guy. And from my memory, it was the same for most of the boys in my gym class. I think it was 4th grade, and probably early in the school year - perhaps actually the first time we all stripped in the locker room for showers, etc. And there was this one boy named Joe who was uncut. Of course he got stares, lol - though it didn't seem to faze him, I don't think. I don't think I really knew about foreskins yet - outside my being jewish and knowing about circumcision - but I had no idea what they looked like. My first impression was that it seemed odd that he had kind of a hole there where I had a head, lol. (Not quite realizing that the head was only covered up.)

 

But then, I think in an effort to show that he was just fine with what he had, he touched his dick and moved the skin back and forth a little. Again, so weird to see what that looked like. And how the head would disappear behind that skin with the "hole." But I was fascinated. I do remember another boy seeing that and going "ew - don't PLAY with it..."

 

Had I been bolder I might have found a way to ask him if he'd show it to me privately sometime - but of course that didn't happen lol.

 

Along with that-I think there might have been one boy in one of my junior high PE classes who was uncut. After that I had probably seen a few in passing. But the two I mainly remember seeing up close and personal were on two German acquaintances of mine. We had been to the beach in Galveston and were showering off the sand at a public shower afterwards. I tried not to stare.

 

@TylerandAce -would y'all like to share?

 

Gman

[bostonman]

And, another youth story, about a friend -

 

I had this friend named Tim. He was hung. He knew it. I never did get to find out how big it really was, but I can be sure it was certainly more than 7, and nicely thick - which from a young teen's perspective, is really big, lol. I do remember he got some comments in the gym showers. And once, he got an erection, which of course got some taunting. But I daresay even some of the boys who were teasing him were secretly jealous lol.

 

There were several times I remember that we were alone and able to get peeks of each other. I don't know for sure that he was gay, but I do think, looking back on things, that he would have welcomed fooling around - well, we did, a little - but not nearly enough. (We were both 13 or so at the time.) The farthest we ever got was me getting to feel his hard-on, and to try to suck it (I had no idea what I was doing lol, and due to the fear of getting caught - we were in my bedroom at home - we didn't do it for very long.) But I do remember kneeling in front of him, holding his cock with both hands (each thumb and forefinger halfway around - my god, I remember that specifically, lol) and commenting on how big it was. "Blow me," he urged me, as he was worried we might get caught. And then I tried to take it into my mouth. If only we had had more time, I almost can imagine him coaching me in how to do it right, lol. I wouldn't really learn how to really give a blow job until I was an older teen lol. And by that time, Tim and I had lost touch.

 

But yeah - that was my first experience of being with a hung guy who clearly knew he had something special down there lol.

[+ TylerandAce]

I empathize with both of you. I still notice today how I don't really have a bulge in the crotch area of my pants the way it seems to me most other guys do.

 

 

 

Along with that-I think there might have been one boy in one of my junior high PE classes who was uncut. After that I had probably seen a few in passing. But the two I mainly remember seeing up close and personal were on two German acquaintances of mine. We had been to the beach in Galveston and were showering off the sand at a public shower afterwards. I tried not to stare.

 

@TylerandAce -would y'all like to share?

 

Gman

Having been raised in the Protestant Christian South, we all tend to go without the hood here. I didn't see a sleeve until I was an adult, and then it was in porn. I didn't see one in person until I was experimenting well into my mid 30's. It's still fascinating to me. Thankfully, Tyler is cut too or I'd never get anything done.

 

I was teased about my size pretty early on. The buddies had nicknames for it (a la Pretty in Pink) and any time there was a logging truck around, I was teased about being the driver. They really liked making innuendo when the girlfriends were around, too. They feigned innocence and pretended not to know to understand the reference. I found it embarrassing and exciting at the same time. These straight guys would even pretend to bump-and-grind with me thinking it was funny, but it was a complete turn on to me. Little did they know I was enjoying the hell out of it.

[BasketBaller]

Without totally understanding why it was different, I saw several uncut boys in the changing room at swimming lessons when I was pretty little. I didn't say anything or ask anybody, but I decided there just were two kinds of dicks. It wasn't until later I discovered I and most of the others had been circumcised.

[LoveNDino]

I never knew about micro-dicks until much later in life. Like 4 years ago. It didn't bother me so much as I am a top. But it was a surprise.

[EZEtoGRU]

There was one straight guy that used to dance at SR's in Atlanta named Chad. He had a big fat cock which was 8-9 inches when hard. Once he told me he didn't realize he had a big cock until he started dancing. He had previously assumed he was just normal size.

[MikeyGMin]

Without totally understanding why it was different, I saw several uncut boys in the changing room at swimming lessons when I was pretty little. I didn't say anything or ask anybody, but I decided there just were two kinds of dicks. It wasn't until later I discovered I and most of the others had been circumcised.

Same here. I always knew I liked boys -- especially Mexican boys. I loved their black hair and their darker skin. Then I saw an older post-pubescent Mexican kid at the pool who was hung large, had pubic hair and was uncut. It was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. I've been a goner ever since.

[gallahadesquire]

I got an email today from a buddy from high school, a teammate for a number of years. When we were teenagers, he acquired a nickname on the team-- "Horse." I think you can guess why, he was extremely hung (although we were all still growing and he might have just gotten his full size earlier.) He was fairly good-natured about it, but I know it embarrassed him when we called him that. After a few years, he started responding that we were all jealous, and that pretty much shut us up.

 

I'm hung decently but nothing unusual. I got to thinking, and have a question for those here, escort or client, who are well-endowed, especially those who are showers. When did you realize you were bigger than other guys? If I remember correctly, we were all about 14 when he started getting teased. Of course, that's also about the time we were regularly showering together after practice or games.

 

And when you did realize you were packing, how did you initially feel about it? Embarrassed, indifferent, proud? If embarrassed, when did that change, if it did?

 

So getting back to this: Why did he email you? Has he come out? What's the Story, Morning Glory? What's the Tale, Nightengale?

[BasketBaller]

So getting back to this: Why did he email you? Has he come out? What's the Story, Morning Glory? What's the Tale, Nightengale?

Oh, Nothing exciting. Most of us are in touch, he sent an email to the gang congratulating those of us with graduating HS students. He's married with younger kids than mine, and lives far away from where we knew each other. Everything innocent except my memories!

 

That's the word, hummingbird!

[LaffingBear]

Ive heard various versions of "god protects gay boys in locker rooms." I honestly dont recall looking around.

 

I never played, I never compared. Very closeted. Or clueless.

 

First time I really noticed a flacid dick for size was my college roommate. Never met him before. Two guys in a room with just a sink. My bed was positioned so when my roomate stood at the sink, his ass was to me. I wasn't remotely attracted to him. But I remember he brushed his teeth, shaved, etc., nude. And from my vantage point, I could see through/past his cheeks that his flaccid dick hung long enough to rest on the sink.

 

Even in college freshman year, 50 guys to a dorm floor, 20 floors... I somehow never paid much attention, never once experimented outside my closet... didn't even try for glimpses of guys.

 

I've always been unobservant, even clueless. One of my closest friends from high school, I'm sure we both knew the other was gay on some level, we lost touch for 30+ years. We recently reconnected online. He's married to a man. Reminiscing, I asked if he played around with guys in high school. Apparently he did. With guys I knew. I had absolutely no idea at that time.

 

Somedays, nowadays, I'm a dirty old man, and notice everything crossing my sightline. But as a youngster the defense mechanism was so strong, I not only never looked, I wasn't even feeling the need to refrain from looking.

[+ Gar1eth]

Ive heard various versions of "god protects gay boys in locker rooms." I honestly dont recall looking around.

 

I never played, I never compared. Very closeted. Or clueless.

 

First time I really noticed a flacid dick for size was my college roommate. Never met him before. Two guys in a room with just a sink. My bed was positioned so when my roomate stood at the sink, his ass was to me. I wasn't remotely attracted to him. But I remember he brushed his teeth, shaved, etc., nude. And from my vantage point, I could see through/past his cheeks that his flaccid dick hung long enough to rest on the sink.

 

Even in college freshman year, 50 guys to a dorm floor, 20 floors... I somehow never paid much attention, never once experimented outside my closet... didn't even try for glimpses of guys.

 

I've always been unobservant, even clueless. One of my closest friends from high school, I'm sure we both knew the other was gay on some level, we lost touch for 30+ years. We recently reconnected online. He's married to a man. Reminiscing, I asked if he played around with guys in high school. Apparently he did. With guys I knew. I had absolutely no idea at that time.

 

Somedays, nowadays, I'm a dirty old man, and notice everything crossing my sightline. But as a youngster the defense mechanism was so strong, I not only never looked, I wasn't even feeling the need to refrain from looking.

 

I don't remember looking at the guys in PE much in junior high although I'm sure I noted which ones I thought were handsome. On the whole, I was too embarrassed about taking showers because I was fat. I do remember however mildly fantasizing about a few of the coaches.

 

Gman

[LADoug1]

I can only wish I had this "problem "! Lol

[+ Lance_Navarro]

By the time I was in middle school, showers were no longer required, entirely optional, and unfortunately none of the guys chose the option. So, I didn't get to experience the range of dick shapes and sizes in my youth. I didn't realize that I was large until one of my sister's friends walked in on me when I was in the bath tub with a hard on, and she told me that I was huge, I believe she also mentioned that it looked strange (referencing it being uncut). I didn't believe her entirely, as we were both probably just 13 and I imagined that she couldn't possibly have seen too many dicks in her life (though this was Appalachian Virginia where there isn't much to do). It did make me start thinking though.

[+ Charlie]

Strangely enough, although I realized by the time I was 13 that I was gay, I never paid much attention to cocks. I wasn't aware of whether mine was larger or smaller than average. (I have had plenty of opportunity since then to do comparisons, and mine, which is cut, is average.) I was much more aware of body hair, probably because I had rather hairy legs by the time I was 10, which was earlier than any of my peers.