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The porn world, or moreso its fans and naysayers are very toxic.
I was just at another forum and the members were obsessed with doxxing performers and dissecting everything about them. That was bad enough let alone the trash talk.
 
A lot of us get into the industry for validation and our "Satyriasis" is rooted in something much deeper and broken, not necessarily just a big sex drive.

LA has literally been Tijuana for a while now, or maybe you don't venture much outside of west hollywood/west la enclaves? 🤣🤣🤣
Take a cruise down Koreatown. I don't want to imagine how bad South LA has gotten with the street vendors.

These laws are often pushed by disgruntled women that want a payday for the regrets they made in the past, like that one that did a dumb dance behind the ceremony when whatever shut down Craigslist Personals was being signed into law. [Edited to remove political reference.]
That made things worse for everyone all around.

LA has literally been Tijuana for a while now, or maybe you don't venture much outside of west hollywood/west la enclaves? 🤣🤣🤣
Take a cruise down Koreatown. I don't want to imagine how bad South LA has gotten with the street vendors.

I can't recommend anyone as a provider, and a malayasian doctor taught me how to do one hell of a hand job. I literally hallucinated and was entranced, that's how good it was. And cumming wasn't necessary. 
 
My problem with clients that request sensual is that each one has a different definition of it, and it never ends with a handjob. They'll want to touch and suck me, and do everything else, but I'm not in the mood, am turned off due to bad hygiene, etc lol
 
 
*I mentioned his background because he shared a lot about eroticism in his culture and how teens are taken to the temples to participate in their lingam tantra worship, but that's a story for another thread and I didn't mean to share it for shock value and no, their tantric practice wasn't/isn't a p3d0 thing.

I can't recommend anyone as a provider, and a malayasian doctor taught me how to do one hell of a hand job. I literally hallucinated and was entranced, that's how good it was. And cumming wasn't necessary. 
 
My problem with clients that request sensual is that each one has a different definition of it, and it never ends with a handjob. They'll want to touch and suck me, and do everything else, but I'm not in the mood, am turned off due to bad hygiene, etc lol
 
 
*I mentioned his background because he shared a lot about eroticism in his culture and how teens are taken to the temples to participate in their lingam tantra worship, but that's a story for another thread and I didn't mean to share it for shock value and no, their tantric practice wasn't/isn't a p3d0 thing.

The porn world, or moreso its fans and naysayers are very toxic.
I was just at another forum and the members were obsessed with doxxing performers and dissecting everything about them. That was bad enough let alone the trash talk.
 
A lot of us get into the industry for validation and our "Satyriasis" is rooted in something much deeper and broken, not necessarily just a big sex drive.

LA has literally been Tijuana for a while now, or maybe you don't venture much outside of west hollywood/west la enclaves? 🤣🤣🤣
Take a cruise down Koreatown. I don't want to imagine how bad South LA has gotten with the street vendors.

My grandfather called my home while I wss getting ready for school and he told me to turn on the news, and I did and just saw smoke so then I turned it off.
 
At school, we had a substitute teacher for that period and we got to watch the news then. I never forgot the specific questions that a reporter asked a fireman about the smaller explosions they heard.

I can't recommend anyone as a provider, and a malayasian doctor taught me how to do one hell of a hand job. I literally hallucinated and was entranced, that's how good it was. And cumming wasn't necessary. 
 
My problem with clients that request sensual is that each one has a different definition of it, and it never ends with a handjob. They'll want to touch and suck me, and do everything else, but I'm not in the mood, am turned off due to bad hygiene, etc lol
 
 
*I mentioned his background because he shared a lot about eroticism in his culture and how teens are taken to the temples to participate in their lingam tantra worship, but that's a story for another thread and I didn't mean to share it for shock value and no, their tantric practice wasn't/isn't a p3d0 thing.

Most guys his age have pictures like that out there. Now he's even more famous

Hasan also has a cute dog named Kaya.

Abdul or Zohran?  Both are handsome. 

"Straight" men have hired me, and I usually scope out a lot about them by looking them up before and afterwards, and they're not my favorite clients at all because they're so quiet and serious. 
I don't find that attractive at all. I don't care how nervous they are, at least try to make it seem like you like me, not like you're going to fight me or something.
 
I had an experience with a client a few years ago. He was very handsome and I let him take the lead, I was drunk and went along with it and things got very racy, and he told me afterwards that it was his first time doing anything like that with a male, and it wasn't his intention.
I usually would ask if the person is okay with this or that, and some clients will really talk to me and ask questions. 
It's odd that latino clients always want to talk on the phone for a long time and in person they always mention trauma from being m0lest3ed when they were younger, and that is a big thing with their demographic, statistically..
But anyway, I tell people I am not their shrink and it is cruel and unethical to bring up topics like that because they don't know me and how I would react to anything like that.
I don't find it hot playing with bi curious men, and I would recommend them counseling...especially to my client who's a known conversion therapist. No joke. 
 
I also am aware of the std rates among women these days like with hpv and I don't want to play with men that play with women, nor with bi couples.

Yeah I'm sure you dreamt of servicing hot guys everyday and making bug bucks cuz that's what we do.
 
Dream of flipping burgers or driving for Uber, or some real estate or business loan bs. They'll actually be much less of a headache and provide more of a stable income.

This doesn't fall under request but a few times I serviced a "celebrity real estate agent," as he markets himself, and they all do that now, but the last time I saw him, or one of the last times, he completely smelled like a corpse. I only remembered the smell of formaldehyde from the high school and college anatomy classes when I had to dissect an animal.
 
I didn't bother asking him about it. 
 
Sometime later through the grapevine I was told he was into "necro" and he and his friends had a connection for that at a mortuary. 

They'll have family at home and will invite me to eat with them, sometimes it was before the service and sometimes after.
 
Even if they lived in a back house, they'll invite me inside the main house to meet the fam and eat. 
Yeah it's free food but I'm not social like that. 
 
Anyone that has services filipinos enough times will know this, or even if you're servicing a filipino at-home-nurse working for a family, you'll meet and service the whole fvcking family.
 
Hates it!

One wanted me to pretend to be his son, showed me pictures of his actual son too.
One wanted me to wear some windbreaker outfit and grind on him.
One really old wheelchair-bound man specifically told me on the phone twice that he didn't want anything erotic and whaddya know, I show up and all he wants is erotic, in his wheelchair.
One guy wanted me to shave his balls and penetrate him with the razor. Things got scary for a minute the next day when he threw away or misplaced the razor and he threatened me as if the one dollar disposable razor had sentimental value.
 
There were clients that wanted me to perform witchcraft with them.
Requesting that I eat dinner with their families afterwards or before is always the fvcking worst. I hate meeting the relatives or even the kids that are at home right there in the living room. If you service Filipino clients or maybe asian immigrant clients, I guarantee you will have this experience.
 
Strangest locations are a whole other story like going to an actual warehouse/makeshift apartment in the middle of the night where I really could have disappeared forever, or being requested to pretend to be a usc student and provide the service in the office. 
 
There's requests for giving wedgies and spanking, or kick and stomp on balls.
Requests to rim me or lick my feet aren't that strange but I find that they don't enjoy me because I'm not musky and smelly. Sorry, I shower 3 times a day or more, and don't wear shoes and socks.
Requests for prostate massages are always really gross to me because I have no idea who's asking for it and how clean they will be.

They'll have family at home and will invite me to eat with them, sometimes it was before the service and sometimes after.
 
Even if they lived in a back house, they'll invite me inside the main house to meet the fam and eat. 
Yeah it's free food but I'm not social like that. 
 
Anyone that has services filipinos enough times will know this, or even if you're servicing a filipino at-home-nurse working for a family, you'll meet and service the whole fvcking family.
 
Hates it!

One wanted me to pretend to be his son, showed me pictures of his actual son too.
One wanted me to wear some windbreaker outfit and grind on him.
One really old wheelchair-bound man specifically told me on the phone twice that he didn't want anything erotic and whaddya know, I show up and all he wants is erotic, in his wheelchair.
One guy wanted me to shave his balls and penetrate him with the razor. Things got scary for a minute the next day when he threw away or misplaced the razor and he threatened me as if the one dollar disposable razor had sentimental value.
 
There were clients that wanted me to perform witchcraft with them.
Requesting that I eat dinner with their families afterwards or before is always the fvcking worst. I hate meeting the relatives or even the kids that are at home right there in the living room. If you service Filipino clients or maybe asian immigrant clients, I guarantee you will have this experience.
 
Strangest locations are a whole other story like going to an actual warehouse/makeshift apartment in the middle of the night where I really could have disappeared forever, or being requested to pretend to be a usc student and provide the service in the office. 
 
There's requests for giving wedgies and spanking, or kick and stomp on balls.
Requests to rim me or lick my feet aren't that strange but I find that they don't enjoy me because I'm not musky and smelly. Sorry, I shower 3 times a day or more, and don't wear shoes and socks.
Requests for prostate massages are always really gross to me because I have no idea who's asking for it and how clean they will be.

This doesn't fall under request but a few times I serviced a "celebrity real estate agent," as he markets himself, and they all do that now, but the last time I saw him, or one of the last times, he completely smelled like a corpse. I only remembered the smell of formaldehyde from the high school and college anatomy classes when I had to dissect an animal.
 
I didn't bother asking him about it. 
 
Sometime later through the grapevine I was told he was into "necro" and he and his friends had a connection for that at a mortuary. 

They'll have family at home and will invite me to eat with them, sometimes it was before the service and sometimes after.
 
Even if they lived in a back house, they'll invite me inside the main house to meet the fam and eat. 
Yeah it's free food but I'm not social like that. 
 
Anyone that has services filipinos enough times will know this, or even if you're servicing a filipino at-home-nurse working for a family, you'll meet and service the whole fvcking family.
 
Hates it!

"Straight" men have hired me, and I usually scope out a lot about them by looking them up before and afterwards, and they're not my favorite clients at all because they're so quiet and serious. 
I don't find that attractive at all. I don't care how nervous they are, at least try to make it seem like you like me, not like you're going to fight me or something.
 
I had an experience with a client a few years ago. He was very handsome and I let him take the lead, I was drunk and went along with it and things got very racy, and he told me afterwards that it was his first time doing anything like that with a male, and it wasn't his intention.
I usually would ask if the person is okay with this or that, and some clients will really talk to me and ask questions. 
It's odd that latino clients always want to talk on the phone for a long time and in person they always mention trauma from being m0lest3ed when they were younger, and that is a big thing with their demographic, statistically..
But anyway, I tell people I am not their shrink and it is cruel and unethical to bring up topics like that because they don't know me and how I would react to anything like that.
I don't find it hot playing with bi curious men, and I would recommend them counseling...especially to my client who's a known conversion therapist. No joke. 
 
I also am aware of the std rates among women these days like with hpv and I don't want to play with men that play with women, nor with bi couples.

This is why “queer” came into common usage. 

One wanted me to pretend to be his son, showed me pictures of his actual son too.
One wanted me to wear some windbreaker outfit and grind on him.
One really old wheelchair-bound man specifically told me on the phone twice that he didn't want anything erotic and whaddya know, I show up and all he wants is erotic, in his wheelchair.
One guy wanted me to shave his balls and penetrate him with the razor. Things got scary for a minute the next day when he threw away or misplaced the razor and he threatened me as if the one dollar disposable razor had sentimental value.
 
There were clients that wanted me to perform witchcraft with them.
Requesting that I eat dinner with their families afterwards or before is always the fvcking worst. I hate meeting the relatives or even the kids that are at home right there in the living room. If you service Filipino clients or maybe asian immigrant clients, I guarantee you will have this experience.
 
Strangest locations are a whole other story like going to an actual warehouse/makeshift apartment in the middle of the night where I really could have disappeared forever, or being requested to pretend to be a usc student and provide the service in the office. 
 
There's requests for giving wedgies and spanking, or kick and stomp on balls.
Requests to rim me or lick my feet aren't that strange but I find that they don't enjoy me because I'm not musky and smelly. Sorry, I shower 3 times a day or more, and don't wear shoes and socks.
Requests for prostate massages are always really gross to me because I have no idea who's asking for it and how clean they will be.