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MidwestCoastal

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  1. Head over heels, but apparently not heels over head....(Ba-dum-dum-Ssss)
  2. Communication.... Be specific on your expectations/wants/desires. If they still say "strict top, no bottoming', then may not be a match!
  3. << mouth watering, ass twitching >>
  4. I'll take a STAR LORD! <<Insert Chris Pratt GotG shirtless pic>>
  5. OK... I know I'm cynical, but what's wrong with wanting to be with someone whose companionship you enjoy and they also happen to love fucking your brains out? That's all I'm looking for!
  6. No need to apologize. I wasn't very clear about it. And as a long time user of therapy, I'm a huge believer and advocate.
  7. I greatly appreciate all the support and suggestions from this thread. Thank you. I am in therapy and have been for most of my adult life. Drugs and therapy help 'sustain' me but can't seem to get to a consistent happy level; I'd settle for content at this point. Over the last 15 years, I've done volunteering, political groups, sports teams, book clubs, dating websites... Nothing sticks and I've become more cynical. I know my grass is very green compared to others. I am so fortunate and feel guilty for not appreciating all I do have. Its very hard not to look at everything and conclude that I am somehow 'broken', 'faulty', or 'dysfunctional'. The negative, self-hating voice dominates. I'm left feeling like 'What's wrong with me? Who would want me?' I've worked in sales, client service, and deal negotiations for my entire career. I'm well liked at every job I have ever had. I give the appearance of a extrovert. Its not a question of skill, so I'm left wondering, is it desire? I know physical activity helps. I know diet and taking care of myself is important. Its just harder and harder to pick myself again, and again, and again as the years go by. Of course, the recent political environment hasn't helped. I watch FAR too much MSNBC and seriously hate the "President" and I can't stand the presence of a Republican for more than 8 minutes. We're witnessing the end of American global leadership and greatness and the start of the American decline. Greed is destroying the world. As a member of the 'rich, white, liberal elite', I'm filled with guilt. I'm researching more radical treatments. I'm curious about magnetic therapy and ketamine. I've also been moving toward a process of just accepting that I can't be happy and to just move on.
  8. I had him on my Buddy List and now can't find him in Washington, DC. He has gone through some phases in his profile where he complains about fake negative reviews. I have texted with him in the past and have found him to be very responsive and nice. Sounds like he may have accidentally ticked off a vindictive potential client.
  9. ...no friends... Moved around a lot for work...No BF... no dating for last ten years.... body issues... now feeling old, fat, and unwanted. I've somehow managed to keep together enough to have a relatively successful career, but that's all I have... I was born with amazing parents and sister... I am still close with them, but have always longed for gay friends.... just feel like I never fit it.
  10. I've been struggling with depression my entire adult life... probably teens... low self-esteem.... anti-depressants have been an on and off thing over the years... sometimes I think it does affect my libido, other times, I think it doesn't... I've been reading a great deal about ketamine as a treatment for depression... Yes, I know...in my 'youthful days' it was a party drug... one I never tried. I feel like I am substituting intimacy with hiring for sex lately... just didn't think I would be 46 and alone.
  11. Just looking for different ideas... I'm in therapy, taking anti-depressants... 46, never had a BF, lonely... losing interest in sex. As a devout atheist who believes this is the only life we get and the member of an amazing family... no worries, I'm not suicidal, but gods I feel empty lately.
  12. Any other requirements?
  13. Sean looks damn fine... but I like the top in his videos where he's riding...
  14. Sex work should be legalized..... Period.
  15. And I've had bad experiences with "MARRIED/DIVORCED/STRAIGHT ACTING MEN ".... not sure I get your point? The straight acting thing.... ....they are taking your dick in their ass... How straight are they really? Sorry @azdr0710 , just 'over it' today.... I'll shut up now....
  16. https://rent.men/WoofEscortt Hoping someone can help redeem this guy.... I can deal with the PNP as long as he isn't doing it with me..... BUT.... was this really necessary? "AFTER PREFERABLY MARRIED/DIVORCED/STRAIGHT ACTING MEN JUST TO PRESERVE MY PRIVACY." Gay clients aren't good enough? And apparently we can't be private? Never mind the feedback.... If anyone wants him, he's all yours.
  17. Philly too! Just use Amtrak and travel from Boston to Virginia Beach (if you want...) or stop in DC!
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