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When my wife was alive, we tried to have children. Soon after we started, she was diagnosed with cancer. After an initial remission, we were given the go ahead from her doctor to try again. Unfortunately, the radiation and chemotherapy had put her into a very early menopause. After consulting many specialists, we found one who was able to reverse her menopause. However through all the injections and other hormones, she did not produce enough viable eggs for harvesting and then the cancer returned. After her death, I thought that it was lucky that we had not been able to have children, as it seemed to me a man alone, in his late 40's would have been stretched to the limit to raise a child alone. I have been comfortable in that thought, but in reading of you and your sons, I think that perhaps I could have done it. Well the road not taken is always an unknown and there is no point of what ifs. Though as a result, I have given a great deal of thought to the sacrifices I would have had to have made in order to be a single parent. I do not know if I would have had the energy, dedication and emotional strength to do such an all consuming job. I commend you for doing that very difficult job with great success. While you will never stop being father to your sons, you also have an obligation to live your most satisfying life. I wish you as great a success being a single gay man in his forties as you had being a single father of three sons. I have no doubts that will be the case.

Skye Woods was an interesting hire. When I hired him he was very muscular and large. He said he was straight, but he bottomed with relish and enjoyed all aspects of sex. The next time I saw him, he had gained quite a bit of weight, was into wearing panties and fishnet stockings and seemed to just want to to get fucked as much as he could. I went to hire him one more time and he had found a sugar daddy but a few weeks later he was advertising again. This was several years ago and I have not contacted him since.

Congratulations to your sons on their academic success and their love for each other and you. I expect that it will be a major transition for you and that it will be a difficult one. I hope you have some good friends or relatives to help fill the void that will be created with their absence. Depending on where you live and you expectations regarding being more open about your sexuality, it may be a great time to get involved with some gay organizations in your area. There are gay basketball and softball leagues which may be a way of meeting people in a non-sexually charged environment. But for now, enjoy the time you have left with the boys. They are still boys, smart, athletic and mature boys, but boys just the sam, but they will be men the first time they return on a college break. Of course, men need their Dads as much as boys do, because that never changes.

As I said previously, I have not seen him in quite awhile, but those pictures resemble the old him enough for me to state that they are indeed him. Only one that is a surprise is the veiny forearms. He definitely has been working on the body, but some things like the shape of the pecs and nips are definitely his,

I have no difficulty with Shkreli being stopped from speaking. To my mind, there is nothing redeeming about his handling of drug pricing and I would afford him no courtesy. . As to the Breitbart commentator, Milo Yiannopoulos, I believe he should have been allowed to speak and then questioned firmly about his organization. This is still a free country and differences of opinion should be given the opportunity to be heard and then thoroughly questioned. I am sure he came to speak with the expectation that he would be speaking to a mostly hostile audience. Stopping him from speaking gave him an easy way out and also gave the protestors an easy way of silencing him when what they should have been able to do is refute him.

Beautiful but lost soul and a sharp mind.

No his does not. He has been out of porn and out of escorting for years. Just a regular Joe in Florida somewhere, last I heard.

I do not watch very much porn so I have hired men not knowing they were porn "stars". In fact, I have found names among the many here names who I have hired, who have done porin and I did not realize it. One name which was not mentioned at all and a man who I found extremely handsome is Parker Williams. The first time I met Parker, he wanted to know if I wanted an autograph and I asked why I would and he told me many of his clients wanted different items signed. I did go back and look at some of his work and while he was great on film, he was much better looking in person. He has a magnetic look and a wonderful presence. So besides Parker Williams The ones with an asterisk I had no idea they did porn until later *Rod Roddick *Talvin DeMacchio *Davidsf more an internet video man *Andrew Miller Andrew Justice *Rick Hammersmith *Nick German *Vin Marco *Tristan Baldwin *Vince Ferrelli *Matt Majors *Aaron Mark *Mike Gaite Jeremy Walker Well those are the 15 who comes to mind. That there are others that do not come to mind reflects on my memory of the encounters being faulty or the encounters themselves being faulty.

Year of the Curmudgeon, it transcends all threads

Though his Range Rover was destroyed in a three car accident. David Spade is doing well in a Las Angeles Hospital. His career, however, is still dead.

So what are you baron? As a tennisjock, perhaps you will be baron some muscular legs.

Can I do some sort of time warp threeway with the old and the new?

There are some tops out there, who, when the moon is right and the angle is tempting, have room for dick in the ass. Clearly, it depends on the angle of the dangle and the shape of the moon. There are also some who will just go with the flow

There are some thing in life they we share with only one other person. That your sons maintain that special bond, yet do not flaunt it in from of others they love is a beautiful tribute to their relationship with each other and with the other family members.

In reading the first post, it is not clear to me that there was definitely an invasion of privacy. Privacy standards differ in different relationships and even differ from partner to partner in the same relationship. It is not clear that the mail was inappropriately opened, The description of the tour through the luggage did not say whether the bags were inspected surreptitiously or with both partners present. When my wife was alive, I never opened her mail as I was not that curious but she frequently opened my mail and either took care of what needed to be done or told me that something needed to be handled. Her opening of my mail would not have been an invasion of privacy, just the standard for our relationships. I do not recall having a discussion which set those ground rules but after many years together, the rules kind of make themselves.

Put me in the group supporting professional assistance. I think trying to see this from your husband's point of view may be helpful. The two of you have stopped having physical contact for years. From your statement, he seems to have told you that the two of you were "too old". Perhaps he was looking for reassurance that this was not the case. Perhaps he wanted you to convince him that you were not too old. Perhaps he needed to hear that the fire of your love still burned and that you wanted and needed physical contact with him. Perhaps he was feeling insecure and unattractive. And then years past. You both fell into a rut. Perhaps he started to truly believe that you both were "too old". The lack of sexual contact made him feel as though you two while no longer sexual beings were still partners who would grow old together, loving each other chastely but loving each other. Now he discovers that you have opted to have sex with someone else. That may have confirmed to him that you did not find him attractive. It may have confirmed to him that indeed he was too old for you. He may have needed reassurance and seduction and what he got was a husband who slipped away one weekend and fucked who knows who for who knows how long. He may be humiliated and depressed and forsaken and unloved and certainly angry. Angry with you for confirming his worst fears about himself and angry at himself for not being the man he needed to be for you. Clearly this is all speculation on my part, but you know him. Think of him. What is it he wants from you. An apology? A reassurance? A seduction? A long hug and some time of intimacy? He may not know, but after 36 years, you should know what he needs. Give it to him. Show him that you understand and that you are sorry it had to come to such a dramatic point before you realized that you both needed to give more. Forgive him for his anger and his threats. He will then be able to forgive you for confirming his worst fears about himself and his marriage. Then perhaps you both can move forward with a better understanding and a clearer idea of the kind of relationship you both need. Be prepared, it may not be a marriage. Do all this but you both will need to do more and you both need a guide to help steer you through this.

There are several of the men I would love to deflower including #7 and #12.

Guinea pig also seems a bit harsh. Tutor. Might I give you a massage so that you can tutor me as to how I can improve my skills with other partners?

Well if you get your t shirt and shorts set, I will get mine. It reads T shirt Yeah I am thin on top. Shorts But I am thick when it counts

Take out the enough. I am not short I am fun sized. Long when it counts. or where I prefer when, because I want it long when I want it

Love the body, straight though. Will contact him to find out if he just poses or if he is more interactive. Anyone had the pleasure?

Count me as one of the ones counted out. He has the physique of a twelve year old girl.

Actually he curves a little to left.

How about when he leaves?

I have known Vin for several years. My life has been enriched on the days we speak, and on the days we text and especially on the days we meet. He is a sweet, thoughtful and caring individual with a fantastic body he is willing to share. I do not know his age but whatever age he is, he looks great for it. Tightly muscled, a large, thick ever ready cock and a smiling handsome face are the external trappings, but mostly he is a kind, honest and loving individual. I understand that there is A differing opinion expressed here, but I would certainly recommend Vin not only for the body, not only for the dynamic sexual energy, not only for the handsome face, but primarily in order to meet the decent human being who possesses those physical qualities. Let us know how it goes. Once you meet Vin, I suspect you will feel as I do.