And that’s the thing. I have lost interest probably because of the politics in the office. Otherwise I’m still their most productive staff, the reliable one, the everything one could ask for from an employee.
I guess I should’ve mentioned that I have stepped away once. I gave my resignation letter sometime last year to my manager, my director, amd HR. My director campaigned hard for me to stay. I told him that I needed a break and approved my leave. I went to Europe for 3 weeks. It was still my decision whether or not I’d actually return. I was hoping things would be different. It really hasn’t. It was sort of ok for a week or two then it started again. I’m atthis point mentally checked out. I just do the routine of doing my work day in, day out.