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Some background first which some have read before. I was a virgin until I was 41-and I mean a total virgin. The most I had done was give a short swift kiss on a cheek or the lips to probably less than 10 women in my life. And I don't think I had ever kissed a man. Why you say? Because I didn't want to be gay. But finally I felt like I had to have sex. But I still didn't want to be gay. So I finally nerved myself up to hire an escort. I was lucky. He was very kind and took the time to teach me things like how to kiss. After that because I still didn't want to be gay, and because also I didn't feel I was attractive enough that anyone would really want me, I continued to hire for around 15 years. And because I was solitary I often hired for overnights and weekends. I had a lot of not-so-great or mediocre experiences. But on the other hand I did have a lot of nice times and met some incredibly handsome friendly guys. I probably remember more of the overnights and weekends than I do of the one and two hour meets and not just because of the sex as I am not now and never was a sexual dynamo. But the point I want to make is that for me -and maybe not every time -but definitely either during a large proportion of the meeting time or afterwards when I had time to reflect, I had some degree of melancholy or wistfulness because I knew it was a paid encounter. That doesn't mean I didn't have a good time or fun during a lot of my escort encounters **(see below). But the wistfulness was often there at the back of my mind. Now the feeling wasn't severe enough to make me stop meeting escorts. In fact two of the best Christmases I ever had as adult (I'm Jewish so Christmas isn't a family time for me-but the season can still feel a little hollow if you're nowhere near your own family and you know most people around you are celebrating) were two consecutive Christmas weekends (I think back in 2015 and 2016) I spent with an escort at his house. So if your feelings are anything like mine were, you're going to have figure out if you're having a good enough time to be able to deal with (what is for me) the omnipresent downside of hiring. If you can't, then maybe hiring isn't right for you. ****************************************** **I was in a gay club once-possibly The Cuff in Seattle. They had some posters of porn stars on the wall. I had been with 4 or 5 of them -that definitely gave me some silent satisfaction. And it never would have occurred if I had never started hiring.

I knew some of this. I remember Benedict was a proponent of the Tridentine (aka Latin )Mass. But I would think chatting about and then building a bomb would supersede wanting to hear the Mass in Latin.

This on the long side but amusing. My one main question is I don't see how converting to Catholicism even if choosing the Latin Mass pertains to anything. https://www.facebook.com/share/v/17hAZ2tj3E/?mibextid=wwXIfr

I really don't know. The profile picture was of a shirtless guy with a hairy chest-very attractive. The profile was only a day only. And he supposedly was only about 20 miles from me. At first I thought he was asking if I wanted to be a sugar daddy. I asked. He then made clear he wanted to support me. I told him I wasn't interested and deleted the message.

You don't think this guy would have wanted 'favors' from me, do you? I'm getting the vapoUrs just contemplating it.

I agree wholeheartedly with not sending deposits. I think I was burned once. But I'm trying to remember. Did one time Message Center favorite Steve Draker ever require a deposit? He wouldn't let me make a flight reservation for him. I'm assuming because he didn't want me to know his real name. So I can't remember if he waited for reimbursement until we actually met, or if he required reimbursement ahead of time as I didn't live in a major Texas city at the time. He would have had to fly to me from a major city he was already visiting like Dallas, San Antonio or Houston. Assuming he did ask for one, he didn't abscond with it. On the other hand my two overnights with him were definitely nothing to write home about. Why did I hire him twice then? Well it was at least a year apart if not more. I convinced myself because of his stellar reviews that the reason the first time was less than spectacular was because of my inexperience. So after I had more experience I tried him again. What I should have realized was that almost all of his glowing reviews were from bottoms and almost none from tops. I realize he hasn't advertised for a long time. But in case anyone on here is interested-socially he was great. I enjoyed going out to dinner and talking to him. When it came to more intimate things, he took forever to prepare-seems like over an hour. Still that can be understandable. But once we began he wanted it over as quickly as possible. No real snuggling afterward. And no even attempt at things the following morning.

I think I don't list my age on most apps. I'll tell people if they ask. But isn't 'sugar daddy' more a state of mind and finances than a set age?

Kristian lives about 35 minutes from the airport. He's been around a long time. I've never met him, but he's always had stellar reviews. https://rent.men/KristianLA

You body looks great to me-although your head is a bit globular and jaundiced looking.

I like athletic guys like you!! SOLD!!

Hmm should I take @PhileasFogg's kind offer on the table or open up the floor for bids. Decisions!! Decisions!!

I knew if I just waited long enough. So a handsome 40 something year old on A4A asked me if I wanted a sugar daddy and sent the following. "My role as your sugar daddy is to take care of you emotionally, physically, sexually and to make sure you're financially stable. I'm willing to give you a weekly allowance $800 to help you pay your bills off and take care of yourself." I'm just thinking of all the Arby's roast beef's I could buy with that.

My mistake.

Something may have changed in the article. I see a few pictures of him from his career and a selfie from X using his screen name. I don't see a history, pictures of him as a youngster, or his real name.

As I'm a 6 on the Kinsey Scale, I'd have to be comatose.

It's a funny business. Part of it is probably the impersonality of the cyberworld. Similar to the way people might do things in a crowd that they'd never do around people they know. The other part is that since meeting like this are usually on the "down low" normal life can interfere. And then there's the issue of libido. Someone around midnight feels horny. It takes an escort an hour or two to get back with you because they have a life too. And by then the urge or opportunity has passed. @JB_Studio38-one question is there a reason you don't list your ad as an automatic signature in your posts? Possibly you've listed it before and I've missed it. And I have to admit, I can't hire. So posting it is not going to get me as a client. But there might be other Message Center members on here that having your ad listed would make them think of hiring you.

I use Scruff, Silver Daddys, Growlr, Adam4Adam, and occasionally Grindr. As I said in my previous posting, I don't get a lot of interest being overweight and unable to host. But out of all those Grindr is the worst just from how it's set up. If you have the free version, they don't let you see many profiles. And the paid versions seem to he much more expensive than the others.

My days of being semi-attractive ended long before I ever experienced sex. I didn't have sex until I was 41-when I was already a chub. And I've increased my "chubbiness" ever since. I initially used escorts because I didn't think anyone would be interested in me and because I still didn't really want to be gay. I hired for about 10 years until I couldn't financially due to a career mishap. I find trying to find people on the apps is difficult as I'm not that attractive and can't host. But I do find people occasionally. They may not in general be as hot as the escorts I used to hire, but usually there's something about them that I'm attracted to. And there is ONE BIG PLUS to using the apps. Just like in general there's something about the guy I'm attracted to, there's obviously some NON-MONETARY factor about me that is attractive to them. So for that reason it's a lot better on my ego than being with a guy who only really is there for the finances.

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That's a difficult question. I mean even if an escort says yes-it could only be marketing. Your best bet would be to find an escort that is pretty much universally acclaimed -much harder to do now with the Review Site gone-and ask them. Two examples would be Mike Gaite https://rentmen.eu/MikeGaite and Kristian https://rentmen.eu/KristianLA

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Would y'all mind telling us when you met? If @LuckyLechon met him before @hopeman then the ED problem is more recent.

Has BenSash ever disapproved of anyone?