Just Chuck

TheBigGayReview.com has well-written reviews of all sorts of sex toys from a male perspective. Some of the reviews are pretty dated, but he adds new reviews all the time.

I’ve got one that I like pretty well. But I’ve been hunting for a perfect prostate massager for a long time. Most overshoot the length and provide stimulation deeper inside me than the prostate, which is only about two knuckles of a middle finger’s length inside of me. Many have bases that are too thick for me to be seated while wearing them. Many don’t curve to meet the prostate but point straight into the rectum. The thickness ratio of the tip to the neck of the shaft affects keeping it in versus it slipping out. i had one where the tip sort of wiggled in a circular motion that did a great job of bullseyeing my prostate but it broke on the second usage. the fact that even in an in-person brick-and-mortar sex-toy store, you usually can’t open the package and see the actual dimensions of them makes finding a good one extra difficult.

Somebody from FetLife asked me to tie and then spank them with a heavy leather belt, long and hard enough that they get to a sobbing level of crying. They wanted the cathartic release of crying like that. Then, they wanted me to fuck them selfishly . . . just fuck them for my pleasure to get off. I don’t know if I could bring myself to do that to someone. And, in order to try it, I think I’d want them to ask me specifically in a hand-written note with a signature and date. Or, maybe a video recording of them telling the camera that they want me to do that at a specific time and place.

I saw a provider who left the TV playing during our session. It was some police drama series with one hour episodes, maybe CSI or Law & Order or some other similar show. I thought it was weird but I ignored the TV during the session. I thought the provider was ignoring it too, but later I realized they were using the show as a timer.