All my years of buying sex is adding up....

[atlnightnurse]

Hey guys, as I read this message board everyday, (I look forward to it!!), I begin thinking back to when I began wanting to hire escorts and why. For some reason I have always been attracted to strippers, male strippers, and when I moved to Atlanta from a very small south Alabama town I discovered a huge gay community. In this gay community I discovered local gay newspapers and weekly magazines such as the now defunked Ect. In the back pages of the Etc. magazine were ads for "models", but if you read the ad just right, and gazed at the accompanying photo, you knew it was much more. Well, making a long story a bit shorter, I began watching this ad for a blonde bodybuilder, his ad said Falcon porn star, and finally called him. He was Steve Fox, he was a porn star with Falcon, he was beautiful, sexy, and a sweetheart of a guy. I hired him at least every one-two months for the next 3 and 1/2 years until one day I could not get in touch with him anymore. During the time I was hiring him he continued to do videos for Falcon and he would share some of his experiences doing that during our "pillow talk". Sadly, after not hearing from him for several weeks, I learned that he had taken his life due to his struggle with a mental illness, which I had not been aware of. He was my first escort, probably my first "crush" on a man, and I miss him. Over the years I have hired many other escorts, only one other porn star who also lives here now, but I was not as taken with him as I was with Steve. I only hired him once. Usually, I hire guys I see reviewed here or other similiar sites and then only once or twice. I was just wondering if anyone else has a similiar story about their first time with an escort and if it was special to them.

[Guest jd47b]

My story isn't as poignant as yours, but I had been with my first escort a couple times. I really enjoyed his company, he treated me like I was very special and that made me happy. Then I read on his escort service's website that he had died. I emailed the owner of that service and found out he committed suicide. I was truly shocked. So was everyone else from what I gather. He obviously had some inner troubles that no one knew about. I will always miss him.

[seaboy4hire]

OUCH!! I am sorry to hear about the losses both of you have faced. Just remember though whether it's a favorite escort that you get know, a friend or a loved one they are never gone. You have the memories and experiences and those are priceless.

 

Hugs,

Greg

Greg Seattle Wa [email protected]

http://www.male4malescorts.com/reviews/gregseattle.html http://briefcase.yahoo.com/seaboy4hire

[Guest Merlin]

You were so fortunate to have met Steve Fox. I still think he was the most beautiful guy ever to do porn. I never had the fortune to meet him, but somehow, I miss him.

[Trixie]

RE:My first escort. By Trixie

 

Well, my story isn't poignant at all. I met my first escort through an ad in the local gay rag.

Actually it wasn't his ad, but a friend's. When I explained what I was looking for, the friend said he couldn't do it, but thought HIS friend, MFE, could, so i went with him. (Mind you, I'd spent 1 1/2 years in therapy getting ready for this moment.)

MFE showed up at my door that night, looking quite handsome. Our hour went well together, and he seemed to like me, and endured my peculiarities well. In fact, he offered a substantial discount for future sessions. So I saw him again. And again. The third time, during our pillow talk, he told me a sad story of financial difficulty. Being slightly smitten and very gullible, I loaned him some $300.

And I never saw him again.

 

There are times when I wish I were still that innocent.

Trix

[theDCeBOY]

RE:My first escort. By Trixie

 

>endured my peculiarities well.

such as your vagina?

[Trixie]

RE:My first escort. By Trixie

 

No, my dear. Penises really don't rate with me.

My peculiarity is a tickling fetish.

Trix

[guptasa1]

RE:My first escort. By Trixie

 

Ooooh, tickling. I like tickling. ;o)

 

> The third time, during our pillow talk, he told me a sad story of > financial difficulty. Being slightly smitten and very gullible, I > loaned him some $300.

 

That sounds familiar. You're not alone in making judgement errors like this. Glad to know I'm not alone in being gullible either. LOL.

 

Now, as to the topic, my real first time with an escort (as opposed to my fake first time when the guy clocked me out and showed me around town and then we ate out instead...he was new to the business, but a heck of a nice guy) isn't all that dramatic but kind of funny. It was in Philadelphia (I was at a convention) with Premier (Dustin). I was *really* nervous, so we had a drink, and even then I kept asking him every time I did ANYTHING if it was okay. Eventually (and very, very sweetly), he said something to the effect of him promising everything was okay as long as I'd shush and quit asking (which actually just turned me on more - I like a little aggresiveness - lol). =oP I'm not down that way often so haven't seen him again, but he seemed like a great guy!

[guptasa1]

RE:My first escort. By Trixie

 

Just realized that might be misconstrued as sounding cold instead of how it was meant. I don't mean to make light of your losing $300 or the trust of an escort or anything - I just meant I did something similar before. I'm sure it was anything but a pleasurable experience.

[+ Charlie]

Tomorrow will be the 25th anniversary of my first experience with an escort. It was at the business location of an agency in New York. He was very butch and had a huge cock, but he was skinny and had a truly homely face, and he was rough and crude sexually. It cost $65 (no tip), and I never used the agency again. Nevertheless, I still get a little chill of excitement when I remember it, and I look forward to celebrating the anniversary appropriately.

[atlnightnurse]

Steve Fox was an super sweet, smart and so nice to be with. He and I both are from Alabama so we had that connection. He was a musician in his teens and played at Fulton County Stadium during the braves games at one point. He loved my pets, and remembered all kinds of things that I told him. His smile was great, I can still see it. If you meet him you know exactly what I mean, if you didn't, you missed a real treat.

[guptasa1]

I'm really sorry to hear about the guys who took their own lives. They really sound like they were great people. It's so sad life got that overwhelming for them. I'm sure they'd be glad to know they're remembered fondly, though.

[theDCeBOY]

RE:My first escort. By Trixie

 

hey! we promise you're okay as long as you shush & stop worrying so much!

:*

[Trixie]

RE:My first escort. By Trixie

 

Don't worry sweetpotato, I didn't think anything of the sort. In fact, looking back on it, it makes me laugh.

Trix

[Chuck50]

My first time was with a great guy (Stef formerly of Vegas) a true great and sweetheart we had so much fun and have continued to get together for going on 3 years now just spent a few days in Vegas with him he is a real touch of class and still brings excitement to my life. It is unfortunate that many won't get to meet him as he is not actively excorting anymore but sure glad that I am able to see him from time to time. HUGS Thanks Stef Chuck50:9 :9 :9 :9

[theDCeBOY]

LOL... does that mean he just lays there now?

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only kidding...