@luvhuskyThe reason is funny, I always wanna go to men spas or massage parlors to still get that exciting rush of “it’s a public spa and somebody might hear us *massaging* real hard” or “I might get *lucky* today”. Like a part of foreplay for me. If I hire somebody or go to somebody’s studio from let’s say rent men or rent masseur, first of, it’s expensive, and second, I am already expecting something at the end to happen. So it’s like losing the thrill factor for me. Weird but it’s just me. Don’t know of somebody has the same thought process as me. And besides, it’s reminiscent of what my country’s like, like besides the sketchy massage parlors, we do have our version of men spas, and a lot of them, that are really accessible. Maybe I’m getting homesick lol!! I remember one time I was still living with my parents, I would sneak out early before dawn to go to this 24 hrs kinda men only spa, and come back saying, oh I just had my early morning jog. Lol!!! Until they kinda noticed I was sneaking out too early like 4 am they caught me. I lay lowed for a while lol!!!
In front of an older guy…
So I have been horny lately, and I’ve been craving for a good sensual massage which I am fond of. For some reason, I couldn’t find a decent legit one that is close to what we have back home. Been searching for places near NYC, jersey and other surrounding vicinities. And tbh, burning cash just because I’m in the search for a good teasing and edging is not the best way, my last one was in NYC in some men spa that I’ve had a year ago, but it definitely wasn’t as sensual as before. So I gave up. But the sexual tension was already built up and I’m really frustrated. It’s been fun sucking somebody’s dick or playing with it since I am a pleaser, but what about me?…
So my biggest insecurity is my asian dick size, and living here in the US, you can’t really help but feel ashamed if you have a smaller cut. Like asian small. And I’m so insecure about it that I don’t wanna feel any rejection. So lately I’ve been to saunas/bath houses near our area, and it’s fun to be the giver, but then again, I’ve been craving for some good release with help. With sauna/spa/bathhouse places that are crowded, it’s hard to compete with well endowed individuals that are getting into action. If you have a smaller cut, chances are, they always expect you to do the kneeling.. and since I mentioned earlier, I was already sexually frustrated… So I planned on going in this korean sauna place wherein the reviews says that there’s literally zero traffic during weekdays and only active probably weekends. And most of the patrons are older korean grandpas…
When I got there earlier, I instantly noticed the things that would prevent you from doing the sketchy stuff, like thin curtains as entrance in the men’s sauna, or the staff entering and cleaning without any notice, as well as cameras in coed sections like the sleeping area. You know that it’s gonna be hard to do the naughty shit in a place like this, and oh, they ask you to surrender your ID. But despite those “security measures” people still comment that they’ve done it in that spa, you just have to be really really sneaky. So ok, literally, nobody except an older white guy and a korean grandpa was inside the sauna section when I entered. The white guy was nice enough to explain to me the different sections of the spa, which is really small tbh, and I know for a fact that he was just being friendly and is straight because he was leaving when I came in, and it was still mid afternoon. Gay guys, or even older gay guys would definitely have stayed if they know they haven’t gotten any action yet in a secluded spa like that. After him, nobody came in. Like it was just me and the korean grandpa that was just waiting for his scrub session. And it went on for like 2 hours, and I was about to call it a day, so I sat in the scrub bed in the middle of the sauna that was almost parallel to the mirror outside the locker room, that reflects the curtain entrance. I stayed in that position (thinking that if somebody catches me then I would see them in an instant). So I started pleasuring and jacking myself, but then this another korean grandpa came in. I didn’t calculate how exposed I was in that mirror but I just sprang from the bed and covered myself with the towel beside me. I know that guy saw me and is definitely straight, because when I went out in the locker room, slightly panicked, he was undressing with a disgusted facial grimace and covering himself with a towel then went straight to the bathroom. At that time, I was still hoping that he can be a little bit playful, because I badly needed to bust a nut. So I went back inside and dipped in the pool while waiting for him to come inside. When he got out of the bathroom, he went straight to the steam room and never went back out. So, being that I’m having an intense blue balls that time, I was just about to bounce again, stepped in to the shower, trying to jack off, but afraid to get caught by the korean guy, went out in the locker to check my phone, when another old asian guy entered. Not korean for sure. I noticed with my side vision that he was glancing at me. So I went in front of the mirror and pretend that I was fixing myself while I’m looking at him. He really looks like a creepy old perv with a bulging belly. But at that time, I was so determined to unload some frustration. So when he entered the shower area, I was supposedly gonna shower beside him, but then he entered the steam where the korean grandpa was in. I stepped into the pool while waiting for the creepy perv to come out, like a minute after, he got out of the steam and went straight to the other pool. Then I noticed he was glancing at me again and smirking, so I went out of the pool and went straight to the nearest shower where he could see me. I started stroking myself in the shower while I was looking at him smiling at me from the pool. But then I remembered, that the korean grandpa was inside the steam and if he’s in the right position, he could definitely see me. So I went back to the other pool, and just when I was about to give him a show, the korean dude came out of the steam and went straight to the shower. He was facing the wall, so I started to rise above water level, just enough for my dick to show while the creepy perv is staring at me. I started stroking again even if I’m scared to get caught by the korean dude. The creepy perv was concentrated on watching me, and I started to get really really horny, when the korean dude finished showering, wiped himself and went straight to my pool section, so instantly I submerged myself while he was entering. The korean went to the opposite corner and covered his face with a towel. So I went out, while signaling the creepy perv to follow me, hopefully to the bathroom. It was like a minute and he wasn’t getting out of the pool. So I peaked in the glass door while stroking myself, giving the perv a show, so when I went back to the bathroom entrance, door open, I went the perv getting out of the pool. So I started stroking myself again, then when the perv saw me from the bathroom entrance, he was already wiping himself but still watching me jack off. He was smiling, and I was signaling him to approach me but then he said he’s ok. I hand gestured jacking me off but he refused, he just signaled no but still watching me and smirking. He even went to his locker area and started to dress up with the spa provided clothes. And then after that he went towards me again while I was still jacking off. He was just there, watching me, all clothed, while I was jacking off. Take note that I was draped in a towel with only my dick showing out. I feel like a thousand times horny in that position. I feel so exposed and vulnerable. Now I get the rush of people and the CMNM vibe. So he was really smirking and sarcastically smiling. And going back and forth with the glancing. I said screw it, I’m really horny, so I completely dropped my towel without thinking if somebody might catch me in that compromising position. And then I started moaning and my mouth was wide open while I started shooting my cum. It was intense, and he was just there, almost like a laughing smile. It was really hot at that time. But then here comes post nut clarity. I immediately wiped the cum off the floor with a towel, with him still standing there. And throwing the towel to the bin. I started to rush to my locker, and got dressed. I noticed he walked out before I could even walk out. So I rushed to the front desk, thinking that he will snitch me from the staff, surrendered my keys and went straight to my car. I felt so humiliated that I did that because of all the sexual frustration I’ve been having for the past days. But now, after all that, it became clear to me more, why cmnm fetish exists. Mix of excitement, the feeling of humiliation, like the other person is in control of you sort of. I hope I could meet more dirty pervs who will play with my small asian dick in places like those, like CMNM style. I just wish that perv dude played with my dick at least. Maybe he likes big dicks.
@luvhusky, no, only female masseuses. And old asian ladies too. As for the quality of their massage: 4/10. I’ve had way better. Think of Crystal as a bathhouse with steam, scrub room and sleeping room that converts into the F room. Fun room. Are we clear?
I am still, up to this date, trying to find a men spa or even just a regular spa with male masseurs in NJ that relieves “tension” *wink wink*. I still go to NYC or worst, long island to find decent men spas. To my fellow Jersey ho*s out there, may you realize that gate keeping won’t be beneficial especially for the masseurs who need extra income lol. And I know some would say rent men or rentmasseur or masseur finder like yes I know, it’s just that there’s a difference in finding a men spa and booking a private session in a studio… there’s a thrill factor difference..
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