+1 I mean this as gently as possible, but you're more likely at the infatuation stage. There are lots of article around along these lines:
Infatuation vs. Love: How to Tell the Difference So You Don't Waste Time or Energy on a Bad Thing
WWW.PUREWOW.COM
Things are going great. But is it infatuation or love? A relationship expert tells us how to tell the difference when it comes to love vs infatuation.
Take a look at a few and see if your recognize yourself. That being said, it is not at all impossible for you to meet, fall in love, and marry a guy working as an escort. But you had better have a deep understanding of what inside of him led him to become an escort and what those characteristics and values mean for his relationships with others. To be a good escort, you have got to be very good at compartmentalizing and hiding your true feelings and good at acting like you have feelings that you really don't. Those are talents or habits that could easily sabotage a "real" relationship if the escort does not completely shed them when he's with you.