MCR

It's only acceptable when it's not me doing it i find. It's acceptable when others do it to me.

And at the bottom of the page.

The information is right there at the top of the page.

I see Angus checking this thread often. I wish he would say something since i did apologize to him and told him i will not contact him anymore and has yet to respond, which is his choice

I will also continue to say that i was not in the right while dealing with Angus. But i am not in the wrong for the way other providers treat me like giving me 10 minutes of their time and taking full price then blocking me on RM so i don't leave a bad review.

The first provider who posted on my Mr Number didnt like that i ask questions since i wasn't a specific experience instead of just scheduling and paying them without me knowing what I'm going to get from them. Again, all of the providers who left bad reviews haven't even met me.

And in all realness, i don't care what you guys think of me. You all don't know me. I know what i did wrong and i can better myself. I have at least three providers on rentmen scheduled to meet me and i am in contact with them often enough that their first impressions of me will be our meeting and not on a chatty social board.

And now it lives here

I treated others the way i get treated when I'm treated badly as that's how i grew up being bullied and targeted.

If the majority of clients dont use mr number, what's the point of using something to get word out if other clients dont use it that way? They won't even know to look it up like providers do.

Providers AND clients? Clients dont use Mr Number and providers only use it to shit talk about clients they never met. All of the bad posts i have on Mr Number were from providers who never met me. AND providers don't even read the messages. They only see how many you have and assume they're all bad.

I did tell him about the thread but i am not playing victim. I'm talking about my experiences. Most escorts i talk to havent heard of this site. So how am i supposed to know he was on it. I didnt even give him a link to it.

I already left nyc months ago. I think he can feel safer that I'm not there.

Theres no gaslighting going on here. I'm embarrased for the things i said to him. I don't think there's a way for me to spin it. I just don't think he's a victim because clearly he has the power here and always has had the upper hand. I do talk to my therapist about this and am always open about my faults. You guys just don't know me so you see this as gaslighting.