50 miles from my home there was a porn shop with booths in back. As soon as I turned 18, I entered the store and visited those booths, where you could select from the mostly straight, but some gay movies. I'd tell myself, I'll watch 6 straight ones and only 1 gay one. My pants were around my legs and a swarm of hands reached underneath the door grasping at my legs. I was too scared to let any of them inside. If only I'd screwed my courage.