Last January I decided I was needing to experience the pleasures of a man. Yes, I was the 43 yr old virgin… for years I hid behind weight as the fun fat friend that everyone loved that was just single… emotional walls were fortified and no chance of feeling anything for anyone. Decided enough is enough, started working on myself, and took the leap by searching for an escort to help break the ice(and lessen the rejection chances) I somehow found the needle in the haystack, as he was perfect. He built my confidence in ways he will never know. In addition to educating me on safety, he was kind and patient exploring things that may bring me pleasure and truly caring. Still not “out” but feel that step isn’t far away. -114 lbs as of this morning and finding who I am… damn the religious guilt and family disappointment I am happier than I’ve been. Thx for listening.😃