MyWhorishWays

Cruising club* Like The Eagle (very kinky).

Rejection hurts me so hard that I wrongly assume stuff all time. Unfortunately I was never able to entirely overcome certain aspects of my self-steem since my teenage years. You can say I'm still dealing with my demons. The guys I like seem to be part of the 1% when it comes to looks (why did God make me so superficial in the first place?). They tend to be big, hairy, with handsome faces, big, with nice beards, great pecs, wide backs, butts on point, big, masculine, big, tall and big again as hell. At the clubs, these hot studs would ignore me or look at me in a way that makes think I'm just not their type. I'm not too sure. I'm very new to the scene. It really bothers me because I don't think I look bad. But my expectations are perhaps too high. Maybe I'm just assuming too much. I really want to shoot my shot but I'm so afraid to get ignored or rejected that I end up not trying at all. I love this forum because you guys don't seem to sugarcoat stuff out of diplomacy. It's always interesting to read your posts even if I get attack. My question is genuine. Please try to be nice. Thanks.

We know chlamydia and other STD's are curable. But what others aren't? I want to make sure I keep evertyhing on track.

Anyways, Is it safer than the pills? Does it work better? Insurance cover it?

Thanks for your input! I do have two realistic dildos that costed me 70 dollars each. I don't know if that's considered expensive though. One is a very large one (like a XXL size) and the other one quite small (for beginners I guess). The smaller one is the one I always practice with. I haven't tried the extra big one yet because I'm simply too tight. It doesn't fit in my butthole. I truly want to get more stretched. There are several hot guys I know (with big cocks) I want to bottom for. It's my all-time fantasy and don't want to miss that.

I'm back!! But okay, maybe a weird question and perhaps repetitive. I wanted to be more specific... According to what I usually read online anal sex supposedly feels like pooping in reverse (this is at least like many people describe it). But how the penis inside really feels like? Does it feel soft or hard? Is it hurtful if it's too hard? Softer is better? Length or girth? Warmth feels good? The thing is that I've never bottomed and wish to. You can say I'm still not prepared mentally and neither physically (procrastination is something I need to work on). Dildos kinda feel weird in ocassions and thrusting them in and out to emulate sex feels like burning my hole. The sensation is still interesting but to be honest I'm always scared to do the whole act if you know what I mean. I just end up with the small-size dildo inside me for like an hour laid down on my back while I jerk off. Having something in my butt (plugs especially) really turns me on and makes me have stronger orgasms. But like I said, I've never tried the real thing and emulating the in and out act feels hurtful at times. It's likely that I need to stretch myself more? For the record I practice once every two weeks and sometimes only once every one or two months. A lot of people tell me dildos often hurt compared to flesh. I was just wondering. Thanks in advance.

It's coming this weekend. I'll be there. Any circuit parties? I want to attend one.

Does anybody know about what circuit parties are coming up this weekend in New Orleans? I find very vague information online.

Yes. I need guidance you can say.

How long do you think is gonna take to learn?

Then*

Is there any training course out there? How did you learn them? Improvising? Thanks in advance.

I saw them together just a week ago.

Perrear is to dance. Medellin is the capital of reggaeton music in case people didn't know.

Isn't 19 years old underage in the USA? Jail time? I would have been scared.

Hot dudes that also have Onlyfans. From your own knowledge, who resides there? I know for example Jett Hallum lives in LA.

Can anybody provide me of a list of the ones that live in San Francisco, LA, San Diego and Las Vegas areas and that do not seem to have a RM profile. Thanks in advance.

What a gorgeous especimen. Too bad he is not real.

He tapped one time on Grind and then on my wat to go meet him he stopped responding. I wasn't too excited anyways. You can say I was going to flake too eventually. Meh.

I saw him on Scruff one time I was in D. C.

Where did you contact them?

Beautiful dick and butt. But I'm not feeling the rest of his physical atributes.

Yeap. That's usually one of the giveaways when I see these profiles. The stats don't match what you see in pictures. ps. Been 6'2 tall and looking so buff he would definitely be over 200 pounds for sure.

Uh I just made a thread about him. My bad for my stupidity. Yes, the model is from Beirut and I follow him on IG. I too think is too good to be real...

He is apparently in New York right now. Funny how the dude is my pics is one of the ig crushes. I hope he is real.