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I bet you heard that from JS Bach, R Wagner, or G Mahler. 😁

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Last month, @poolboy48220 mentioned Mindhunter in a thread about shows worth binge watching on Netflix. I missed his suggestion at the time, but the show was subsequently recommended to me by a friend.
 
I don't see a separate thread on it, so this is to call more attention to it now that I've seen the entire 10-episode first season and can give it a thumbs-up.
 
Mindhunter is set in 1977 – the early days of the FBI beginning to use criminal psychology and develop methods of criminal profiling. The main characters are two FBI agents played by Jonathan Groff and Holt McCallany.

That’s nice then. When I hired, I tried to stay away from g4pay guys as much as possible. In general I think I succeeded, unless they were the greatest actors ever. I know some people will say well it’s not like the gay escorts were actually attracted to you either. Still there’s a difference even if I can’t explain it. To some it doesn’t matter. But it did to me.
 
Gman

You've gotten some great advice on this thread and for the most part, I agree. Here's my two cents:
 
Go ahead and hire even if you suspect you're not in a good place emotionally. If you wait until you're 100% happy and life is great, you may never get there. You'll miss out on some great experiences.
 
You can't control how you feel, but you can learn to accept how you feel. If you develop an emotional attachment to an escort, well... it is what it is. You haven't done anything wrong. You're human. The first time it happened to me I kicked myself for feeling hurt and disappointed when it ended. Now I don't care so much. It's like when you stub your toe. It hurts for a while, but even as it hurts, you know it will pass. I'm not going to spend my life wearing steel-toe boots just because I might stub my toe again.

It's not that you shouldn't get attached. It's that you need better judgement as to who to get attached to.
 
When you keep lobbing a tennis ball to a partner who doesn't return the serve, that says everything. You're chasing him, but clearly he's not returning the favor. If I were in your shoes, I'd stop communicating entirely and see what he does: That will tell you everything you need to know.
 
I get wanting that special connection. We're human and unless you're a completely damaged person, we're wired to want to find a common ground and mate. As others have already suggested, don't let this keep you from moving forward.

God damn you fuckers are a smart (and compassionate) group.
 
Not much to add, other than realize that getting attached is not all bad.
It proves you’re still human, that’s all. Even the most ardent among us
occasionally breaks the rules we’re so passionate about.
 
Yes, we usually get hurt and kick ourselves in the end, but I’d be lying if
I didn’t tell you some of the most glorious days of my life...have been
because I allowed my guard to drop and to be open. Of course, that’s
also true of some of my darkest days....unfortunately you can’t have
one...without the other.
 
Stay strong...and don’t let the saddle get too cold and hard before you
jump back on....adventure awaits!

That’s too bad. He can be a bit reserved, but I count him in my top 10 experiences.
 
A quick story... This was years ago. I had been visiting Los Angeles. I had always wanted to meet him. But he had retired for a bit. The day I was leaving I saw he was in LA and advertising. I believe he was staying in Beverly Hills, but I’m not familiar with the LA area so it might have been somewhere else.
 
I decided that it was worth the possibility of missing my plane to see him. I called him up, and he was available. He gave me his directions, and I drove to see him. Once I got there, I was really nervous-not about meeting him but about missing my plane. He was very nice throughout it all. When he were finished meeting, I tried to pay him more than we had agreed upon because I had been so nervous throughout the meeting. He refused to take the extra.
 
Gman

You might want to be VERY careful where you put that ax, young man! Looks mighty dangerous to me:eek::eek:
 
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So here are some tricks that I have developed for bottoming and if your feint of heart stop reading now.
 
1. Three serving sizes of metamucil before bed will keep your clean outs down to 15 minutes or less.
 
2. Don't use too much water or you may dislodge something. Less is more.
 
3. Using a toy to clean out is VERY helpful. I thickly coat mine with J lube in the shower and insert all 16 inches of it. Ride it for a few minutes and if its clean your probably good to go.
 
4. After I am done cleaning out I use Hebicleanse which is fantastic for getting rid of any unpleasant smells.
 
5. If your not bottoming on a regular basis and you want some extra insurance take two imodium an hour before you clean out.
 
6. If you don't know how to clean out ask your escort or if you need to use their facilities do so. Any escort worth their weight should have a shower shot in their apartment if not for their clients than themselves.
 
Folks bottoming is WORK. You have to put the effort in or your playdate may go very badly. Find out what YOU can eat that digests well and eat that one day before your play date. If you have greasy food the day before your shooting yourself in the foot. If you are not willing to put the work into clean out please spare conventional escorts an find one that flags brown so fun can be had for all parties.
 
A friend of mine said, "when you play with pigs sometimes you get a little muddy". Shit happens but YOU can do your part as a bottom to make sure that doesn't happen. If anyone has any questions please PM
 
Chris

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