Winterangel

Bringing this old post back do life to give an endorsement on his endowment - its huge!  Easily 9.5 and super thick and girthy.
Nice guy too. Extremely passionate. Deep kisser. I easily took his cock and loved every minute.

I had a great time with him too. Incredibly sexy, hard firm muscly body. I loved kissing him and sucking his big cock and eating his beautiful ass. I still fantasise about burying my tongue in his hole and stretching it wide. He fucked me beautifully, my only regret is that I didn’t get to top him.  I’d love to have slammed his rock solid ass and made him moan with pleasure. Fully recommend. 

Bringing this old post back do life to give an endorsement on his endowment - its huge!  Easily 9.5 and super thick and girthy.
Nice guy too. Extremely passionate. Deep kisser. I easily took his cock and loved every minute.

Had a great time with him about 8 months ago.  Very sexy body, handsome face. Not huge but knew how to use it.

A footnote to this conversation if anyone is interested…
So I’ve been on the apps for about 4 weeks.  It’s 95% chatter that goes nowhere - often because of me, as I can’t host and have odd hours of availability. But often I’m rejected or ghosted too. About  5% has resulted in hook ups, around half of which have been terrible or average. I would class 2 as amazing.
To my original point/objective - it has made me cutback on escorts.  I barely look at rent men anymore as that time goes to the apps. Before I would be gagging to see any hot new escort in town or a returning favourite. It would consume my thoughts and be an effort to resist. Now I’m not browsing like i used to. I’m on the apps instead. Now comes the but…
… I was unprepared for the emotional roller coaster of the apps. As much as I like to say I am wise and self-assured, it’s like being an insecure teenager again.  I’m constantly being rejected (read: getting no reply) whilst at the same time getting loads of messages from guys I’m not attracted to.  I’m constantly checking to see if Hot Guy A has responded and get a thrill when he does. My ego is catapulted when I get compliments and then it crashes when I get rejected. I’ve had a few genuine “what the fuck is happening to me?” moments.  I’m too smart for this… but here I am.
I’ve noticed the highs and lows are tempering a little, perhaps it’s my emotional self adjusting to this new (old) world.  I need to develop a thick skin about it, I know. Part if me is genuinely happy that I can still attract guys and some good ones at that. But the rejection cycle is real and crushing.  Will it ultimately lead me back to escorts? I don’t know. What I do now is that this is an emotional minefield. Can anyone relate?
 

A footnote to this conversation if anyone is interested…
So I’ve been on the apps for about 4 weeks.  It’s 95% chatter that goes nowhere - often because of me, as I can’t host and have odd hours of availability. But often I’m rejected or ghosted too. About  5% has resulted in hook ups, around half of which have been terrible or average. I would class 2 as amazing.
To my original point/objective - it has made me cutback on escorts.  I barely look at rent men anymore as that time goes to the apps. Before I would be gagging to see any hot new escort in town or a returning favourite. It would consume my thoughts and be an effort to resist. Now I’m not browsing like i used to. I’m on the apps instead. Now comes the but…
… I was unprepared for the emotional roller coaster of the apps. As much as I like to say I am wise and self-assured, it’s like being an insecure teenager again.  I’m constantly being rejected (read: getting no reply) whilst at the same time getting loads of messages from guys I’m not attracted to.  I’m constantly checking to see if Hot Guy A has responded and get a thrill when he does. My ego is catapulted when I get compliments and then it crashes when I get rejected. I’ve had a few genuine “what the fuck is happening to me?” moments.  I’m too smart for this… but here I am.
I’ve noticed the highs and lows are tempering a little, perhaps it’s my emotional self adjusting to this new (old) world.  I need to develop a thick skin about it, I know. Part if me is genuinely happy that I can still attract guys and some good ones at that. But the rejection cycle is real and crushing.  Will it ultimately lead me back to escorts? I don’t know. What I do now is that this is an emotional minefield. Can anyone relate?
 

Thanks for sharing this. I see your point about the one big plus - having someone be attracted to you for you. I agree this is nice and it’s not lost on me. 

A footnote to this conversation if anyone is interested…
So I’ve been on the apps for about 4 weeks.  It’s 95% chatter that goes nowhere - often because of me, as I can’t host and have odd hours of availability. But often I’m rejected or ghosted too. About  5% has resulted in hook ups, around half of which have been terrible or average. I would class 2 as amazing.
To my original point/objective - it has made me cutback on escorts.  I barely look at rent men anymore as that time goes to the apps. Before I would be gagging to see any hot new escort in town or a returning favourite. It would consume my thoughts and be an effort to resist. Now I’m not browsing like i used to. I’m on the apps instead. Now comes the but…
… I was unprepared for the emotional roller coaster of the apps. As much as I like to say I am wise and self-assured, it’s like being an insecure teenager again.  I’m constantly being rejected (read: getting no reply) whilst at the same time getting loads of messages from guys I’m not attracted to.  I’m constantly checking to see if Hot Guy A has responded and get a thrill when he does. My ego is catapulted when I get compliments and then it crashes when I get rejected. I’ve had a few genuine “what the fuck is happening to me?” moments.  I’m too smart for this… but here I am.
I’ve noticed the highs and lows are tempering a little, perhaps it’s my emotional self adjusting to this new (old) world.  I need to develop a thick skin about it, I know. Part if me is genuinely happy that I can still attract guys and some good ones at that. But the rejection cycle is real and crushing.  Will it ultimately lead me back to escorts? I don’t know. What I do now is that this is an emotional minefield. Can anyone relate?
 

Please send him down under (that’s not a euphemism)! 

A footnote to this conversation if anyone is interested…
So I’ve been on the apps for about 4 weeks.  It’s 95% chatter that goes nowhere - often because of me, as I can’t host and have odd hours of availability. But often I’m rejected or ghosted too. About  5% has resulted in hook ups, around half of which have been terrible or average. I would class 2 as amazing.
To my original point/objective - it has made me cutback on escorts.  I barely look at rent men anymore as that time goes to the apps. Before I would be gagging to see any hot new escort in town or a returning favourite. It would consume my thoughts and be an effort to resist. Now I’m not browsing like i used to. I’m on the apps instead. Now comes the but…
… I was unprepared for the emotional roller coaster of the apps. As much as I like to say I am wise and self-assured, it’s like being an insecure teenager again.  I’m constantly being rejected (read: getting no reply) whilst at the same time getting loads of messages from guys I’m not attracted to.  I’m constantly checking to see if Hot Guy A has responded and get a thrill when he does. My ego is catapulted when I get compliments and then it crashes when I get rejected. I’ve had a few genuine “what the fuck is happening to me?” moments.  I’m too smart for this… but here I am.
I’ve noticed the highs and lows are tempering a little, perhaps it’s my emotional self adjusting to this new (old) world.  I need to develop a thick skin about it, I know. Part if me is genuinely happy that I can still attract guys and some good ones at that. But the rejection cycle is real and crushing.  Will it ultimately lead me back to escorts? I don’t know. What I do now is that this is an emotional minefield. Can anyone relate?
 

Thanks for sharing this. I see your point about the one big plus - having someone be attracted to you for you. I agree this is nice and it’s not lost on me. 

A footnote to this conversation if anyone is interested…
So I’ve been on the apps for about 4 weeks.  It’s 95% chatter that goes nowhere - often because of me, as I can’t host and have odd hours of availability. But often I’m rejected or ghosted too. About  5% has resulted in hook ups, around half of which have been terrible or average. I would class 2 as amazing.
To my original point/objective - it has made me cutback on escorts.  I barely look at rent men anymore as that time goes to the apps. Before I would be gagging to see any hot new escort in town or a returning favourite. It would consume my thoughts and be an effort to resist. Now I’m not browsing like i used to. I’m on the apps instead. Now comes the but…
… I was unprepared for the emotional roller coaster of the apps. As much as I like to say I am wise and self-assured, it’s like being an insecure teenager again.  I’m constantly being rejected (read: getting no reply) whilst at the same time getting loads of messages from guys I’m not attracted to.  I’m constantly checking to see if Hot Guy A has responded and get a thrill when he does. My ego is catapulted when I get compliments and then it crashes when I get rejected. I’ve had a few genuine “what the fuck is happening to me?” moments.  I’m too smart for this… but here I am.
I’ve noticed the highs and lows are tempering a little, perhaps it’s my emotional self adjusting to this new (old) world.  I need to develop a thick skin about it, I know. Part if me is genuinely happy that I can still attract guys and some good ones at that. But the rejection cycle is real and crushing.  Will it ultimately lead me back to escorts? I don’t know. What I do now is that this is an emotional minefield. Can anyone relate?
 

I can’t even remember when it happened but over the years I’ve become reliant on escorts, both as a stress relief, and of course to fulfil my needs.  It’s been a costly habit but I’ve met some great guys (and some terrible ones!) but on average the good experiences weigh out the bad.  And I’ve got to have sex with some super hot guys that wouldn’t look twice at me in real life.  I think of the beautiful lips I’ve kissed, the massive cocks I’ve sucked and taken, and the assess I’ve eaten… my cup has runneth over.
I don’t think I could ever give up escorts but the costs aren’t sustainable, certainly not at the level I have been indulging.  I’ve gone back on the apps for the first time in a decade and even went to a sauna recently, wondering if I can go back to hooking up.  Of course cold hard reality has hit me in the face. I’m not as attractive as I used to be and anyone I can attract… well, it’s a pretty big dip from what I’ve become used to.
I realize this is a first world problem that deserves absolutely no sympathy. I’m just wondering, can anyone relate? If so, did you make a successful transition? Again I’m not looking to quit the escort scene completely, but rather mix it up and get some balance back into my life.

I can’t even remember when it happened but over the years I’ve become reliant on escorts, both as a stress relief, and of course to fulfil my needs.  It’s been a costly habit but I’ve met some great guys (and some terrible ones!) but on average the good experiences weigh out the bad.  And I’ve got to have sex with some super hot guys that wouldn’t look twice at me in real life.  I think of the beautiful lips I’ve kissed, the massive cocks I’ve sucked and taken, and the assess I’ve eaten… my cup has runneth over.
I don’t think I could ever give up escorts but the costs aren’t sustainable, certainly not at the level I have been indulging.  I’ve gone back on the apps for the first time in a decade and even went to a sauna recently, wondering if I can go back to hooking up.  Of course cold hard reality has hit me in the face. I’m not as attractive as I used to be and anyone I can attract… well, it’s a pretty big dip from what I’ve become used to.
I realize this is a first world problem that deserves absolutely no sympathy. I’m just wondering, can anyone relate? If so, did you make a successful transition? Again I’m not looking to quit the escort scene completely, but rather mix it up and get some balance back into my life.

I can’t even remember when it happened but over the years I’ve become reliant on escorts, both as a stress relief, and of course to fulfil my needs.  It’s been a costly habit but I’ve met some great guys (and some terrible ones!) but on average the good experiences weigh out the bad.  And I’ve got to have sex with some super hot guys that wouldn’t look twice at me in real life.  I think of the beautiful lips I’ve kissed, the massive cocks I’ve sucked and taken, and the assess I’ve eaten… my cup has runneth over.
I don’t think I could ever give up escorts but the costs aren’t sustainable, certainly not at the level I have been indulging.  I’ve gone back on the apps for the first time in a decade and even went to a sauna recently, wondering if I can go back to hooking up.  Of course cold hard reality has hit me in the face. I’m not as attractive as I used to be and anyone I can attract… well, it’s a pretty big dip from what I’ve become used to.
I realize this is a first world problem that deserves absolutely no sympathy. I’m just wondering, can anyone relate? If so, did you make a successful transition? Again I’m not looking to quit the escort scene completely, but rather mix it up and get some balance back into my life.

I can’t even remember when it happened but over the years I’ve become reliant on escorts, both as a stress relief, and of course to fulfil my needs.  It’s been a costly habit but I’ve met some great guys (and some terrible ones!) but on average the good experiences weigh out the bad.  And I’ve got to have sex with some super hot guys that wouldn’t look twice at me in real life.  I think of the beautiful lips I’ve kissed, the massive cocks I’ve sucked and taken, and the assess I’ve eaten… my cup has runneth over.
I don’t think I could ever give up escorts but the costs aren’t sustainable, certainly not at the level I have been indulging.  I’ve gone back on the apps for the first time in a decade and even went to a sauna recently, wondering if I can go back to hooking up.  Of course cold hard reality has hit me in the face. I’m not as attractive as I used to be and anyone I can attract… well, it’s a pretty big dip from what I’ve become used to.
I realize this is a first world problem that deserves absolutely no sympathy. I’m just wondering, can anyone relate? If so, did you make a successful transition? Again I’m not looking to quit the escort scene completely, but rather mix it up and get some balance back into my life.

Yep, I hired him as a top. I can’t remember if that’s how he advertised or whether he said was versatile. He might be ok as a bottom but I still found him very disengaged. I can’t forgive that (almost) if a provider is super good looking and I have a great time with their bodies, but it wasn’t the case with him. I did see his many positive reviews, so maybe I just got him on an off day.

I can’t even remember when it happened but over the years I’ve become reliant on escorts, both as a stress relief, and of course to fulfil my needs.  It’s been a costly habit but I’ve met some great guys (and some terrible ones!) but on average the good experiences weigh out the bad.  And I’ve got to have sex with some super hot guys that wouldn’t look twice at me in real life.  I think of the beautiful lips I’ve kissed, the massive cocks I’ve sucked and taken, and the assess I’ve eaten… my cup has runneth over.
I don’t think I could ever give up escorts but the costs aren’t sustainable, certainly not at the level I have been indulging.  I’ve gone back on the apps for the first time in a decade and even went to a sauna recently, wondering if I can go back to hooking up.  Of course cold hard reality has hit me in the face. I’m not as attractive as I used to be and anyone I can attract… well, it’s a pretty big dip from what I’ve become used to.
I realize this is a first world problem that deserves absolutely no sympathy. I’m just wondering, can anyone relate? If so, did you make a successful transition? Again I’m not looking to quit the escort scene completely, but rather mix it up and get some balance back into my life.

I can’t even remember when it happened but over the years I’ve become reliant on escorts, both as a stress relief, and of course to fulfil my needs.  It’s been a costly habit but I’ve met some great guys (and some terrible ones!) but on average the good experiences weigh out the bad.  And I’ve got to have sex with some super hot guys that wouldn’t look twice at me in real life.  I think of the beautiful lips I’ve kissed, the massive cocks I’ve sucked and taken, and the assess I’ve eaten… my cup has runneth over.
I don’t think I could ever give up escorts but the costs aren’t sustainable, certainly not at the level I have been indulging.  I’ve gone back on the apps for the first time in a decade and even went to a sauna recently, wondering if I can go back to hooking up.  Of course cold hard reality has hit me in the face. I’m not as attractive as I used to be and anyone I can attract… well, it’s a pretty big dip from what I’ve become used to.
I realize this is a first world problem that deserves absolutely no sympathy. I’m just wondering, can anyone relate? If so, did you make a successful transition? Again I’m not looking to quit the escort scene completely, but rather mix it up and get some balance back into my life.

I can’t even remember when it happened but over the years I’ve become reliant on escorts, both as a stress relief, and of course to fulfil my needs.  It’s been a costly habit but I’ve met some great guys (and some terrible ones!) but on average the good experiences weigh out the bad.  And I’ve got to have sex with some super hot guys that wouldn’t look twice at me in real life.  I think of the beautiful lips I’ve kissed, the massive cocks I’ve sucked and taken, and the assess I’ve eaten… my cup has runneth over.
I don’t think I could ever give up escorts but the costs aren’t sustainable, certainly not at the level I have been indulging.  I’ve gone back on the apps for the first time in a decade and even went to a sauna recently, wondering if I can go back to hooking up.  Of course cold hard reality has hit me in the face. I’m not as attractive as I used to be and anyone I can attract… well, it’s a pretty big dip from what I’ve become used to.
I realize this is a first world problem that deserves absolutely no sympathy. I’m just wondering, can anyone relate? If so, did you make a successful transition? Again I’m not looking to quit the escort scene completely, but rather mix it up and get some balance back into my life.

From memory he went a tiny bit soft at one point, but nipple play and deep kissing fixed that.  Forgot to say he bred me and his whole body quivered when he came. Hot.

From memory he went a tiny bit soft at one point, but nipple play and deep kissing fixed that.  Forgot to say he bred me and his whole body quivered when he came. Hot.

Loving this discussion. I live in Australia - which is great in every single respect, except the small pool of providers!  Anything bigger than a 9 inch cock is pretty rare on rentmen so it’s exciting when one comes to town.
My contribution to this discussion is this fine Puerto Rican. I coveted his profile from afar, salivating over his beautiful big cock. It did not disappoint. I love deep kissing so it was an extra turn on to realise that he loves it too. Accompanied by tender nipple play his cock went rock hard. At this point he rammed me… just amazing.  Very friendly guy too.  
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Loving this discussion. I live in Australia - which is great in every single respect, except the small pool of providers!  Anything bigger than a 9 inch cock is pretty rare on rentmen so it’s exciting when one comes to town.
My contribution to this discussion is this fine Puerto Rican. I coveted his profile from afar, salivating over his beautiful big cock. It did not disappoint. I love deep kissing so it was an extra turn on to realise that he loves it too. Accompanied by tender nipple play his cock went rock hard. At this point he rammed me… just amazing.  Very friendly guy too.  
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Loving this discussion. I live in Australia - which is great in every single respect, except the small pool of providers!  Anything bigger than a 9 inch cock is pretty rare on rentmen so it’s exciting when one comes to town.
My contribution to this discussion is this fine Puerto Rican. I coveted his profile from afar, salivating over his beautiful big cock. It did not disappoint. I love deep kissing so it was an extra turn on to realise that he loves it too. Accompanied by tender nipple play his cock went rock hard. At this point he rammed me… just amazing.  Very friendly guy too.  
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