taking a long break

[Smurof]

I'll return in 12 weeks. I've seemed to have burned bridges with nearly every single solitary escort and masseur I know, as I can't either get anyone to respond, or the ones that do make excuses as to why they can't see me.

 

I don't believe by having a more appealing body with my fitness regimen that this will change, because this may change how I feel about myself, but if I'm the same impossible fucking asshole socially, I will continue to be sad, angry, and alone.

[marylander1940]

I'll return in 12 weeks. I've seemed to have burned bridges with nearly every single solitary escort and masseur I know, as I can't either get anyone to respond, or the ones that do make excuses as to why they can't see me.

 

I don't believe by having a more appealing body with my fitness regimen that this will change, because this may change how I feel about myself, but if I'm the same impossible fucking asshole socially, I will continue to be sad, angry, and alone.

 

First of all, thanks for your honesty and I'm sorry you feel this way. I hope is just a matter of bad luck and perception.

 

In which area of the country do you live? Maybe guys here would recommend you a new one.

 

Have you thought about reaching out to an escort for a couple of hour appointment including dinner/lunch after? Maybe you can expose the details of this situation to him.

[+ sync]

I'll return in 12 weeks. I've seemed to have burned bridges with nearly every single solitary escort and masseur I know, as I can't either get anyone to respond, or the ones that do make excuses as to why they can't see me.

 

I don't believe by having a more appealing body with my fitness regimen that this will change, because this may change how I feel about myself, but if I'm the same impossible fucking asshole socially, I will continue to be sad, angry, and alone.

 

I hope the12 weeks will render you the ability to shed your anger and social engagement impairments. Don't settle for "sad, angry, and alone."

[cany10011]

Makes sense to take a break if you aren’t ready for sexual/social interactions.

[+ BenjaminNicholas]

Self-improvement is always a good thing, as is your candor about your situation.

 

You can't cure yourself in weeks, but you can start to make positive changes that lead to long-term lifestyle differences.

 

You don't need 'the right escort' in this case. What I'm hearing from you is that you need a more 'right' you.

[TruthBTold]

If you are able to afford it you could always try to contact a psychologist/psychiatrist in order to do some preliminary talking about your problems. You may have done that already. You may need to just talk out what the "right" way is for you. An escort isn't going to be able to do that no matter how nice he/she is.

[hypothetically]

I'll return in 12 weeks. I've seemed to have burned bridges with nearly every single solitary escort and masseur I know, as I can't either get anyone to respond, or the ones that do make excuses as to why they can't see me.

 

I don't believe by having a more appealing body with my fitness regimen that this will change, because this may change how I feel about myself, but if I'm the same impossible fucking asshole socially, I will continue to be sad, angry, and alone.

 

Self awareness is incredible. I’m glad you’ve identified the root in addition to realizing a superficial solution was not the right one. I wish you the best and hope you find understanding over the next twelve weeks.