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It is terrible that you are being made to feel this way. Please do not give in or give up. It's possible that you just happen upon environments that are racially intolerant, and (a bit of lay psychology) is it also possible that your sensitivity is perceiving too many movements away from you as rejections? I know from the experience I had when I first entered gay bars. I discovered that I was unconsciously repelling because of my tense and nervous appearance. After a time I realized that the world was not watching my every move and became more relaxed and inviting. Soon after, happy hours became really happy.

I'm not far behind.

It was located on Eighth Avenue at about 50th Street. It was not a leather bar. Very casual mixed bag.

Loved the Ninth Circle. I will probably be going there for real eventually.

So much of exactly what I like. http://78.media.tumblr.com/ee0303aee970c1d75cfd22a831c23360/tumblr_ox9ir5oEY81vlt1r0o1_500.jpg

Anyone here old enough to remember the Haymarket on Eighth Avenue in NYC? It was not to be missed.

http://78.media.tumblr.com/e0158909c6a0d17f34304c51ed0868b7/tumblr_oug85hGIcf1v99vdpo1_500.jpg OMG! I'm a dirty old man, and getting dirtier.

I believe I could have been a good grandfather, but I never wanted the frontline responsibilities.

Jackpot! http://www.sherv.net/cm/emoticons/hand-gestures/love-heart-hand-smiley-emoticon.gif

Ah, yes, Kai, the visual in the South Korean pop group EXO-K. For about a month after I first saw Kai I thought I might masturbate to death.

http://www.sherv.net/cm/emoticons/flirt/hubba-hubba-smiley-emoticon.gif

No. I learned it from neighborhood boys the "hard" way.

https://rentmasseur.com/Frenchmassage

"Bones! Not nuts, bones! We've been over this."

The Rachel Maddow program featured the northern California fires last night. I was frozen in disbelief by the sights of the mass destruction. And the speed of the destruction is demonic-like.

I still proclaim Voyager the most entertaining and engaging Star Trek, thanks to Kate Mulgrew's dazzling Capt. Janeway.

Being an older person who has been crapped on by inconsiderate people most of my life, I have to recuse myself because for my remaining days I've pledged to myself "no more." For the wedding: "Your demands and restrictions for the wedding party are beyond my perception of reasonable. I, therefore, respectfully decline my bridesmaid participation." For the husband/daughter: "This is something that will have to be resolved between and by the two of you in your meeting. I will not be attending."

Very nice indeed:

Praise for different strokes. It's the present version that does it for me. http://www.getbig.com/boards/index.php?action=dlattach;topic=396649.0;attach=433335;image

Charisma is an amazing entity. This gentleman, for me, is a bit too young, a bit too lean, and I've never liked the look of latex/rubber attire, but through it all he projects the "it" factor. If I ever had the opportunity, I certainly would.

I'm thinking this man's appendage could produce a hernia from him just rising from a chair. https://68.media.tumblr.com/62af256ce07583b944834515cf40da6d/tumblr_oep6oyRo581tdsni3o3_250.gif

Me too.

"Barely legal"

Mine fell on its sword in the 2008 recession. My 401k became my .401k.