Balthazar

Although I've seen this pic multiple times on Twitter, I know nothing about its origin.

Cheval Serpent

It looks like Cavill was 21 when he was told he didn't have the right body for the role. He definitely has it now. He certainly filled out his Superman suit.

Regé-Jean Page is going to star in Paramount's "The Saint" reboot, which makes it less likely he'll be cast as 007.

It sounds like my experience, which was 2 years ago, was similar to @curt gregory - strong, strictly therapeutic massage.

I agree with the suggestion that you might benefit from therapy. I don't know you, but it sounds like the sex stuff is a symptom of a larger issue (e.g., low self-worth). You further mentioned a history of suicide attempts, which is quite serious. Therapy would be a wonderful place for you to unpack your psychological dynamics while developing more adaptive ways of responding to emotions.

I saw him around 2.5 years ago. The massage was on a bed and short. I wouldn't repeat. Perhaps he has improved since then.

My most muscular meet-up was with Aaron Lazzaro. He had just completed a bodybuilding competition, so he was big and lean. Unfortunately, the experience was disappointing, but he was a nice guy.

Yes, I enjoyed it. I actually went to two of his workshops - nude yoga directly followed by the nude touch workshop. We broke into groups of 4ish. One person lied down whereas the other 3 massaged him. We alternated recipients after a specified amount of time. Brandon initially provided some guidance, but there was limited instruction. He engaged with all the groups. Different groups had different energies, depending on a number of factors (e.g., whether the members knew each other, chemistry, etc.). I went alone. It seemed like everyone had a positive experience. I would go again.

I haven't engaged with any of the following since well before the pandemic, but you might find them helpful. California Mens' Gatherings CMG has large gatherings and smaller local events. I went to a massage event in San Diego. The host had massage tables, and we alternated massaging each other. Community of Men Enjoying Naturism I went to a touch playshop sponsored by CMG and CMEN. Although it wasn't massage, the workshop consisted of men engaging in various exercises concerning touching each other. Brandon Anthony Brandon Anthony hosts yoga and touch workshops in a number of locations, including SoCal. I went to a tantric touch workshop in Palm Springs.