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I just grew a beard, I'm going to be on stage in a few weeks, and I wanted to have a big bushy beard for the occasion. I've been getting a lot compliments, but probably not from guys that don't like beards- it is sort of an uber-beard.

I suspect that's the way courage is. It doesn't occur to you in the moment that you are being courageous. You just see what needs to be done and you do it, like you did.

Happens to me frequently. But I take a blood-thinning drug which causes me to bleed easily. It doesn't worry me any.

Love bearded men

They're both great, but I think I like Avidar just a little bit more. It would be a hard decision if you had to choose one or the other.

My partner and I have an open relationship, but it's very one-sided. He's uncomfortable having sex with guys he doesn't know, so he rarely has sex outside of our relationship. I find it a big hassle to do so, so I do it less and less. I have a few FBS of fairly long standing and a few favored escorts, but I don't get around much.

I will have to try that.

Most of the beef I eat is grass-finished and organic. I just buy at the grocery store.

I have been wanting to try dry-aged grass-finished beef. Grass-finished beef can be dry and lacking in flavor because it is so lean. Supposedly, dry-aging fixes all that.

You already are. You're wearing your property manager out. I have some experience with this. Relying on a few well-chosen service agencies can really make life a lot easier for you. My father was extremely ill - he had CHF so bad that he could have qualified for a heart transplant and he was on kidney dialysis. I was his caregiver. The social worker at his dialysis unit helped me get hooked up with a few service agencies like meals on wheels. It lightened my load a lot, and he looked forward to seeing the volunteers. I think meals on wheels may actually have saved his life. He wouldn't eat the food that I prepared for him and his weight had dropped to 110#. I got him set up on meals on wheels and he started eating because he wasn't trying to play power games with me. In a matter of months he put on about 25 #.

That may be so. But, for me, it is simplest to take people at face value. If somebody says they're straight, then they're straight. If they say they are bi, they they are bi. If they say they are gay, they're gay.

In general. I'm not, for the most part, interested in romance. There are some straight men who particularly enjoy gay men, and I find them extra interesting.

Or cash slaves. Never interested me. Ive also noticed that, even if I were into it, the kind of guys who advertise that they are into financial domination aren't the sort whose pockets I would want to fill.

I'm always a little let down. Someone who had seemed interesting suddenly becomes boring.

I hadn't thought of that. I've been eating a lot of egg whites. I could nuke them. It would make life easier in the morning.

That's true. I have so little hair that my only options are a buzz-cut and shaved bald. Mostly, I don't care. But I do sometimes miss my full head of curly black hair that gave me so many styling options.

One word: boundaries

That 80s haircut is tedious.

There is one guy who I could imagine as a surrogate boy friend. I find the idea of a paid lover extremely sexy. He is a strong candidate.

It smells sort of like candy.

They're supposed to be very unhealthful. Burning the volatile oils creates a toxic residue that settles on everything. Nonetheless, I like bayberry scented candles.

His profile sounds pretty adventurous.

I'm not much of a snuggler. Speaking of Germany, the Germans all sleep under those featherbeds. I found them intolerably warm. Whenever I went home with a German guy, after he fell asleep, I would slip out of bed and go home so i could get a decent nights sleep.

I don't know - Germany in the fall is quite a place - wine festivals, harvest festivals, fireworks, Oktoberfest, fall color, nice weather during the day, chilly at night.