SaintV

My opinion is explore, don't worry about titles. Don't worry about being a top or bottom. try everything that you are comfortable with. Try things you're not comfortable with, but know your limits. I was always a top with guys. It's almost funnily enough, like I thought it was "gay" to be a bottom. I liked being in control, In the bed, at work, everywhere. Until I was actually talked into being a submissive bottom.  
The feeling of not having to be in control. Where you just follow direction and only have to be in the moment and let somebody else guide things is the greatest feeling ever for me. Now the role can change depending on who I'm with. I still greatly enjoy being a top. But I have learned that being a bottom is pretty great also. I prefer to be a submissive bottom, but just do what you like. Don't be scared to try anything within your limits. 

My opinion is explore, don't worry about titles. Don't worry about being a top or bottom. try everything that you are comfortable with. Try things you're not comfortable with, but know your limits. I was always a top with guys. It's almost funnily enough, like I thought it was "gay" to be a bottom. I liked being in control, In the bed, at work, everywhere. Until I was actually talked into being a submissive bottom.  
The feeling of not having to be in control. Where you just follow direction and only have to be in the moment and let somebody else guide things is the greatest feeling ever for me. Now the role can change depending on who I'm with. I still greatly enjoy being a top. But I have learned that being a bottom is pretty great also. I prefer to be a submissive bottom, but just do what you like. Don't be scared to try anything within your limits. 

My opinion is explore, don't worry about titles. Don't worry about being a top or bottom. try everything that you are comfortable with. Try things you're not comfortable with, but know your limits. I was always a top with guys. It's almost funnily enough, like I thought it was "gay" to be a bottom. I liked being in control, In the bed, at work, everywhere. Until I was actually talked into being a submissive bottom.  
The feeling of not having to be in control. Where you just follow direction and only have to be in the moment and let somebody else guide things is the greatest feeling ever for me. Now the role can change depending on who I'm with. I still greatly enjoy being a top. But I have learned that being a bottom is pretty great also. I prefer to be a submissive bottom, but just do what you like. Don't be scared to try anything within your limits. 

My opinion is explore, don't worry about titles. Don't worry about being a top or bottom. try everything that you are comfortable with. Try things you're not comfortable with, but know your limits. I was always a top with guys. It's almost funnily enough, like I thought it was "gay" to be a bottom. I liked being in control, In the bed, at work, everywhere. Until I was actually talked into being a submissive bottom.  
The feeling of not having to be in control. Where you just follow direction and only have to be in the moment and let somebody else guide things is the greatest feeling ever for me. Now the role can change depending on who I'm with. I still greatly enjoy being a top. But I have learned that being a bottom is pretty great also. I prefer to be a submissive bottom, but just do what you like. Don't be scared to try anything within your limits. 

My opinion is explore, don't worry about titles. Don't worry about being a top or bottom. try everything that you are comfortable with. Try things you're not comfortable with, but know your limits. I was always a top with guys. It's almost funnily enough, like I thought it was "gay" to be a bottom. I liked being in control, In the bed, at work, everywhere. Until I was actually talked into being a submissive bottom.  
The feeling of not having to be in control. Where you just follow direction and only have to be in the moment and let somebody else guide things is the greatest feeling ever for me. Now the role can change depending on who I'm with. I still greatly enjoy being a top. But I have learned that being a bottom is pretty great also. I prefer to be a submissive bottom, but just do what you like. Don't be scared to try anything within your limits. 

My opinion is explore, don't worry about titles. Don't worry about being a top or bottom. try everything that you are comfortable with. Try things you're not comfortable with, but know your limits. I was always a top with guys. It's almost funnily enough, like I thought it was "gay" to be a bottom. I liked being in control, In the bed, at work, everywhere. Until I was actually talked into being a submissive bottom.  
The feeling of not having to be in control. Where you just follow direction and only have to be in the moment and let somebody else guide things is the greatest feeling ever for me. Now the role can change depending on who I'm with. I still greatly enjoy being a top. But I have learned that being a bottom is pretty great also. I prefer to be a submissive bottom, but just do what you like. Don't be scared to try anything within your limits. 

My opinion is explore, don't worry about titles. Don't worry about being a top or bottom. try everything that you are comfortable with. Try things you're not comfortable with, but know your limits. I was always a top with guys. It's almost funnily enough, like I thought it was "gay" to be a bottom. I liked being in control, In the bed, at work, everywhere. Until I was actually talked into being a submissive bottom.  
The feeling of not having to be in control. Where you just follow direction and only have to be in the moment and let somebody else guide things is the greatest feeling ever for me. Now the role can change depending on who I'm with. I still greatly enjoy being a top. But I have learned that being a bottom is pretty great also. I prefer to be a submissive bottom, but just do what you like. Don't be scared to try anything within your limits. 

My opinion is explore, don't worry about titles. Don't worry about being a top or bottom. try everything that you are comfortable with. Try things you're not comfortable with, but know your limits. I was always a top with guys. It's almost funnily enough, like I thought it was "gay" to be a bottom. I liked being in control, In the bed, at work, everywhere. Until I was actually talked into being a submissive bottom.  
The feeling of not having to be in control. Where you just follow direction and only have to be in the moment and let somebody else guide things is the greatest feeling ever for me. Now the role can change depending on who I'm with. I still greatly enjoy being a top. But I have learned that being a bottom is pretty great also. I prefer to be a submissive bottom, but just do what you like. Don't be scared to try anything within your limits. 

A bit random, but I'm going with the theme here.
I was driving down a road I have not been on in a long time. I used to go down this road riding the school bus. I drove past a house that it used to stop at and remembered one of the kids that road the bus. Let's just say his name was Allen. I haven't thought about Allen or spoke to Allen in years.  He was kind of in a different age group and not like one of my best friends or anything. But I knew him. I wondered what Allen was up to these days.
I got to where I was going and looked at my phone. I pulled up Facebook and Allen was the very first person on my recommended friend list. All this happened within fifteen minutes. I have never spoken about Allen or tried to find him on FB. Again, the only reason I remembered Allen was because I drove past his childhood home. 
I believe in coincidence. But this was a little scary. Seriously, it's been about twenty years since I have seen or thought about this person.

I kind of have a crazy view point on this.
I really haven't assigned myself a label, Bi, gay, whatever. I would say long term relationship or marriage; I'm pretty straight. But I have many fetishes and I kind of consider gay sex as another fetish. I'm into BDSM, piss, and a load of other things. I just want my sex to be fun and feel kind of wrong at the same time. I get with guys and depending on the person, I will go from top to bottom, dom or sub or whatever I'm feeling at the time. Also the person I'm with will affect that. 
I just really enjoy all aspects of sex. From normal to down right crazy. I have things I'm not into, like feet or trans. Nothing against that, but it's my personal preference. I think more people should experiment more, and be able to be open about fantasies or fetishes. At the end of the day does a label really even matter?

I kind of have a crazy view point on this.
I really haven't assigned myself a label, Bi, gay, whatever. I would say long term relationship or marriage; I'm pretty straight. But I have many fetishes and I kind of consider gay sex as another fetish. I'm into BDSM, piss, and a load of other things. I just want my sex to be fun and feel kind of wrong at the same time. I get with guys and depending on the person, I will go from top to bottom, dom or sub or whatever I'm feeling at the time. Also the person I'm with will affect that. 
I just really enjoy all aspects of sex. From normal to down right crazy. I have things I'm not into, like feet or trans. Nothing against that, but it's my personal preference. I think more people should experiment more, and be able to be open about fantasies or fetishes. At the end of the day does a label really even matter?

I kind of have a crazy view point on this.
I really haven't assigned myself a label, Bi, gay, whatever. I would say long term relationship or marriage; I'm pretty straight. But I have many fetishes and I kind of consider gay sex as another fetish. I'm into BDSM, piss, and a load of other things. I just want my sex to be fun and feel kind of wrong at the same time. I get with guys and depending on the person, I will go from top to bottom, dom or sub or whatever I'm feeling at the time. Also the person I'm with will affect that. 
I just really enjoy all aspects of sex. From normal to down right crazy. I have things I'm not into, like feet or trans. Nothing against that, but it's my personal preference. I think more people should experiment more, and be able to be open about fantasies or fetishes. At the end of the day does a label really even matter?

So, Is piss a pretty normal fetish for gay guys? I have been turned on by it for as long as I can remember. Sadly only one of the guys I have been with shared my fetish. I still don't really understand it. By this point I really don't care. I like it and that's good enough for me. And just by posting this feels like a coming out for me. I really haven't told many people that I like men or piss. So. Hi I'm Saint, I'm gay and have a piss fetish that I don't understand.

So, Is piss a pretty normal fetish for gay guys? I have been turned on by it for as long as I can remember. Sadly only one of the guys I have been with shared my fetish. I still don't really understand it. By this point I really don't care. I like it and that's good enough for me. And just by posting this feels like a coming out for me. I really haven't told many people that I like men or piss. So. Hi I'm Saint, I'm gay and have a piss fetish that I don't understand.

So, Is piss a pretty normal fetish for gay guys? I have been turned on by it for as long as I can remember. Sadly only one of the guys I have been with shared my fetish. I still don't really understand it. By this point I really don't care. I like it and that's good enough for me. And just by posting this feels like a coming out for me. I really haven't told many people that I like men or piss. So. Hi I'm Saint, I'm gay and have a piss fetish that I don't understand.

That makes too much sense. You kind of killed it for me. It's much more fun believing that our phones are reading our minds. 

I think it's cool, not at all freaky.  lol

So you joined this site to tell us scary stories & freak us out?
 

A bit random, but I'm going with the theme here.
I was driving down a road I have not been on in a long time. I used to go down this road riding the school bus. I drove past a house that it used to stop at and remembered one of the kids that road the bus. Let's just say his name was Allen. I haven't thought about Allen or spoke to Allen in years.  He was kind of in a different age group and not like one of my best friends or anything. But I knew him. I wondered what Allen was up to these days.
I got to where I was going and looked at my phone. I pulled up Facebook and Allen was the very first person on my recommended friend list. All this happened within fifteen minutes. I have never spoken about Allen or tried to find him on FB. Again, the only reason I remembered Allen was because I drove past his childhood home. 
I believe in coincidence. But this was a little scary. Seriously, it's been about twenty years since I have seen or thought about this person.

So, Is piss a pretty normal fetish for gay guys? I have been turned on by it for as long as I can remember. Sadly only one of the guys I have been with shared my fetish. I still don't really understand it. By this point I really don't care. I like it and that's good enough for me. And just by posting this feels like a coming out for me. I really haven't told many people that I like men or piss. So. Hi I'm Saint, I'm gay and have a piss fetish that I don't understand.

A bit random, but I'm going with the theme here.
I was driving down a road I have not been on in a long time. I used to go down this road riding the school bus. I drove past a house that it used to stop at and remembered one of the kids that road the bus. Let's just say his name was Allen. I haven't thought about Allen or spoke to Allen in years.  He was kind of in a different age group and not like one of my best friends or anything. But I knew him. I wondered what Allen was up to these days.
I got to where I was going and looked at my phone. I pulled up Facebook and Allen was the very first person on my recommended friend list. All this happened within fifteen minutes. I have never spoken about Allen or tried to find him on FB. Again, the only reason I remembered Allen was because I drove past his childhood home. 
I believe in coincidence. But this was a little scary. Seriously, it's been about twenty years since I have seen or thought about this person.

I lurked around for a week or so. I have always been apart of forums. I even used to run my own forum years ago. I know some places are super strict with how they post and not searching before creating topics ect. I kind of started in the beginning of the forum ages and left for a long while. Hell, even before I made my introduction post I asked a mod if there was a specific thread I should do it on because I couldn't find one. I know all places are different, I just wanted to come in correctly.

You seem like somebody I would like to have a conversation with. I have been with the FD since I was 18. I have advanced emergency medical training, special training for industrial plant fires. Such as boilers and places with massive amounts of oil or chemicals. Search and rescue, and also work with the local PD for training. I'm not part of the PD but they asked me to volunteer to help train new officers on how to conduct field sobriety tests. By that I mean they paid for my drinks I got lit and let them practice on me. I volunteer every year now. With all that in mind, my favorite part of what I do is blowing the horn on the fire trucks. It never gets old.

Hi, I'm SaintV. Most people call me Saint. I am an industrial engineer, A first responder with the fire dept, and a closeted gay man. I am 34 years old and kind of new to this, so please cut me some slack. I have been looking for a place to talk openly about myself and maybe meet some like minded individuals. I have read through a bit and am trying to integrate myself into this forum. Don't know much else to say, but just wanted to introduce myself. 

So, Is piss a pretty normal fetish for gay guys? I have been turned on by it for as long as I can remember. Sadly only one of the guys I have been with shared my fetish. I still don't really understand it. By this point I really don't care. I like it and that's good enough for me. And just by posting this feels like a coming out for me. I really haven't told many people that I like men or piss. So. Hi I'm Saint, I'm gay and have a piss fetish that I don't understand.