Austin Lewis

That's him. He was great . . . until he wasn't.

The subject of my earlier thread is Daniel_Richards. I've waited quite a while to identify him because I kept hoping he'd make good on his repeated promises to make things right. He finally ghosted me--no surprise there--and clearly I'm not going to see that $500 again.

I'm surprised no one has encouraged me to identify the culprit. I'd like to spare other guys the risk of dealing with this man, but maybe naming-and-shaming isn't the right thing to do.

Unbearably cute is right! I saw him for just an hour, but it was a lovely experience. And yes, he does cum a lot, and I'm going to assure myself that it was because he enjoyed my company.

I'm currently wildly infatuated with one of my regulars. It'll be fine. But in the meantime, he does such things to me--what they are I know not--but they are the wonders of the earth. (With my apologies to King Lear.)

I'm always happy to order an Uber. It seems like a fairly low-risk way to establish that I'm serious.

The show was actually quite good!

The full version of this story is quite a saga, but here's the TL;DR version. I was planning a long evening with a provider I had seen a handful of times. We were going to see a musical--he's a really fine singer and I knew he'd like that--and then enjoy a few hours together. I had the tickets, and he was taking care of making the rest of the evening an event. When he asked for a $500 deposit to help with that, I overcame my qualms and sent it to him. It will surprise absolutely no one in this forum to learn that on the very day we were supposed to get together, he texted me to say that he was stuck in a faraway city (inset tale of woe here) and wouldn't be making it. I tried to be understanding, but I was also firm in saying that I felt scammed because I had paid for an experience I wasn't going to have. He assured me that he would return the money, though not right away because his finances were a mess (insert further tale of woe here). Repeated enquiries have produced ever-receding deadlines for repayment, but of course no actual money. No deposits. Ever.

The last time I hired, the provider came twice. That was quite unexpected and gratifying (I mean, he must have been having a fairly decent time too, right?--don't disillusion me if the answer is no). Ordinarily I don't expect a provider to cum, though I'm delighted to get them off if that's what they want.

I'm just revisiting the thread because I've spent a good bit of the day wondering whether my strong feelings toward a provider are dangerous, or perfectly fine, or somewhere in between. The discussion here is very helpful.

I just had a very strange experience with him. He said I had a new number and asked me why. I told him that I got a new number because I was being harassed. He replied "You. You're the stalker. Stop. Envious. I have software. Stop." I had never been in touch with him before. No idea what that was about.

I was with him for several hours and he didn't take a smoke break.

$500/hr

I don't see much recent on MichaelV, so I wanted to write an appreciation. One of my regulars introduced him to me. The three of us were supposed to spend two hours together, but I couldn't tear myself away, and the session went very long and probably could have gone longer had my residual sense of responsibility to my job not finally steeled me to call it a night. (It's the job that pays for the hobby, after all.) Michael has a great body and a killer smile; his green eyes are striking. He had the knack of making me feel genuinely attractive and desirable. He's a wonderful kisser, which is actually the main thing for me. He's a very skillful top, very intuitive. It was just a joy to spend time in his company. He has a warm, lively energy, sometimes playful, sometimes aggressive, always perfectly attuned to what I wanted and what I was ready for. Absolutely 100% recommended!

I can confirm that he is indeed a total sweetheart.

I've spent some great time with him, and we have a BFE night coming up--we have some interests in common.

I just spent some very lovely time with him. He is gorgeous and sweet and has a killer smile. I can't wait to see him again.

I spent two very lovely hours with him yesterday.

I've met so many lovely Brazilian men that I've actually started to learn Portuguese.

I'm going to be in NYC in a few weeks to see a show and would love to see him again. I wonder if he likes Broadway . . .

One of my favorite providers is 9" taller than I am. (I'm exactly average height.) Works quite well, as it turns out.

I'm really appreciating this thread. I had been thinking of giving a birthday present to my favorite provider (I don't think he celebrates Christmas, but his birthday is in late December), and this is reassuring--though I'm still dithering about how much it should be.

One particularly intoxicating provider always begins his messages to me with "Hey handsome." I'm not in fact handsome, or even average, but it's lovely that he says it. Based on a few conversations now with various providers, I'm willing to believe that there are things about me that make me a reasonably appealing client. So I can take compliments in that spirit; they do help me overlook what I see in the mirror.

We may be at the point of diminishing returns here, but I spent an hour with him a couple of days ago, and he was mind-blowingly good.

Just yes. A fantastic massage, and an absurdly beautiful man.