This is such a fantasy of mine as well. A while back I had an independent guy who came to my house about once a month for an amazing therapeutic massage. He got to know my spots so well that he could really turn me into jello in an hour, but it was always 100% above-board. I'm a leaker when I even get semi-hard and I'm pretty sure I put a wet spot in his drape every time! He never even mentioned it and I was too chickenshit to push my agenda. He was so comfortable with me that one time he got oil on his khakis at my place and we were standing side-by-side at the sink in our underwear trying get him cleaned up for his next appointment which was some public event or something. Such a nice guy, I really miss him.