Hello Everyone,
Y'all have no idea how many times have I tried to create this topic then erased it.
Almost 3 weeks ago I lost my mother to brain hemorrhage. I just turned 28. I lost my father when I was 6.
I never came out to anyone. Never even had the plan to come out to anyone. I was always scared of the idea to be alone but I always thought my mom is gonna be with me but now she is gone I have this void in my life and my I am so heartbroken i can't even explain in words. I do have elder siblings.
But the harsh truth is if I never come out I am never gonna marry, never gonna have children. I am scared i will be lonely.
A little bit of my background: I come from Pakistani Muslim American family. I am a mixture of both introvert and extrovert. So there times where I enjoy my alone moments.
This forum has always given me valuable advice. Would love to hear from y'all.