allin4cum

that is the great feeling when sucking along with the cum spurting that I love a lot. 

if you read my blogs and comments throughout this site, you may have figured out that I love to eat my cum and edge for hours, Perhaps I should have said that in the reverse order. Anyway, I am here in Buffalo NY for a visit and had no where to go until noon. So of course I used this opportunity to sit at the desk and get on line and edge for a few hours before going. I was well into a nice edge (about 2.5 hours worth) when housecleaning started knocking at the door. I ignored the knock not wanting to loose the edge I had. I thought that since I had turned the upper lock that whoever was there could not get in. Well, she kept knocking and I kept ignoring until she came in. So cool. I was at the desk and nude and obviously bating and she poked her head in and asked if I needed anything. I just looked over and responded that I was fine as is and she left. I knew that there was some exhibitionist in me, but this event sort of proves to myself that I liked it more that a little, I never stopped stroking thru the exchange with her and certainly was not embarrassed. My cock never lost it's edge, rather, got a little closer proving that my cock liked the "exposure". just a cool moment that helps me understand myself even more that a few moments before. 

I enjoy that too, especially when it's doing that while in my mouth.

I'm sorry but as a side, I do not like the look of a locked / caged cock, I really want them out and hard for playing with and sucking. Just my preference, not putting it down. 

I'm sorry but as a side, I do not like the look of a locked / caged cock, I really want them out and hard for playing with and sucking. Just my preference, not putting it down. 

interesting. I had frozen 7 loads of my cum and found that when I thawed it all and played with it in my mouth, it was good but not as satisfying as fresh from the cock. 

if you read my blogs and comments throughout this site, you may have figured out that I love to eat my cum and edge for hours, Perhaps I should have said that in the reverse order. Anyway, I am here in Buffalo NY for a visit and had no where to go until noon. So of course I used this opportunity to sit at the desk and get on line and edge for a few hours before going. I was well into a nice edge (about 2.5 hours worth) when housecleaning started knocking at the door. I ignored the knock not wanting to loose the edge I had. I thought that since I had turned the upper lock that whoever was there could not get in. Well, she kept knocking and I kept ignoring until she came in. So cool. I was at the desk and nude and obviously bating and she poked her head in and asked if I needed anything. I just looked over and responded that I was fine as is and she left. I knew that there was some exhibitionist in me, but this event sort of proves to myself that I liked it more that a little, I never stopped stroking thru the exchange with her and certainly was not embarrassed. My cock never lost it's edge, rather, got a little closer proving that my cock liked the "exposure". just a cool moment that helps me understand myself even more that a few moments before. 

don't know what the providers reaction will be but do know that I would react with an instant hard on. 

You are not alone, @allin4cum. This is what I wrote in the thread quoted by @56harrisondabove:
“I have been eating my cum ever since I discovered the joys of masturbation in my early teens, and I still enjoy doing it. Back in the day, I first tried it because it felt kind of “forbidden”, thus increasing my horniness and stirring my young hormones, but also because it avoided my being caught if my mom found an unexplainable sticky stain on my sheets. Lo and behold, I learned to like its flavor, and I became a cum eater, whether mine or somebody else’s. My cherry on the cum-cake is snowballing, sharing it in deep, passionate kisses. That keeps me extra horny and hard even after shooting: no decreased libido problem there”

at 72, I have yet to see it stop

I agree it is a fetish based on everything you say here. I too love sucking a cock (I consider myself a side) but I can not feel the same as you do about the power of a cock that way you feel. For me, I love the feeling of the cock growing and getting hard and pulsing/spasming in my mouth, and truly love the cum filling my mouth. I'm just not at your level of appreciating/worshiping the cock. I think the main difference for me is that I also need my cock sucked where you could care less - at least that is my understanding of the fetish. If I am wrong, please let me know. Maybe, as time goes on, I'll feel differently. 

at 72, I have yet to see it stop

I had a regular provider who knew how much I love cum and cumplay....and he did too.    He surprised me one time I went over and he had frozen many loads of his cum for us to play with as foreplay.  He warmed it up and it was one of the best sessions of my life.  We had a super hot makeout session pouring his warm cum in between our tongues and it was a fun sticky mess....and this was only the first 10 minutes of our session!    I'm so bummed I don't live near him anymore.  

That's what I call a good surprise

You want it, you jerk off thinking about it, but everytime you finally cum, that libido goes away, and you don't have the courage to do it anymore, it happens to most people, it's normal.
As anything in life, it requires practice, it's something that you'll have to do it over and over again to reach perfection
but there are a few ways to make this process easier.
1 - Store your cum, that's the oldest trick in the book, just cum in a cup, glass or anything, and then put it on your freezer, so the next time your libido is high again, yum yum you'll have tasteful fresh cum all for yourself, you can even cum multiple times in a jar and store a lot, so you'll be able to make a really good mess.
(just be careful to not let it mold)
2 - Do it on a camera or in front of the mirror, why? You might find yourself hot watching your little cum play, so your libido can go back up fast, I do that myself, I have an onlyfans just focused on cum play and cum eating, in case you're interested in seeing it @missliv_lust
https://onlyfans.com/missliv_lust
unfortunately, that only works if you find yourself at least a little pretty.
Still, you can watch other people doing it to help your libido go back.
3 - Ice cum, I've met a guy once who used to store him cum with a little water on the freezer to make ice cum cubes, it's a little different, but it can be hella fun for some people.
4 - Accept that you need a hand, do you have a partner? ask them to help, nothing is better than someone else making you eat your own cum, of course, you can ask the person to be gentle, or violent if you prefer, just communicate.
And that's all I know from my experience with eating your own cum, if you want to contribute with different ideas, please, feel free to participate in the debate, cause I really like discussing this topic <3

at 72, I have yet to see it stop

Cum eating is my fetish, I masturbate every day, sometimes more than once a day. I also have edged for as long as 16 hours. With all this bating, I still do not cum every day. I choose to hold back from orgasm some days, only allowing an orgasm 2 - 4 times a week. But, when I do cum, I always eat my cum, all of it. I love eating my cum. 
I find it impossible to have an orgasm and not eat my cum. I have never had a cumrag, never had to "clean up". Been happily eating for 60 years. 
Do you agree it is a fetish? Am I different from most guys? weird? Anyone have comments good or bad about this?

I’m a wee bit younger and I haven’t seen it stop either.  I’m hornier than ever and getting more adventurous by the day.  I hope it never ends.

Once I began losing my hair, the drug finestaride caused me to lose complete interest in sex...even just looking. I'd rather be bald.

at 72, I have yet to see it stop

at 72, I have yet to see it stop