I need oral sex!! For me, a fuck is not finished until somebody swallows, (preferably me) so all things "cum" are really critical to my full enjoyment of sex. (I really love CUM) I was too shy to ask a provider or lover to cum in my mouth for many years fearing he would judge me. When I did ask a few times, I did not get much encouragement so i just did without the taste, consistency and satisfaction that is basic to me getting off. (I really love CUM). Now I specify that I expect his cum in my mouth at first contact, and if he says no, which still happens, i try some where else.