I'm back!!
But okay, maybe a weird question and perhaps repetitive. I wanted to be more specific...
According to what I usually read online anal sex supposedly feels like pooping in reverse (this is at least like many people describe it). But how the penis inside really feels like? Does it feel soft or hard? Is it hurtful if it's too hard? Softer is better? Length or girth? Warmth feels good?
The thing is that I've never bottomed and wish to. You can say I'm still not prepared mentally and neither physically (procrastination is something I need to work on). Dildos kinda feel weird in ocassions and thrusting them in and out to emulate sex feels like burning my hole. The sensation is still interesting but to be honest I'm always scared to do the whole act if you know what I mean. I just end up with the small-size dildo inside me for like an hour laid down on my back while I jerk off. Having something in my butt (plugs especially) really turns me on and makes me have stronger orgasms. But like I said, I've never tried the real thing and emulating the in and out act feels hurtful at times. It's likely that I need to stretch myself more? For the record I practice once every two weeks and sometimes only once every one or two months. A lot of people tell me dildos often hurt compared to flesh. I was just wondering. Thanks in advance.