I’m not sure this is appropriate for this gathering but here goes. I have this excitement when it comes to digital prostate exams. I should add that I once saw a doctor (great guy) and never had any worries about eroticism. It wasn’t there. But twice. Some time ago and and yesterday, I went to the doctor with arousal in mind. But yesterday, there was cause for real concern. In that regard the visit was legitimate, but I anticipated the event. I didn’t lie about the facts, but actually doubted there was any serious problem. Again though, the reason was legit. Erring on the side of caution. So I went, three guys there, handsome, two interns and the primary physician. This was for ethical reasons, to guarantee the examination was on the up and up, from their side. These guys were congenial and kind. Dropped my shorts and he slipped in his finger and checked my prostate. No boner, but definitely half mast. When I got home I jerked off. Is this repugnant and seriously, immoral? I mean I'm not ashamed of being aroused, but acting on it when I got home? Is this egregious? I don't want to act in any way that’s devious and disgusting. Honestly I don't. Like I’m perving to get digital exams. Am I making sense? Need clarity here.