Well, after a disappointing first experience a few weeks ago, I am ready to get back on the horse and try again. I've learned some valuable lessons, paramount among them the importance of communicating my needs and desires and not being too shy or afraid to speak up. I have gotten over the guilt of feeling like I'm cheating on my husband. After months of promising to be intimate, it hasn't happened. I have a sex drive that is off the charts, and he has none at all. He has pretty much acknowledged that he has a libido problem and has intimated that he's okay with me meeting this particular need elsewhere. And we aren't promised an unlimited amount of tomorrows, so at 44, I'm ready to lose my anal virginity. I want it to be with the right person, though. It needs to be with someone who enjoys passionate kissing and giving a BFE, someone who will be patient and gentle with a first-time bottom, and someone who can develop an intimate connection with me (or at least fake it so well I can't tell the difference).
My two top choices for my first-time experience - Mike Gaite and Tristan Baldwin - aren't coming to Columbus anytime in the near future. So I've narrowed down my choice to the following guys. Does anyone have any experience with them? I don't want to overthink this, but I also don't want to regret my first time having intercourse being with a guy I didn't feel a special connection with. All feedback is appreciated, guys.
https://rentmen.eu/CodyRyan
https://rentmen.eu/BradRockwell
https://rentmen.eu/LukeHarrington
https://rentmen.eu/NickEverett
https://rentmen.eu/LoganFoxx