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What is that they say about gift horses?

One of my favorite lines ever from a movie: "You MUST have a bag. It is a KNOWN FACT that a lady ALWAYS carries a bag."

You got exactly the rate you wanted with exactly the man you wanted. Now, you're looking for some sort of guarantee that the experience will be perfect. The client-escort relationship is asymetrical. To you he's special. To him, you're a client. Some clients are better than others, but they're all clients.

It sounds like you can't take "yes" for an answer

If you just want to hire him to run your hands over his muscles and his hairy chest, I think you'd enjoy it. He's a really bright guy - I was thinking he would be great on a lunch date- an hour of nice conversation sitting across the table from a remarkably sexy man.

However you want him to be. I have always wondered just what guys mean when they advertise that they are dominant tops. He also does. I asked him what he meant by "dominant top." And he explained that it was primarily verbal - lot's of aggressive dirty talk, plus very assertive physically - kind of using you, demeaning you. I said "let's do that, I think I can handle it." He's Latin and he has an almost undetectable accent. When he goes dominant top he cuts loose and really plays up his accent. I felt like I had accidentally strayed into the wrong part of town and that he was going to get a piece of me before he let me go. I liked it a lot. He also says in his ad that he can be affectionate and romantic if that's what you want. I can imagine him as a passionate Latin lover treating you as though you're the only man in the world.

That luxuriant chest hair-I certainly get it

It was a while ago that I spent time with him. From his current pics, it looks he's put on even more muscle.

My niece communes with the dead. She is a fairly well known Internet psychic- has a great apartment in Beacon Hill, travels the world, drives a great car.

He's a great guy.

but verify

No you're not my type either. I would only be asking you over for coffee.

There's a hormone, vasopressin, that controls how much you pee. Your level might be off. You should definitely see the doc.

That's so nasty-nice. I'm guessing if I asked you over, you wouldn't come, knowing what you know.

Silly - you empty it every morning.

I pee a lot at night, but it's because I drink 3 - 4 liters of water every day. It's only a few steps to the bathroom, but I minimize the disruption by keeping a pee jar beside the bed.

Of course, I know that. Maybe it's just me, but even though I am placing myself in a top's hands, I want to be reasonably sure that I'm going to live through it.

It astonished me how much Italians eat at lunch- multiple courses- and they're not fat.

It's a very common practice for a cardiologist to use carotid pressure to modulate a patient's heart rhythm. I think I will leave it to the experts.

Unfortunately, there is a point of no return, beyond which you are in the top's hands, or the paramedic's.

Not long ago, a very sexy escort, a real sexual athlete, put his hand to my throat. For a split second, I was tempted but my instinct for self preservation took over and I said to him "no breath play."

I don't doubt that it's an extremely erotic experience, but the practice carries a very high risk of potentially fatal arrhythmia. And I even recognize that a top's skill level may mitigate the risk. The problem is that I'm not aware of any certification programs that guarantee that a top has the skill level necessary to keep a bottom out of ventricular tachycardia. So, unless the bottom knows his top pretty well, he's taking his life in his hands doing breath play.

A fatal arrhythmia is a more likely possibility.

Many years ago, I had a FB and we did a lot of wrestling and gut-punching. I really enjoyed it. I've never done it since though.

Fear of intimacy.