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I had been happily married and then widowed. My wife's passing left me shaken and after a year or slightly more I tried to date only to find no joy in interacting with women. At work one day, a sexy young man came in, tight pants and a well fitted shirt with a muscular body. I found myself thinking, I could fuck that guy. With that realization, at age 48, I began to consider whether sex with men would be an option for me. I went to various M4M chat rooms on AOL and eventually was told about this site, though I had seen others. When I came to the forum, it was not really a warm welcome. I asked not only newbie questions about escorts, but newbie questions about gay sex, But I did eventually hire my first male escort from here on a trip to San Francisco. After a hot night with our very own Steven Kesslar, I came back to write a review and stayed for entertainment. Steven was not the first escort I hired, I do not recall how I met the first two, one of whom I still contact and the other, sadly has passed on. Steven Kesslar was a great hire for a newbie and was the first man I had the privilege of knowing in every sense. He was great enough hat he and this site have had a major impact on how my life has progressed since then.

You know Daddy would be very mad at you right now for breaking the rules about making and other than English language post. My feeling is that he may have forgiven you just this once.

For the last several weeks I have come to this site expecting this news and was then relieved when it was not here. I was just heading to bed and decided I would check again, just to be sure. Unfortunately, this time, my expectation was met I hope that in his life, he had a sense of the important role he played in the life of many of the men of this site. I had the opportunity to meet him at the Palm Springs Party and found him to be a caring man but to me, he was more than a bit sad. It my sincere hope that he found joy in his life, satisfaction in his work and companionship in times of need. I also hope that in his passing he will be remembered as a hard working and dedicated individual who held this site together and who, as a result of that, held us together. It seems that we will all soon need to move on with our lives without the comfort and joy this site brings. When we miss this site, we should also take time to consider and thank the man who worked so diligently to bring it to us.

Oh I quoted him in the chart in case this situation does go further. I agree it was a total horror show. I have spoken to the Chief of Medicine and have asked that the ER portion of the care be reviewed. As for myself, by the time I collected the information I called for them to cancel the case but the patient was already in the OR. Ultimately I was supervising the residents and I could have stopped delayed the case until I had all the data so I am not blameless in this matter. I think there is a whole lot of blame to go around. It started with a deceptive patient but it definitely was not the finest moment of anyone involved.

. Time to get rid of those pills. Potency issues after fourteen years.

To reiterate, I found these things disheartening. I did not take the first remarks as anything other than the very toxic words of a manipulator. But the kind of mind that comes yp with that is disheartening and the ease with which he said it made me think that he has said these words of some version of them Ito others. . The second was definitely not a jesting remark. I had only one floor ride with him and if the first event had not just happened I probably just would have chalked it up to his being an ass. As it was, I was just further disheartened by world in which we live. Disheartened, not offended, but definitely saddened. I went and got an ice cream and sublimated. Almond Crunch Pop. it was delicious.

Let me just say that it fortunate that I did not need a CT scan for a stroke based on how this case was handled. Admitted to my service when I was not on call. ER relied on a CT report on a cell phone...well there was plenty of other nonsense all compounded by his lack of cooperation to have testing done and the ER's admitting the patient with terrible information likely because he was abusive and they did not want him in the crowded ER yelling. A very experienced urologist agreed to do a cystoscopy and did it while the pieces of his story were being torn apart. When he had the cystoscopy and was told no stone no pain med is when he went on his worse of numerous tirades. He was no a kid, he was over 40. This may have been the most obvious drug seeking attempt I have seen in a long time and everyone just was bullied or turned a blind eye. This is not the usual level of care at this facility but it was one of the worst handled cases I have encountered.

I did not care what they said, but the tone and vitriol was disturbing and bothersome and as the question asks, disheartening. . The words themselves were rude and in the first case, would have been incomprehensible for me to imagine anyone saying. it is bothersome because as we go about our lives, we are faced with people who are so desperate and so thoughtless as to say these things. That one would not be disheartened by these statements suggests that perhaps we have become inured to the outrageousness of these kind of indignities. I have heard worse and had worse directed at me, shrugging it off to an acceptance that this is just the world we live in is a sad commentary on how far we have fallen.

I had a patient who became very angry that he was caught in a number of lies in trying to extract opiates. When I went to see him in the hospital this morning revealing that the tests confirmed that he did not have a kidney stone and so he would not be getting more pain medication and that he would be discharged from the hospital, he shouted at me: "hope all your kids get cancer and die in front of you, you fat sack of shit...I hope all your kids get cancer and die in your arms" Leaving there to go see another patient, an nondescript young man was running for the elevator and I pushed the button to hold the door for him. His reply was "Thanks Gramps I did not think you could move that fast."

On or off, I am one of those guys who has my eyes closed for much of the session. I get the picture in my mind and go from there. Lights on, eyes closed. I have to concentrate to keep them open and for some guys, it is worth the effort.

I did not read all the way through. Did anyone mention Starlight Express?

As I care for mostly indigent patients many of who are separated from their families, I have had to deal with conservators being appointed. In New Jersey it can take months to get someone appointed and Unicorn is correct in that in almost every case, there was a full court press to do everything, even when medical advice was to the contrary. In none of the cases with which I have been involved, did the patient improve as a result of extraordinary care. In one case, a distant family member who was found by the conservator, was living in another country and agreed to make arrangements for ongoing care there. The hospital rented a private medical evacuation plane to fly the patient and a staff of caretakers to the other country and care for him until he reached the other facility. As the patient was in a persistent vegetative state and he was only 24 years old, the cost, though exorbitant, was ultimately less expensive than caring for the patient for what might have been decades.

I for one am glad this thread was resurrected as I had an earlier post. That post from nearly 4 years ago speaks to me now as in the last 8 months I have had two dogs pass and now have two which are pretty ill. That post of mine reminded me that there is healing after the pain of loss. There are no coincidences, the individual pieces fit together and only once they are all together is the big picture seen.

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If you watch movies from the forties and fifties it is no unusual to have a background street scene in which there is a newspaper salesman yelling from a risk to get the papers. Sometimes, if it pertains to the story, you will see a newspaper close up, spinning into view and then allowing the barring headline to be read. I started reading my local newspapers, The Long Island Press, The NY Daily News and the New York Post when I was about 8 or nine years old. The Kitty Genovese story was particularly compelling. The involved a young woman being murdered and dozens of people hearing her cries for help and yet none called the police or tried to intervene. I eventually switched to the NYTimes for news but stayed with the others for sports. entertainment and such. I was having the NYT weekends (FSS) delivered to my home and then with the pandemic, the service became erratic, and I stopped my subscription. So my question is, Are there on the forum any avid newspaper readers who actually get a newspaper? For those newspaper readers out there, at what age did you start reading the newspaper? Just as an aside, at about 17 I taught my dog to fetch the newspaper from the lawn, where the delivery person always seemed to toss it. kismet was a great dog and she seemed anxious to do it. She always came right back with the paper and never chewed it up. I have not trusted any of my other dogs to go out without me and return despite this track record.

Redent studies show no benefit with Vitamin D in Cvid. After an initial Cvid test is positive it may stay positive for many months. CDC does not suggest a repeat for 3 months. Daddy is diabetic and was found lying on the floor, there is a lot more going on than just Cvid even if he has that. Hope is all we have left when there is nothing else to hang onto. I will be hoping for a dramatic recovery for him.

Oliver you have been working out during this pandemic. I do not recall your having those abs before;

I am not a native Spanish speaker but I think in this ad he is saying he is tender, but I am not sure why he would contrast that with being educated so there may be another meaning. Can also mean delicate, but that does not work here real well either. Certainly the meaning of morbid as in English could be the case but that does not contact to educated either. Though I may have a morbid curiosity about what means, it is not strong enough to have me hire him to find out.

I am confused. Do you not expect them to be young, hot or tops or all three? As for muscle bottoms, talk with anyone who has been with the recently retired Rick Hammersmith. Muscles galore. Great personality and loved to bottom all day long.

Not actually into it but I alternated hot and cold running water from a bathtub faucet directly onto my erect cock. . The feeling was exhilarating but not enough to get me off, so I used my soapy hand to finish it.

wo knew they had such scenic mountains in ND

Lucky for us.

If I thought I were having dinner with a dead person, I would take an ambulance to the psych ER. If I were having dinner with my choice of living people, I would take a limo and pick them up on the way.

That is good to know. Perhaps I will suggest that to some of my patients. I have been relying on patients to make their own contact but this sounds better though doing both is probably better yet

I want to commend Cooper for his diligence in tracking down Daddy and making sure he was alright. Someone lying on the floor for hours can develop kidney failure and it may turn into quite an serious issue. I believe Cooper may have saved Daddy's life. I think we should all have someone who speaks to us each day and knows how to reach us , especially someone like Daddy with diabetes. So if there are any others out there who can go days without speaking to anyone, please make a contact and protect yourself. There may not be a Cooper in your life that will come looking for you if you do not prepare ahead of time.