Merboy

SWEAT... Sweat turns me on like nothing else on Earth.... even a guy that ain't hot, if he's sweating like a pig then I want him.
There are quite a bit of sweaty runners in Boston in the summers... and thank God for them, they have made this summer at least somewhat bearable.  One such young man was running past me and I swear to God the sweat coming off of that back.  If the front of him looked as good as the back, I would have slid underneath that hunk in a heartbeat.

BC is very close to where I am right now.  BC boys are sexy, and I heard that hockey team??! whew.  It's a fantasy for many gay boys to hook up with the captain of the BC hockey team.  or the goalie.  or the Coach, if they're into older dudes.  hehe 😈

and what's great is that I think (not 100% sure about all of them) but i think they are gay which makes the fantasy really really possible, right? 😈

All I can say is good for you honey - you rock.  at 95 i want to be having sex with 23 year old men... ok, maybe a lil bit older by then.... so 25.
who knows? Maybe even America's Golden Girl Betty White (love her!) is probably kickin' it with a lot of man candy right now out there in Hollywood.

Oooh, did I do this thread?  I don't think I did.  How fun. 
I'll cap it off at nine, just like there are nine justices on the Supreme Court 🙂

Gregg Sulkin - a breathtaking young actor from White Frog.

Alexander Ludwig - from The Final Girls.  I bet his cum tastes amazing.

Brenton Thwaites from Maleficent ... a nice young hottie.

Jackson White (Katey Segal's son) from Mrs. Fletcher.  He plays a horny college boy and is hot as hell on that show.

Matt Bomer, God's gift to gay men... and gay himself, which is incredibly hot.

Robbie Amell (Stephen's younger bro) from The DUFF.  Dang, that guy can get it.

The gorgeous Derek Theler from Baby Daddy.  Not only is he funny, he's hottttttttt as fucking hell.  Also plays a hockey player so DROOL.

Chris Evans.  Anyone see that sexy scene from Not Another Teen Movie, one of his first roles?
and finally... Ricky the Rocket... razzie Best Actor winner Christopher Atkins.  But seriously, Razzie committee - we weren't watching that movie for the fucking plot.  We were watching it to see that gorgeous young stud play a male stripper ❤️

From the 90s alone, between the ages of 5 and 15...
The cutie pie from the Rescuers Down Under.  Cody.  He takes off his shirt in one scene.  I must have been about 6.  Good lord.

Then there was Devon Sawa, a typical 90s crush - from Casper and Now and Then.  A breathtaking vision.  God I loved that 90s hairstyle on guys - that swooshy way the hair went, curtained I think is the word.

But by the late 90s hormones were flying all over the fucking place and I was horny as shit.  The first time I ejaculated and saw this icky white goo explode all over the keyboard was Eddie Cibrian in "Living Out Loud".  O.M.G.  I was never the same after that.

But in 2000, I fell madly in love with Jesse Metcalfe, who played the dopey Miguel on the nutty soap opera Passions.  I watched it only to get a glimpse of that face and that bod.

I wanted nothing more as a 14 year old to feast on his magnificent pecs, just suck them all day and all night long.
I didn't really get into the porn until a few years later - first it was sexy scenes in mainstream stuff like Sex and the City, then it went to those softcore Cinemax movies (Jarod Carey, drool) and then it went to really hardcore porn by the first year of college and by the second year of college I had developed a horrible addiction to porn.  Wasted away, spent all night looking for hot guys to jerk off to, and then fell asleep right when class was starting.  I was a very naughty dude, and I really wanted my philosophy professor to punish me. 😈

Mine takes place in a football stadium.  And that's pretty much all I have to say for you to totally get where I'm headed with this...
Let's just say every single one of these fine male specimens fucks the shit out of me... on the 50 yard line, and then we all hit the showers with the Coach oh yea, then i'd be scoring them touchdowns fo sho.  😈
 
dang.  i really wish this picture was much bigger and in Ultra HD 🙂 

Well, here's hoping you make it to 95 😂👍

Oooh, did I do this thread?  I don't think I did.  How fun. 
I'll cap it off at nine, just like there are nine justices on the Supreme Court 🙂

Gregg Sulkin - a breathtaking young actor from White Frog.

Alexander Ludwig - from The Final Girls.  I bet his cum tastes amazing.

Brenton Thwaites from Maleficent ... a nice young hottie.

Jackson White (Katey Segal's son) from Mrs. Fletcher.  He plays a horny college boy and is hot as hell on that show.

Matt Bomer, God's gift to gay men... and gay himself, which is incredibly hot.

Robbie Amell (Stephen's younger bro) from The DUFF.  Dang, that guy can get it.

The gorgeous Derek Theler from Baby Daddy.  Not only is he funny, he's hottttttttt as fucking hell.  Also plays a hockey player so DROOL.

Chris Evans.  Anyone see that sexy scene from Not Another Teen Movie, one of his first roles?
and finally... Ricky the Rocket... razzie Best Actor winner Christopher Atkins.  But seriously, Razzie committee - we weren't watching that movie for the fucking plot.  We were watching it to see that gorgeous young stud play a male stripper ❤️

All I can say is good for you honey - you rock.  at 95 i want to be having sex with 23 year old men... ok, maybe a lil bit older by then.... so 25.
who knows? Maybe even America's Golden Girl Betty White (love her!) is probably kickin' it with a lot of man candy right now out there in Hollywood.

OMG @Merboy you just helped me visualize my fantasy!!!!! Yes! One by one they can all take their turn on me!
 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

Never have I ever been on a single date or been in a single relationship or ever enjoyed a meaningful sexual experience...and I'll be 36 real soon.

Saw this and had to post.  Dayum that dude on the far right.  Good lord he is hot.  Is he a top?!?
Which one is your favorite? 🏳️‍🌈

Oooh, did I do this thread?  I don't think I did.  How fun. 
I'll cap it off at nine, just like there are nine justices on the Supreme Court 🙂

Gregg Sulkin - a breathtaking young actor from White Frog.

Alexander Ludwig - from The Final Girls.  I bet his cum tastes amazing.

Brenton Thwaites from Maleficent ... a nice young hottie.

Jackson White (Katey Segal's son) from Mrs. Fletcher.  He plays a horny college boy and is hot as hell on that show.

Matt Bomer, God's gift to gay men... and gay himself, which is incredibly hot.

Robbie Amell (Stephen's younger bro) from The DUFF.  Dang, that guy can get it.

The gorgeous Derek Theler from Baby Daddy.  Not only is he funny, he's hottttttttt as fucking hell.  Also plays a hockey player so DROOL.

Chris Evans.  Anyone see that sexy scene from Not Another Teen Movie, one of his first roles?
and finally... Ricky the Rocket... razzie Best Actor winner Christopher Atkins.  But seriously, Razzie committee - we weren't watching that movie for the fucking plot.  We were watching it to see that gorgeous young stud play a male stripper ❤️

Oooh, did I do this thread?  I don't think I did.  How fun. 
I'll cap it off at nine, just like there are nine justices on the Supreme Court 🙂

Gregg Sulkin - a breathtaking young actor from White Frog.

Alexander Ludwig - from The Final Girls.  I bet his cum tastes amazing.

Brenton Thwaites from Maleficent ... a nice young hottie.

Jackson White (Katey Segal's son) from Mrs. Fletcher.  He plays a horny college boy and is hot as hell on that show.

Matt Bomer, God's gift to gay men... and gay himself, which is incredibly hot.

Robbie Amell (Stephen's younger bro) from The DUFF.  Dang, that guy can get it.

The gorgeous Derek Theler from Baby Daddy.  Not only is he funny, he's hottttttttt as fucking hell.  Also plays a hockey player so DROOL.

Chris Evans.  Anyone see that sexy scene from Not Another Teen Movie, one of his first roles?
and finally... Ricky the Rocket... razzie Best Actor winner Christopher Atkins.  But seriously, Razzie committee - we weren't watching that movie for the fucking plot.  We were watching it to see that gorgeous young stud play a male stripper ❤️

Oooh, did I do this thread?  I don't think I did.  How fun. 
I'll cap it off at nine, just like there are nine justices on the Supreme Court 🙂

Gregg Sulkin - a breathtaking young actor from White Frog.

Alexander Ludwig - from The Final Girls.  I bet his cum tastes amazing.

Brenton Thwaites from Maleficent ... a nice young hottie.

Jackson White (Katey Segal's son) from Mrs. Fletcher.  He plays a horny college boy and is hot as hell on that show.

Matt Bomer, God's gift to gay men... and gay himself, which is incredibly hot.

Robbie Amell (Stephen's younger bro) from The DUFF.  Dang, that guy can get it.

The gorgeous Derek Theler from Baby Daddy.  Not only is he funny, he's hottttttttt as fucking hell.  Also plays a hockey player so DROOL.

Chris Evans.  Anyone see that sexy scene from Not Another Teen Movie, one of his first roles?
and finally... Ricky the Rocket... razzie Best Actor winner Christopher Atkins.  But seriously, Razzie committee - we weren't watching that movie for the fucking plot.  We were watching it to see that gorgeous young stud play a male stripper ❤️

Oooh, did I do this thread?  I don't think I did.  How fun. 
I'll cap it off at nine, just like there are nine justices on the Supreme Court 🙂

Gregg Sulkin - a breathtaking young actor from White Frog.

Alexander Ludwig - from The Final Girls.  I bet his cum tastes amazing.

Brenton Thwaites from Maleficent ... a nice young hottie.

Jackson White (Katey Segal's son) from Mrs. Fletcher.  He plays a horny college boy and is hot as hell on that show.

Matt Bomer, God's gift to gay men... and gay himself, which is incredibly hot.

Robbie Amell (Stephen's younger bro) from The DUFF.  Dang, that guy can get it.

The gorgeous Derek Theler from Baby Daddy.  Not only is he funny, he's hottttttttt as fucking hell.  Also plays a hockey player so DROOL.

Chris Evans.  Anyone see that sexy scene from Not Another Teen Movie, one of his first roles?
and finally... Ricky the Rocket... razzie Best Actor winner Christopher Atkins.  But seriously, Razzie committee - we weren't watching that movie for the fucking plot.  We were watching it to see that gorgeous young stud play a male stripper ❤️

Never have I ever been on a single date or been in a single relationship or ever enjoyed a meaningful sexual experience...and I'll be 36 real soon.

Umm it's really easy to see why, cougar 🙂  The guy was young, hot as hell, and exuded a cool, sexy California surfer boy vibe.  That hair.  Those eyes.  That chest.  If you were a teenage boy in the early 1980s who was struggling with coming out to accept themselves, Christopher Atkins was probably the prototype of all things forbidden and horny and incredible... major jerk-off material I imagine.

Umm it's really easy to see why, cougar 🙂  The guy was young, hot as hell, and exuded a cool, sexy California surfer boy vibe.  That hair.  Those eyes.  That chest.  If you were a teenage boy in the early 1980s who was struggling with coming out to accept themselves, Christopher Atkins was probably the prototype of all things forbidden and horny and incredible... major jerk-off material I imagine.

Thank you so much honey.  Yes, he did come.  We had a very lovely meal.  He's a dear friend of mine who is gay and has been living with HIV for a very long time.  Club Cafe is great - very nice place, lots of young people coming out tonight (it was the first cool day and night in weeks) and the line was very long when we left.  We did check out the club in the back but it was mostly a very young crowd in little groups of friends.  I had a ginger ale and he had a Diet Coke.  Both of us don't drink.  I hope the young boys there feel free and liberated and enjoy their youth.  I'm sure most of them will be back on Grindr soon.  Sadly, gay bars and gay clubs aren't offering that access to make friends there.  In my experience, I don't make friends unless it's a place I work at or go to school at.  There has to be a shared experience really and bars and clubs are just places to hang out with friends you already brought with you.
I've struggled with my gender for years.  I'll be 36.  I am not young anymore and I was a very ugly young man - Italian, huge nose, ugly side profile, just really unattractive and undesirable, which explains why I had to resort in my late 20s to hiring escorts because I wasn't getting anyone unless I paid them to.  There was only one experience on the night of my 23rd birthday when I met pretty much exactly the type of guy I liked (muscular, hunky, gorgeous, masculine) but that was extremely unfulfilling.  He did kiss me, the very first time anyone ever had, but it was over before it even started.  The entire experience lasted maybe one minute at the most and it was also humiliating because this guy, who was older than me, told me to kiss another dude in the hot tub that I didn't even know.  He was an asshole and later admitted "it wasn't my finest moment".  Well, for me it was my first time, so it sucked.
I've met a few guys here and there in the mental health system in Boston - the closest was a lovely boy from Kazakhstan who played the piano so beautifully and we sang showtunes together once walking in the street.  I felt a very strong connection to him.  I kissed him, and even got us a hotel once, and I got to kiss him some more, and it was great really, but he had no interest in me, and I told him I liked him and he said he didn't feel the same way.
My youth and the early part of getting and growing older (up to age 36) has been dominated by extreme loneliness, social isolation, severe depression, suicide attempts, hospitalizations, mental illness, autism, PTSD, sexual repression, and just an endless series of tragedies, heartbreaks, devastation, self-loathing, and nervous breakdowns.  It's been, quite honestly, a miserable, tortured life, and I'm ready for big changes.  I don't want to live another 35 years in this kind of hell.  I want so desperately for the next 35 years, if I do get to live to be 70, to be full of good, happy memories, not rage and bitterness.
Thank you for being so kind, all of you - you have really been there for me.

I’m on here.  That pretty much says everything.  Some handsome dudes in here but everyone’s with someone else or in a group.  Everyone is having a nice time except me.  I’m waiting for a friend who’s stuck on shitty public transit and it’s raining out.   Boston blows.
 
ive been in this city for 8 years and haven’t gotten anywhere with any guy here.  Had more luck in Pennsylvania.  Seriously.  Boston is snob city.  Can’t wait to make more money so I can leave it for good.
 
Club Cafe as an establishment is really nice tho.  It’s Boston’s only gay bar.  In a city of hundreds of thousands of hunky young men, it’s the only gay bar.  Of course, a very girly, aging queer like me is not what anyone wants, which is why I am coming out on this forum as the real me in this post.
 
I am not gay.  I am trans.  And I want a sex change one day.  And as a woman I have no interest in bars or hookups or sex or porn.  All I want is to be me and all of me, no matter how much work I have to put in to make that happen.  I will one day be everything I ever dreamed of.  I believe in myself.  I really do.
 
wishing you all a very happy night
sincerely, Boston’s loneliest person

Never have I ever been on a single date or been in a single relationship or ever enjoyed a meaningful sexual experience...and I'll be 36 real soon.

Umm it's really easy to see why, cougar 🙂  The guy was young, hot as hell, and exuded a cool, sexy California surfer boy vibe.  That hair.  Those eyes.  That chest.  If you were a teenage boy in the early 1980s who was struggling with coming out to accept themselves, Christopher Atkins was probably the prototype of all things forbidden and horny and incredible... major jerk-off material I imagine.

Did you happen to live in New York City as a teenage boy with your family?  Was he French by any chance?
Also, I think two boys kissing is one of the most arousing mental images there can be.  Even more so than the fucking or the sucking. 
Men kissing is beautiful, Just incredibly beautiful.